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Definition of Love


Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not proud
It is not rude
It is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hope
Always perserveres
Love never fails)

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

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-Developing countries
-Spiritual growth
-Knowing what God has in plan for me
-Relatives to know about Christ
-Gift of Giving
-Studies
-Health and well-being of family
-Discipline and focus in goals
-Perserverence in reading the bible daily



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Yee
Loi
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Joey
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Thursday, February 28

( 昨天,今天,明天。。。 @ 02:49:00 )

有时候,就是拴着单传的喜欢一个人。投入在爱情里真的很累人。在拆一点就快忘了爱情带来许多的痛苦和然我流下好多的泪。真的不想再重新得然自己伤心。有人说,爱一个人,不一定要在一起,那才会留下美好的回忆。因为,没在一起,就不会感受到疼痛。认识一个人太久,就会发现他很多的缺点,慢慢就会然自己失望。到最后还是悬着逃避,永远活在自己的幻想世界里。或数你可以说我笨,但这就是我。。。 好想回到崇前,但我还是个单传的女生,但,这是不可能的事。。。

-这是我第一次用华文来写哦。写错了,可别笑我哦。晚安了。。。^^



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Tuesday, February 26

( Summed Up~ @ 12:51:00 )

Gah, life in uni is both tiring, fun but crazy at the same time. Make that triple. I had even forgotten how crappy my life used to be back home without much friends to hang with except those really close church sisters and brothers. Now, in Uni, everythign is so bizzare and crazy! I have so many friends it's difficult to recall the feeling of loneliness. ^^ Hee~ Everyday is spent with all my darlings and babes. Serious, do you know how nice it is to have really good girl friends? And funny, sporty guy friends?

Now, with the multiple events going on at uni, life is ten time crazier. I watched the drama 斗牛,要不要 until 6 in the morning. We practised our dances till past midnight, then went for supper until 1am before returning to campus (and got through security). I need time to settle down before more craziness is blown my way. Phew... Oh yeah, me and Audrey apply for part time jobs at the uni but there aren't feedbacks yet. *dissapointed* Did I mention we are going away for a weekend getaway to Penang Island, going to the beach? Craziness. It's church fellowship..*glee*

There are so many people here on campus that I had not seen yet and with the holidays hulabaloo gone, it seems more people are flocking back to AIMST. It's time to feed my eyes with some eye candies. Pretty seniors, dressy ones and social bees. I have a feeling I am going to like this place even more in the midst of the hustle and bustle of more Physics and Chemistry. This is life, in uni...

I discover more things that make me feel happy. Know what? McFlurry makes me happy and Twister Fries too! Slurpee, chocolate ice-cream, sleeping, shopping with my girlfriends, Rochers' chocolate, Solivite and no class make me happy. =p



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( Tired~ @ 02:31:00 )

It had been a tiring day and the upcoming performance is taking its toll on me. It's now 2.30a.m. Am I crazy or am I insane?



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Tuesday, February 19

( When depression sets in, Sanity ran out.... @ 00:54:00 )

Can't believe I just wrote that title..It sound as cheesy as Audrey's quoting "They cut off my intelligence, rinse it away and dyed on stupidity". Seriously darling, you are becoming more bimbotic, it is scaring me.. Hee~But still, me like...*winks*

Well, I am quite depress now as I am very angry at something right now but too bad I can't say what. And you know what? This is my 100th post and it is going to sound so depressing I guess..

I am not exactly homesick-yet but I do miss the food at home (I can feel myself growing fat) and Tesco had such cheap instant noodles and foodstuff. Stocking up food stuff is just BAD for me.. i can't stop eating. I even bought more pants and a jacket today..=.=" Oh yeah I am eating instant noodles now.=.="... Gek diok or not sis?HAHAHAHAHA!!!It is like 1 am now and I am eating. Imagine the crazy life here, studying, playing, eating. Bwahahahahah..Life is good darling. Life is good. And my 2 crazy like me roomies (100% adorable and cute) are outside preaparing instant noodles (cos Shila dunno how to make hers...HAHA-Cute bo?)

What the... I am suppose to be thrifty and my clothes here is more than enough. I am such a silly person I can smack myself in the head (wait, I did that tonnes of times everyday.=.=") Okay.. Now I feel better...HAha..A full tummy makes a happy me.

