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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Monday, August 25 ( 幸福？ @ 23:42:00 ) 幸福是什么呢？ 幸福是： 1）每天早上起来，发觉又是新的一天 2）家人都平平安安。 3）听到妈咪和爸比的声音。 4）能每天为家人做早产。 5）等着妈咪和爸比放工回家。 6）看到妈咪开心的笑但他发现我帮她做完家务了。 7）能够大声和开心的进拜上帝！ 8）念到上帝的宝贝话语。 9）能够平安，快乐和蒋康的度过每一天。 10）知道上帝随时随刻都在身边保护着我。 11）有的吃，有的睡，有机会念书。 12）和好朋友一起。 13）取个陌生的地方。 14）有妈咪每天教我起欻。 15）有妈咪骂我。嘻嘻。。。 16）跟爸比去吃早产。 17）吃妈咪作的饭菜。 18）跟妹妹聊天聊到天亮。 19）能够考到好成绩。 20) 回家！ 我现在好想回家啦！书还有一大堆都还没念的。小妮加油！我可以的!还在做Chemistry！要帮我祷告哦！刚刚好十二点了。是星期二咯！还有十一天回家咯！YOOHOO！！！开心死了！我还没搜行李呢。。。 大家晚安咯！别要求太多。生活简简单单就好。其实，我们大家都很幸福。要满足，要感恩。因为上帝赐给我们的恩典是够用的！不多也不少！好啦，考试的朋友们，加油吧！考试的期间，别忘了祷告，还是要记得我们的上帝哦！妈咪，爸比还有小妹，想你们，爱你们咯！上帝保佑！ -小妮- 2 comments Monday, August 18 ( 两个星期后。。。 @ 23:04:00 ) -小妮- 一些在上个星期六和日拍的照片。。。  my new dress^^ I love it lots...  Close-up... I look like a lady bug, no?^^  My new black dress from S.I.S.... ^^  Dress up in Saree for ushering duty for official launching of AIMST University!  Pretty emcee, Deborah. Miss Malaysia/World 2007... Yes, drool, people.... Well, our university's official launching was a grand affair and it had been really crazy and fun!^^I actually sit next to and chat with Miss Malaysia...Hehe....It had been a great experience!^^ Will blog about it after exam-perhaps with more photos from Beta-server and Sha!^^ Till then, tataz~much lovesss.... 0 comments Friday, August 15 ( I Shan't say goodbye! @ 12:59:00 ) I remember the first time we met, it was Christmas last year just because you were being asked by Auntie Margaret to fetch us back home after the service. I remember exactly how we exchange number and promise go out yumcha. I remember all the details. 6 days later, I managed to persuade you follow Alex them go to New Year's Eve Service. So, basically, we did spend Xmas and New Year together. Remember the snow spray, bro? You were so clean cos' you were smart enough to stay in the forbidden zone, so we can't spray you. I am going to get my revenge. Then, in January, during Shing Ning jie jie's wedding, I skipped it and went out with you and Alex and Ah Pau instead. Lol. So random. We go PCM there and nothing to eat, so we go Palm GArden. Remember the humoungous clam? I remember you had chicken chop!=p Haha. Then we borak borak there, then go PCM again and go to Popular there dunno do what, look at mags and I still remember your lame joke about 4D..=.= What the... After that, we did even more random stuff, go to Shing Ning's wedding place and fetch my sis, Sam and Hubert and John. LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.. Then go sunflower there happy hour. Too bad, we had to leave early la just because you had 2 underage tagging along.. But, thanks for buying me my first Vodka! I still remember I had Pink Lady and you all had what else but Heineken. I still got the photos some more, don't play play. I am your stalker hor... Anyways, after I go study last term go back last thing say to you was hi. Lame lar... Din say goodbye. Now, no chance dy till dunno when. And yes, I am still in Kedah. Stop laughing man... Not funny. And quit laughing. We miss you a lot. But, no more tears cos I just feel like kicking your butt now. Meanwhile, enjoy your time with our Lord up there and just relax. Don't worry, me and Ah Pao won't forget about how we want to kick your butt so badly. Ah Pao say you promise yum cha in December hor? Now what? Still on? Too bad, I will only be back in January, will still go visit you with them and have another yum-cha session. Please be there on time. Don't be late. I know you never go out evening.. 7pm also too early for you. I nicer a bit lor, I set around 8 or 9pm. Late enough? Make it a post new year meet lar. Don't laugh lar weih~ I got exam during New Year. See you real soon then! Don't forget our yue ding! Not gonna say goodbye to you! Bleark..=p... Now, feel gek dao or not? Ya lar ya lar, we will miss you lar... =.=" Don't play till forget us here. Ehem Ehem.. -Xiao Ni-  Hohoho...Caught ya!