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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Sunday, June 14 ( A grateful heart, a beautiful blessing… @ 21:07:00 ) Who would guess two people so different can develop such a close relationship. It was not easy, full of challenge, required patience and there were a lot of bickerings and disagreements along the way. It is a wonder how years ago, the saying “I’m sorry, we are so different it seems we are from two different words” was the last say in a long and difficult relationship. But, last year, these two words brought such different emotion when said. Rather than sadness as felt when heard for the first time, the second time someone spoke these words to me, I was touched and awed by the truth in them. I remembered that night vividly, the both of us, sitting in the living room, having a heart to heart talk, after you came back from a trip to Penang you said, “I am amazed by how different we are, yet we are still able to be so close.” I had never met a friend that cared so much for me in the past and I guess I was tired of always giving and giving until I was exhausted and never got anything in return where all I want is the assurance of a friendship and a gesture of appreciation, a simple thank you and when I say you’re my best friend, you’ll say you are mine too. But years after years, I was dissapointed because none of them ever said that to me, they would just say, I have no best friend, which broke my heart. But then I met you, you are different.. You were there, ready to hear me pour out my heart, offer a crying shoulder and generous with your hugs and kisses. When I was sick, you came and visit me, which will always be remembered. We have our share of fights and quarrels just as real friends are bound to face, because that is what true friends are like, knocking each others’ corners off, to help shape us into a better person. When a friend is honest with you, that is a true friend. Even though the truth may hurt in the beginning, a true friend will walk with you on the journey of healing and in the end you found out that something good had come out of the initial hurt you feel. I had a very complex and complicated thinking and presumption of how a friendship should be like-how every friendship should be like.Being so inexperience, all the presumption and smooth flowing were just mere imagination. But you teach me the right from the wrong, you taught me about patience, about how friends do not need to cling to each other 24/7, that friends still need boundaries, that friends do care even though they do not show it, that friends are always there for you. Now I know that friendship is a simple thing, a beautiful, simple matter that brought joys beyond measure and make you feel all safe and fuzzy inside. I just felt like an idiot for it had taken me so long, a year to realise that, and in the process brought grief to both of us. Then there are the typical girly girl things we would do together, went out shopping, cook, talk about clothes and movies and laugh around at silly things which does not even make sense to me now. I really felt love and I felt the urge to protect you always, so no harm shall come to you in anyway. I learn to care about others, how not to be selfish but give unconditionally because I love you. I learn to love as the bible says. I learn to be patient, I learn to be kind, I learn to not be jealous, I learn not to boast, I learn to be humble, I learn about self-esteem, I learn not to be self-centred, I learn to be a better person and I learn to learn the truth. All these just from learning to love you and others. There is still a litany of things that had yet to be said, I am endlessly reminiscing the sweet memories that we had created in the time we spent together. And It is difficult to pen these feelings and emotions into words, but I just want to say that I am grateful for you dear and for all my friends that I had come to know, for making me realise I can start anew and everyone deserve a second chance. Thank you for your love, your care and your friendship. It meant the world to me just as you meant to me… I thank God for this dear friend that He had given to me. Thank you for bringing Sha into the world today exactly 19 years ago. Thanks you for letting us cross each other’s path that we had come to know each other and to love each other.May God cast His abundant blessing and care upon her and her family. A small tribute to a very special girl in my life,  The lady looking gorgeous in purple..=D  A full length photo to show how lanky she is..=)  Among our earliest photo took together..=) There is Lemon at the top, second row from left to right is me, Ruqi and SHA! At the front row is Drey!!! We miss you!  Our first time out together where Drey make a crazy decision and follow our heed to cut her hair and dyed it purple! Superb result..Awww, I miss the days we went out together..=D  My first alone pic with Sha on our first outing together..=D in CS outside that barder shop..remember dear?  An old piccy I found from my folder of older photos...Awwww..Loves..<3>  Baby girl enjoying her McD dessert...She got me addicted to Mc Flurry after that!  A special girl who 'pei' me do silly things even thought I'm so childish, she put up with me...  Sha dear looking fab as usual..=D Dear I'm still in love with this pic of yours! .jpg) Another fav photo of her!^^ My mama says you look pretty darling..=D This is among the first picture I show to her...=D To Sha dear, I want to wish you a Happy 19th Birthday and I miss celebrating our birthday together. Thank you for everything and dear, I appreciate everything that you have done for me. I am sorry for all the wrongs that I may have done and making you unhappy along the way. I am just starting to learn more about life and explore the meaning of friendship. Thanks for accepting me as I am and thank you for being so patient with me. You know how much I love and care for you. I will see you soon and wish you have an awesome day darling! I miss you lots… Mwah~ -Love- from Lily~ *sorry for late post dear..I typed this out the night before your birthday and went off to Sibu early in the morning… Just came back..=D Hope you had a great day today!! 0 comments |