I was out talking to Sharon gurl and Cohyin gurl till midnight just now. wE ARE TOTALLY 3 different girls from different backgrounds with different personalities and history and we actually sit down and talk about anything under the stars (sorry, we don't do gossip though)...=p

So many thoughts pass through my mind tonight when I was on my way back from study area at 11 something. I just looked up and saw the nice sky, the moon and the stars. It was cold and the wind was blowing so nicely... I just sat down and lay on the bench, looking at the sky, thinking about nothing, no Physics, no nothing... Just me, God, and nature... (too bad, cafeteria to near, got noise) But at that moment, I wish for a warm embrace... A human with XY chromosome... Someone, I can talk to, and not only talking to my busy friends and idle lappie... I am crazy for wanting a relationship. I know it will hurt, so remind me that it hurts before I start getting into another relationship, alright?

Well, tomorrow will be another new day and I would start my detox I(serious) tomorrow. Wil be surviving on oatmeal and soya powder for the next few days. Bye bye yucky, oily, fattening, poisonous cafeteria food for a few days. I need to save my tummy alright?^^ Hee~

That's all, and I saw Teddy again tonight^^... Teddy Bear is cute, right? No? Yes?^^ Hee~ Only I know... Shhhhhh.. It's a secret...

Love, Hug and Kisses,
-Xiao Ni-
(quited annoyed and irritated by something BUT someone can always put a smile on my face and make me look very hua chi...bleark..=p)



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Sunday, February 17

( While waiting for my hair to dry... @ 02:01:00 )

I decide to update my blog. ^^ Yesterday (since it is already past midnight) had been a great day. Me and some girlfriends went to Central Square (me for the first time) and shop around for stuff. The mall was too messy for me, it was quite uncomfortable. It had too many stuff that it makes us felt nausea and sick looking at stuff a few hours later. The 6 hours out was definitely not enough as we had not look at everything yet.

I have really cool girl friends. You know what Audrey did? We were having lunch at the food court when suddenly I saw this cute guy (ehem...ehem) working at the saloon with a nice hairstyle. So, I told the others and we were all staring at him (luckily he didn't realise or he will freak out), admiring his hair. So, I make a silly suggestion (me and my big mouth) and told Audrey to get a haircut like that. And that crazy (like me crazy) girl really out of the blue at 2 in the afternoon went to the saloon and get her hair cut into guy style and dye it purple. =.=" cool or not this girl you tell me? Now, she look absolutely gorgeous with the new hairstyle, full of ATTITUDE. *salute to Audrey* I mean how many girls have the gut to chop off their hair and keep it short like a guy hair and style it like a guy and dye it purple? The result, she is now crazy about her hair and obsess with it (looking in the mirror so often I am beginning to fear the mirror will crack soon and also touching her hair), I probably have to wake up earlier to help her style her hair (I can always go to class without combing my hair, you know) and she will continue her craziness until I don't know when. Now I am tempted to dye my hair purple too (My mom shall kill me).

Yeah, we went to the service again last night. It was great, I finally found God again, speaking to me. We had a holy communion tonight and I enjoyed the time at the chapel so much. It is smal but friendly and warm. The people are very nice and it was great to know so many Sarawakians here who joined the fellowship 2 nights ago. I came back at 9pm just now and start cleaning the room (we sweep it 3 times today and it is still dusty..=.="). I turn out all my wardrobe and books, rearranging them in order. I love seeing things neat like this but in the course of busy days, I always leave all my stuff lying around on my table and in my wardrobe. After dusting, I sweep the floor-again and mopped it. And now, I still can see dust ball being blown around under mt study table.=.="

I took a hot bath after that. I am getting so spoilt by using hot water to bath nowadays. Our hostel have hot water in the bathroom. Nice right? Hee..It felt great to bath slowly, to wash my hair, pamper my skin with the fragrant shampoo and washed away the sweat with warm water. After doing my laundry (lingerie and such-You know), I change into my comfy pj and start doing devotion before blogging. Now, I am still sitting my lazy butt in front of my computer after a mug of hot, sweet, chocolatey beverage, happy from the cleaning and the supper. (some more my hair is feeling so soft and silky) Audrey is watching a movie she bought from CS today while Shila is pigging now-tired from all the shopping.

I am glad to say I had finally (or so I thought for now) conquered my hand-itchiness and eye-itchiness when seeing stuff that I want to buy. I can refrain from buying jewelleries and clothes and shoes even when I want them so badly *winks* and I spent my money thriftily. I am beginning to get a hang of all this saving stuff. I bought the cheapest files today (so happy my notes are now not all stack up in a miserable box all jumble up), bought the LAN cable, some instant noodles and crackers. I was so happy to see Solivite and I bought the whole packet and drank the whole thing with Audrey and Sharon (she is soooo pretty). I could not get enough of those culture drink. I wanted to get HL milk but it won't last as I don't have a fridge in my hostel.