=p  See your face, gek diok ler...Hahahaha... I think you were playing with your phone or admiring your drink o sumtin..forgot dy..,u remember or not? Hehehe.. Yumcha ar in January! We include you also dy! Must give face! 4 comments Saturday, August 9 ( Her Story @ 01:28:00 ) "Hey girl,just finish class?" "Ermmm, hi. Yup, just finish class." That's how she failed to avoid him yet again. Everytime she felt she had let go, he reappear and ruin her plans. Her hearts always soften and she is thrown back into the raging sea of confusion and hurt. She couldn't help it but just stare at him, hoping he would not notice. Sometimes, she does wonder, does he know? But what's the point even if he know? Would that not make things worse? *** That afternoon, she rushed back to get ready for tuition. He was taking the initiative to helped her out in her weak subjects and she needed help badly. She thought that it would not hurt to ask for help when she desperately need a better grade. So, she went ahead. During then, she had already been unknowingly falling for his smile, his personality, for him. She felt stupid,"why not you know earlier?" But, she never found the answer. Love is blind, people say. Little did she knew that afternoon was going to cost her, her heart and her feelings. "Actually, I already had a girlfriend" She was not dumbfounded, rather, she was calm and collected, she felt surprised at herself, but proud. She had grown up. But, knowing the fact, she felt her world crumbles apart. At that moment, it seems that the string holding her heart to it's cavity had just snap into two and her heart fell, broke into millions of pieces, ran over by a truck and then blown away by the wind. And, he seems to not know that she felt something for him. She kept quiet... *** She sat by the lake side, trying to drown herself in the soothing music from her music player. Her earphone had plugged her ears completely that she was not aware that he had sneaked up behind her when she was writing her wish. Her wish came true. She had wished for him to have find a better girl, that God may bless him abundantly, and that God would guide them if they were really meant for each other. God answer her by giving him a better girl, she felt. She threw her wish into the lake and pray. He had moved to sat opposite her. What she wished and played in her mind just a moment ago was coming true in front of her. Was it a sign? As if an answer, God opens the windows of Heaven and let the rain fall. *** After she knew, she only watch from far. Although they met in church and in one event, everyday of the week, she knew it was impossible and she did not even thought of making anything possible. She like his girlfriend and she would not want to change anything. Rather, she stood by and watched with a heavy heart, while constantly trying to let go. How was she to cope when he kept on appearing especially when least expected, especially, after I secretly wished that he was there, where I am. *** She felt tired and called it a night. She went to bed early and dreamt of sweet things and remembered how nice it was to come home to a person, to a hug and a concern party. The alarm clock jolted her up from her dream at 6.30am. She got up,washed up and changed. She plugged in her earphones and blast some music while she breathe in the fresh morning air. She ran down the staircase and out into the open. She jogged her way to the tracks. She saw a tall stranger, sturdily running. She paid no notice and started to run.She ran and ran and ran and ran until she felt her legs were carrying itself until she no longer felt anything, not even the sweat on her faces. She just remembered no 16, that was the number of rounds she had ran. She was about to complete the 16th lap when she suddenly stopped. But, she never remember why she stopped. *** When she woke up, she saw that she was somewhere familiar. The smell of chemical irritate her nose and she sat up. She knew instantly from the white bed spread and the cold-looking room, that she was in a treatment room. But whate ver for? Sh got up and put on her shoes and tried to look for signs of life outside the heavy door. She pushed the door and saw that there was a friendly looking nurse outside. "Whoa, stop right there young lady. Just where do you think you are going?" "Back?" "No. Go back into the room and lie down until I call the doctor." She went back in and lie. Only then did she realise, the stranger she saw that morning during tracks was there outside in the waiting room. A young doctor came in slightly after and told her that she had fainted earlier on. She shrugged the idea off as exhaustion and low blood sugar. Somehow, she was forced to undergo a thorough check-up before she was being allow to go. Her report was to be collected 2 weeks later. *** Fainting spells and dizziness. She shrugged them off as side effect of exhaustion and too many late-nights up studying. 