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Definition of Love


Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not proud
It is not rude
It is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hope
Always perserveres
Love never fails)

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

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Pray with Me


-Both parents salvation
-Sister's spiritual growth
-Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing
-Developing countries
-Spiritual growth
-Knowing what God has in plan for me
-Relatives to know about Christ
-Gift of Giving
-Studies
-Health and well-being of family
-Discipline and focus in goals
-Perserverence in reading the bible daily



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Aimst Fellowship
Crystal
Bian Bian
Lily姐
小云姐
Teddy哥哥
Alex^^
Jasper
Max
Mic Mic
Shi Yi
Edith
Val
Yee
Loi
Larry
Joy
Kelvin C
Kawaii Kevin
Evelyn
Felicia
Jacinta
Rome
Serenne
Lawson

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Sha:D
Yuu~Chan
Vain Kenny
Xiu Wen
Fai Fai
Stephy
Vincent
Joey
Shaunnie
Christine
Baby Bear(Li Ann)
Papa Bear(Zhang Huai)
Amelia^^
Angeline(Dolphin)
Clement
Yi Cheng
Zhi Hui
Rachael
Kuan Wen
Wei Lian

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Cheesie
Xia Xue
Vivian
Su Ann
May Zhee
Jessica
Peggy
Yan Wen
Dawn
Nira
Gwendolyn
Cai Weii
Esther
Pei Yeeng
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Michelle
Justice4BengHock
YMI
Isabella
Chukei-Baby

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Sunday, September 30

( BACK!! @ 19:57:00 )

Pardon me for the lack of updates and for dissapearing from cyber world for these few days. As you are all aware of, I had just finish my SPM trial exam. It had been a tough and tiring 2 weeks as a result of several sleepless night. My skin now is as terrible as I-don't-know-what and I look more like a panda than ever. And yeah, I got food-poisoning last night. I thought I was going to die. So after calling one of my "cold-hearted friend" and just got gek, I decided to crawl under the blanket after displaying symptoms of bawling, severe headaches and I assume I looked like my dead doggie, Baby when it fall sick last year. I fell asleep in just a jiffy. At time like that I do wished I had a boyfriend so he can helped me climb in the gate and send me to hospital in the middle of the night and spoil me and look after me when I am sick. I felt alone then. But now as I am getting more okay with the food-poisoning thingy, I clear my head. Lol.. I am better off being single like now as no Mr. Right had come along. Only in movies do they come out. Lalllalallall.. It had been quite an interesting week, full of craze. I am officially dawdling in my exam papers and almost couldn't finish my papers. And I can miraculously stay up the whole night to study and feel energize the next day. I am so weird.

Last night, I crawl over a 6-feet tall wall. I mean. What the???? Didn't even know I could do that. And halfway up I was darn scare to get down. I was sitting on top of the wall and thinking about broken legs and toes. talk about craze. Mom and Dad was not home and sis and me arrive home from fellowship last night to find the house in total darkness. Officially we panicked, thinking something bad had happened. The two remote control we took yesterday did not function in opening the auto gate. I did suspect short-circuit due to the thunderstorm. But I was busy sending prayer items and panicking over Edward's dad condition. Stupid mobile phone got jammed sending all the prayer items. I can't call in. When finally I did, nobody answer. Then I call auntie, only then did I know that Mom was still out with auntie at Dad's competition venue. Yeah, Dad just came back from a 3-day competition their club organize. What else? 4x4 adventure. I don't get it. Why would they want to rough it out in all the mud and spoiling their car and spending so much on their vehicles? Not to mention spend so much time under the scorching sun. Oh man.. That's bad so when mom announce that we were going back after my tuition I almost leaped around with joy to think that I did not have to go and watch dad compete. Phew..So, i came back and read a crappy novel and now sitting here typing this blog before dollie freak out and wonder if an alien had abduct me.

The other day, I saw a red-shirt girl and a white-uniformed guy, laughing together as they walked out the school compound. There were love. That was pure love and an innocent one. I know, because I know the both them very well and I felt a surge of bliss surround me, even though it was not me experiencing it. But, I just felt happy for them. And as I wait for a ride home from school, I saw a black car, with its shiny coat of paint. I gaze at the car, as I saw something wonderful. I saw the reflection of the surrounding on the car. The world look so different in the image, more beautiful. But the car drove away after picking up somebody. I was fully petrified and wanted to shout and rebel against it driving away. i had not gaze enough at that illusion. The world through the mirror seems better. It is in those subconscious moment that you see and discover something that you never notice when you are fully awake. Oh well, to the red-shirt girl and the white-uniformed girl, may your love last forever and forever it will stay pure as it is. Thanks for showing me something that I had lost a long time ago, a lesson that I had almost forgotten. God Bless the both of you...