My hand feel so itchy right now. It is super sad to not buy stuff that I like. But I need to have self-control. So far so good. Hope to do better next time.^^ Hee~ I am loving clean laundry smell and clean surrounding and also clean water. =p And I love our uni. It is so pretty. The building all look like those you have in foreign countries. They are all so modern and new.

Well, lastly, Teddy Bear is so cute. ^^ Both me and Audrey like.... Haha^^ Serious la.. That's all from me today I guess.. My eyes felt like closing now.. Night people..

Love,
Xiao Ni
-Getting so use to Uni life-



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Friday, February 15

( Another reason to hate Valentine's Day @ 02:34:00 )

Yesterday was a crappy day. It was worse because it was Valentine's Day and it was most depressing. I have no boyfriend for one, stupid lectures was 7 hours long for yesterday timetable, there were 3 periods of Maths 1, I got a lousy injection andmyhandstillhurtlikehell, gor gor is too busy even to die or kao lui =.=, the valentine party was boring iwasted5bucksforthat, I got tempted into buying stupid cotton candies and nowIamfeelingsodarnfat, I am depress and stress and I can't stop eating and I swear I am growing fat-Gawd, I am feeling so cranky, My lecturer is boring me to death, I am falling asleep in the class while trying hard to concentrate, Joey,baby kangaroo is a genius(what does this have to do with him?), I am still blogging at 2 in the morning with my Maths 1 homework untouched, my skin is terrible, I feel like a pig and and and and and I am so sick of everything. Oh yeah, I made a fool out of myself after the party as me and a few girl friends decided to become barbaric and took off our heels and stand on the benches to our hostels and start screaming I hate Valentine's Day and wishing everyone a Happy Sad Valentine Day while dancing and singing to sad love songs. Gawd-tell me how depressing can this get....Glad that it is over though. Time to turn back into a geek.^^ Is this sad or what?

Love,
Geeky-Xiao-Ni
(wearing spec at the moment)



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Wednesday, February 13

( Of Physics and Love... @ 16:17:00 )

Here I am, sitting here, procrastinating (darn long didn't used the word). Newsflash, my english is getting worse (no surprise), my chemistry teacher and physics teacher is killing me, I am tired and I love my lappie. I am sounding like a mouldy old cheese and boredom is killing me. Gahhh...

I am blogging today because I am guessing I will be too busy to blog tomorrow. *winks* (No lar, so you won't know I am a miserable old dame with no bf.LOL)... Just chilling after a crazy day in class. I don't know what the teachers are blabbering about and IworeleggingstoclasstodayandgotstaresfrompeoplelikeIamanalienfrommarsgawd...

So, I am stranded here in the room with Audrey at goodness know where, Shila sweeping around the room and cutie Yan Yu on my desk doing her homework. We are all quite bumped out by the lessons I guess. The room is quite warm and humid and it is making me feeling even more dazed(in a bad way) and sleepy as usual.

At first, I was thinking of writing about the history of Valentine's Day but too bad I almost fall asleep before I read about the whole thing in Wikipedia. =.=" So, anyone who know the history about this whole Valentine business, please tell me ya. I am sounding like such a bimbo. (No, I am not a bimbo and I do not want to be one) My brains are just on the frizz due to the sudden overload of studies and thus this. I don't even know what I am writing here it's very depressing, yes, thank you.

Let's talk about tomorrow. It's Valentine's Day. (Yeah, everyone know that I guess) I am expecting to see girls and guys running around school with bouquets of flowers tomorrow. What wonderful sights that will be. Hope it won't rain tomorrow. We are doing something crazy tomorrow. Our class had agreed to dress up in black and white to rebel to the usually pinkish theme while the other class is dressing up in red and white.

Talk about something happy before depression sets in, I had receive my first valentine last night.^^..Bleark..=p.. Guess who it is from.. No, it's not from my alreadygotgfex. No, it's not from my mom either(she was teasing me how I got no boyfriend and why would I want to celebrate Valentine Day-Yeah mom, you will probably kill me if I have a boyfriend right?) Guess guess guess..