2 weeks passed. She forgot about her examination. Until, they called her up to pick up the report. She went. *** She sat down on the soft white sand, looking at the red sun at the foot of the sky. The sun was slowly swallowed by the sea it seems. She let the soft breeze caress her cheeks and appreciate the beauty of nature. She remembered the story he told her. About how he had spend Christmas with his love one on the beach throughout the night. She wished that it had been her. She closed her eyes and breath in the salty breeze. She wondered how her life would be without sight. She could not think about the day she would not be able to see his face. Will his face be imprinted in her memory long enough for her to cherish for the rest of her life? *** She slammed the door hard behind her. Anger, sadness and heart broken sets in. She felt tears rushing to her eyes. Her vision was further blurred. She knew she does not have long. She had been stubborn and because of her stubborness, he had scolded her. She felt hurt and the medication had gave her tantrums. It was only co-incidence that she had leave her medical report on her coffee table the day he came to picked up the keyboard from her house. She had went to fetch him coffee and that was when he saw them. She refused to say anything, insisting it was nothing. He got mad and yelled at her. That was before she stormed upstairs and locked the door behind her. *** "Is there anything you would like to do girl?" "Not really" "Hey, remember the last time we chatted? You told me about this guy you admired, can you tell me now?" "No. Like I say, if I tell you, I would have to kill you." They both sat in silence before the girlfriend joined them. They were out after church service. Her eye sight had begun to deteriorate and she can barely see 10 feet in front of her. She knew she had no much time left. When they were ready to leave, as a gentleman that he is, he guided her to the car. She could feel his strong warm hands behind her back. Safely guiding her, softly telling her if there were any obstacles. At that moment, warmth filled her body and she feel as if she could just fly. *** She slipped the note under his Maths book cover. She knew he would see it one day. *** He went back to his own house after sending his girlfriend home. He had not been to a funeral for a long time and he could not tdescribe the feeling deep inside of him. It had been hard to watch a good friend dying without being able to do anything to help. Her brain tumour was too aggressive, there was no way that anything could be done to save her. She rather not suffer more under useless operation and her parents agreed although it was a tough choice. It was difficult to see their own daughter losing life everyday... *** "Hey, remember you asked me whom I admired? The one that I say if I told you, I would have to kill you? You can stop guessing now. Because, I am being nice. Remember how you always ask me to chase my dreams during the time I was ill? I did, I did. It was just that my dream was unrealistic but it did come true partly. How could you ask me to chase my dream when all along it was you? You have a special someone and I do not want to come in between. Well, I just want to tell you, since we first met, I knew that it was you. But, too bad, I have to go first. Life's like that. I pray that you and her experience God's blessing. Yes, i like you, silly. But, it doesn't matter anymore ya? Lotsa Loves, -Girl- His hand trembled. He folded the note and looked at the Maths textbook that her mom had passed back to him. Had he liked her before? He knew there were something but both had not spoken. Was it destined to be? He finally realised what he really want. A drop of tear roll down his cheek. He finally knew but it was a little too late. 0 comments Tuesday, August 5 ( Update @ 00:30:00 ) Well, a new addition to my gadget family. Say hello to my new 160GB external hard disk. It's a big achievement for a computer noob like me!*applause* Oh yeah, our detox diet is going well, shedding kgs with all-vege diet and also exercise and gym! Nice! I better stay on track though. Broke my diet routine today!!! -Xiao Ni- 0 comments |