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Wednesday, September 26

( U-Know-Wad @ 14:16:00 )

ohmanohmanohmanohmanohmanohmanohmanomigosh! Recently starting to see people u-know-wad all around. Then, i realise, what the heck, it's school.. it can't be, and I rubbed my eyes and get on with my life. Today, I saw so many u-lnow-wad-er doing the u-know-wad no matter where I look or where I am. Near staircases, Near drains, Road and ever where imaginable. I thought my mind was betraying me and refuse to believe until I suddenly bump into a whole group of u-know-wad-er and my eyes popped out of the socket and my jaw drop (exagerating). So, I politely try to pretend I did not see anything and swiftly picked my eyeballs off the cement floor, blos the dust of them and popped them back into the sockets and did the same to my jaw before walking quietly off. Even if my jaw is square like spongebob and sharp like witch and it's dang ugly, I still need it I guess.. *shrugged*.. back to this u-know-wad business. Bah~ I think I am going to be a u-kno-wad-phobic soon so bad that when I saw them u-know-wad, I am going to rammed my head into the wall. Man...they had driven me to the point of almost-going-nuts. Everything seems so horribly wrong..=O..wrong place, wrong time, wrong people, wrong situation, such an infinite litany that i can't bear to list all. I am going to go and crawl under a rock like Patrick Starfish and stay there for the rest of my life.

All you Bubbles better come help me before I become chiseen..=.=" ..Can't wait for the return of our Bubble Master so i can whined all I want and when Master come back means I no longer have to put up with the u-know-wad nonsense cos I will be out of school! YAY!!! yes... I am nuts..That's all folks..

***THE END***

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Monday, September 24

( Love Is In The Air! @ 14:29:00 )

Two nights ago, as I had said, I stayed up all night reading 2 novels and I learnt an important lesson that will probably stayed in my heart for the rest of my life. I learnt that in a relationship in God's view, is one that is pure and could undergo any challenges that threathen to break 2 people held together by a bond. Sometime, it is unnecesary to fuss over gifts and words. "I will love you forever".. What a common phrase but to really mean it, how many will keep the words? Sure sure, if your forever is a month? or 2? It is best to never say that. Without promise, than there will be no promise to break right? If from the start, there was no waiting games, jealousy games or even rules of what to do and what not to do, the freedom to date. If it was to be forever, it will be forever no matter what. Even time could not change a relationship. Maybe just maybe, I will one day opt fot the "just friends forever" type of relationship. Maybe a bit more than the like between friends but not quite the love between couples. It seems more secure to stand somewhere in the middle, because I know then things will never changed and I would never want anything less or more, until the time have come. =) Maybe that is the secret to a successful relationship that I have prompted God for. How miraculous it is when I suddenly come across those book when I was not looking for them. but when I did tried so hard to look for them, they seems to be shield from my sight. Ahh.. the power of God.. Maybe it is another sign, I should just stop trying so hard to control my life and let Him do it! ^^ What is better than giving the key to my life to Jesus and God?

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Sunday, September 23

( Ever Thankful.. @ 21:48:00 )

This day, this morning and this afternoon had been a miraculous day. A type of day that seem mighty routine and boring, but it is just not. God touches me today. In a way that make me feel so warm and secure. I know He is by my side. Subconsciously, everything seems to relate back to the sermon preach by Rev. Hii this morning entitled, "Who touch me?". Despite my lack of sleep last night, I still managed to stay awake through the whole thing and during my tuition before passing out on my bed after returning from taking a bath at around 4 pm and reading a few pages from "The Heavenly Man".

It just hit me, suddenly, as I engaged myself in a prayer and all those sudden reflections. It was like one of those flashbacks in movie. I prayed a long prayer, making up for the lack of quiet time with my Father recently. I am sorry, Father, for taking you for granted. I pray for so many things today. This morning, engaged in the group prayer, words just flow out of my mouth. My mind was blank, but my mouth started saying things that I never thought I would prayed about. It all make sense. As Shing Ning jie jie was the leader who pray for us for our exam, suddenly, I feel a hand on my back, giving me warmth and touching my heart. It was like getting those tiny electric shocks. It was a long, long prayer. I could just hear whisper and feel so at peace at the moment. But when I turned around, I just realise Shing Ning jie jie never did touch me during the entire prayer. I had not been touched this way, in the sense that my heart feel all achy for a long time, much less to feel a hand on my back. Thinking back, it was not spooky at all. I know you are there Father. I know you TOUCH me today! Or maybe even one of your angle. I could feel your hand and the hand has warmth and brought so much changes in my heart. Thank you...