It's a red, fat, soft and red red red pillow with Rochers(not the fake one la mind you). It's from darling Shila!^^ awwwww...darling, that is so so so so so SWEET...>.<... None of my girl friends ever gave me Valentine's before. Hee~ Thanks darling. I will take a photo of her soon and post it for you to see. She is pretty and crazy fashionista like me. But then again, we are not bimbos okay. We have brains and we use them. Hee~

Anyways, I am still scratching my head over what to get my friends tomorrow. There are no shops nearby. sighzzz...

And and and...>.<>

Love,
Valentine-Is-Just-Like-Any-Other-Day-Me



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Monday, February 11

( Girl on Campus @ 12:33:00 )

Me, Myself & I!^^ Hee~Obviously feeling silly right?^^ Owh well, the first 2 days of Chinese New Year was kind of dumpish to me. I was feeling very down for some reason..Shhhhh..It's a secret (and I am not telling why). Let's just labelled it as PMS. Haha. There is a silly superstitions on how you will cry for the rest of the year if you start crying on the first day of the lunar new year. I did that a lot on the first 2 days. Yeah. Sucks to that, I ain't gonna cry for the rest of the year alright? *rolls eyes* Boo to all the silly superstition. And so what if I washed my hair on the first day too? I am still having tonnes of good lucks and blessings today.=p

Well, got to go. My roomie is waiting outside now to go for lunch. See ya!^^ continue again later ya!^^ Chioz.

Girl on campus,
Xiao Ni^^

HAPPY TONG TONG CHIANG YA'ALL



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Thursday, February 7

( Happiness That Last... @ 19:04:00 )

It's just a myth....It's gonna be a sad year ahead...Yeah...Be happy folks...Don't be like me...My life, sucks to the max and I hate myself...I can hang myself...



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Saturday, February 2

( A New Beginning... @ 11:48:00 )








Greetings from AIMST University!^^
It's the first Saturday morning here in AIMST and I had just scrambled out of bed to find my 2 roomies missing. Apparently Audrey had went to his uncle house and Shilah (The Bollywood beauty) had just went to take a bath. I thought she had went out to CS this morning.

Orientation week had come to an end and it had been a memorable week. Well, we won the games and sketch, emerging as grand champion!^^ It was quite unexpected but I am glad to say that I know more people now and they are all very capable, sporting and a fun bunch of people!^^ We had been send running here and there like mad around the uni compound looking like barbarians and stinking like crazy from sweating. The mystery-solving and treasure hunt. All of them are pretty smart people eh? Haha. It had been really fun and a rfewarding experience!^^




The 3 bears!^^Hehe..cute ler?
This is the crazy papa bear. Darn...so crazy lar him..HAHAHA
Papa Bear again, taking photo with a chef for our mystery solving!
For the sketch, we all got fairy tales and folk tales but we have to do it Malaysian style, so you get it, James Bond become a thief with a wife and a girlfriend, working in partner with Cicakman, Right....=.=" It was so funny can! There is snow white and the 7 dwarves, or was it one? and tonnes more. Our group got Goldilocks and the 3 bears. Hehe. Actually it was blackdilock lar. More like a babboon from Gunung Jerai. LOL. Literally, I acted like a baboon from Gunung Jerai last night and it was quite horrifying to some I guess because I became really barbaric with smear dirt on my face and limbs (by eyeliner) wearing a one short one long pants, two different shoes on each feet, super DUPER messy Hair with twigs and leaves in them as well as wearing a huge pyjamas-T. I look like a nightmare. Haha... I was scratching and jumping and making monkey noise all the time.. My goodness. Now, no one will ever marry me. Lol...




Babboon from Gunung Jerai..=.="
During the orientation we also went to the anatomy museum, like darn cool la. Our own uni have it's own museum. Well, as the name portray, it was a museum as if it came out of a horror movie. There were preserved baby with stomach cut open, legs, arms, eyeballs, face, ear, brain, lungs stomach and everything you can name in our body. Then we were brought to the dissecting theatre. We were very lucky because there were a group of seniors from physiotheraphy having their lesson there. And guess what? I touched the leg they were examining on. The hamstring, the muscle. I tell you, it looks and feel like boiled chicken meat you put in Laksa Sarawak. Haha.. Yeah yeah, I touched the leg okay. I didn't freak out or anything. Well, no one did. Guess we were really brave and ready to become MBBS. I know if others see these, they will probably scream and faint.=.="




I think the hand in the middle one is mine. HAHa..Feels like chicken. Guess it taste like one too!^^HAHA
Well, that's all from me today. I will be onlining more often nowadays because we just gain access to the LAN in our room. Still waiting for the wireless though.^^

Have a nice weekend people!^^

Lots of loves,

Xiao Ni...



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