As I was saying, this afternoon, before dozing off on my comfy bed and trying surpass my exhaustion due to the sleep at 4-something ( I was stubborn enough to finish the 2 novels I borrow from church Last night from Youth Fellowship and returned them today) to go on reading. I knew I was thirsting for more, thirsting for the truth and for God to show me something, something that even I don't know what is it going to be. God showed me so many things in life. He make me want to cry, laugh and smile at the same time. I knew that He will never leave me and He would always open his door to me. It is us who is reluctant to go to him, finding it a bother to go to him in prayers. Ahhh.. I remember last week's sermon. I remember Rev. Hii saying that God is interuptable, He wants us to interupt Him, and seek Him. Hallelujah to that! I prayed that from these day, I also want to let God interfere in every aspects of my life. It is better off, trying things my own ways and ending up in agony as what had happened just last month. There is no way, I want to go back to that point ever in my life again. Pastor Nickie's sermon also come to my mind today. About how we are always not thankful enough of His provisions to us. How we are not appreciating and giving enough thanks to Him. The thought of that pushes me to go and study harder. He had show me a way, and show me where to go after my SPM. Suddenly, it just seems so obvious today. So vivid, so true that it hurts. I quickly prayed for forgiveness. How I did not appreciate the simple things I taken for granted. For the time he gave me, the ability to sit here and type this post now, how healthy I am, the food He provide me, the clothes, my family finance, as well as Him giving me such a perfect family, so happy and so close. How lucky I am to have computer to study and play games, to have books and a pencil box filled to the point of bursting of diferent type of staionaries, how i could get almost whatever I want, for the true friends around me, for my brothers and sisters in Christ, not handicapped, and most of all Allowing me to Worship Him in peace and without the danger of being shoot dead at gun-point for telling others about the Good News and also for admitting that HE is indeed the Almighty Father.

There are more to be poured out from this heart of mine. I feel I could not stop typing and I just wanted to shout for joy and tell everyone out there how the Lord have changes my life, How at peace it is to have Him and how wonderfully everything become when We follow His Words and go according to his plans for each and every one of us. How miraculous everything seems to be. But I must go now and go back to my studies. I am bursting with motivation and will power to do my best now. It is the last shot at my coming SPM! So, I will strife for it and glorify Your mighty Name O Father! Thank you for everything...

I also learnt today and evern reassured as well as abosrbed the meaning of having my last seconds on Earth. Who knows what will happen tomorrow except God? Maybe this will be the last week of my life? The last hour? Or maybe I will suddenly go back to the Father in his kingdom. How I will rejoiced that day. But now, I will appreciate and make full use of my time on Earth to glorify His name and expand His kingdom, bring Good News to the unsafe souls and lead the lambs that had gone astray. I am now sure of my purposes and my directions in life. I am glad I had committed my life to Him. The one who loves me more than anything. I will do more, though it may never be enough and are just tiny specks of invisible dusts in the eyes of His. And this Christmas, I would take up Rev Hii's challenge to give away Jesus as a present to someone..^^ I know you will read this, and I want you to know how much this mean to me. I prayed hard that God will answer my prayer as I can see God rejoice in your return to His side. You know who you are.. =) *winks* I want to be able to see you in Heaven one day and rejoice with you. I want to see you save by the Light. And to live forever and ever in the wonderful place called Heaven. I have faith in you and Faith in the Father's words. Because there are so many miracles that you have perform in my life. I know You are here Lord, now and forever. Thank you for that...

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Friday, September 21

( Tag! @ 12:57:00 )

Seeing that i have never done much of this silly tag , so I just do it, for fun..=p.. From Regin's blog!^^



Seven favourite songs of all time

1. Edited version of Negaraku - by Namawee...=p
2. 兩隻戀人 - Gary (曹格)
3. 背叛 - Gary (曹格)
4. Buttons - Pussy cat Dolls
5. Raise The Bass - DJ Virus
6. 123木头人 - 黑涩会mei mei
7. 原點 - Stephanie Sun & Tanya



Seven favourite books/movies

1. Immortal - Christopher Pike
2. Will He Ever Forgive? - Soreaksa
3. Devil By Your Side - Rainie
4. All Enid Blytons series - Enid Blyton
5. All Fear Street series - R.L Stine
6. MVP 情人 - 5566
7. Fast & Furious (1,2,3)


Seven things I do away from public

1. Nowadays- Cry
2. Go to the toilet?
3. Bathing?
4. Show my weaknesses
5. Being silly - trying
6. Kissing with my future bf?
7. Intimacy?


Seven things I will not do even if it kills me

1. Sex Before Marriage
2. Smoking
3. Do drugs
4. Tattoos
5. Give up on God..=)
6. Hurting others on purpose
7. Hurting myself on purpose



Seven things to be done before I die

1. Went on a missionary
2. Climb Mount Kinabalu
3. Go on a crazy shopping spree!
4. Wear a bikini out to the beach
5. Write my will
6. Done with all the papers to certify that I will donate my organs
7. Watch the sunset and sunrise with my beloved!


Seven things I will make you wish you didn't do to me if you did

1. Treat me like crap
2. Hit me
3. Hurt me
4. Harass me
5. Look down on me
6. Backstab, betray me
7. Badmouth me when you said that you are a friend


I tagged 7 people too! ^^

1. Vain Vain Kenny of course!
2. Nicole Jie Jie!!
3. Albe Jie Jie~
4. Su Ann~
5. Crystallicious~
6. Little Misha ^^
7. Micching?^^

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Thursday, September 20

( Melilea~ @ 20:03:00 )

Pardon me for all these pics..after uploading lazy to move them to the back of the post as it is to be....>.<.. I advise you to scroll down to the main point of this blog...>.<...These pics are taken from 2003 to just today...=p..haha..There are more at the end of the post though...Scrol down and ignore all thse photos..just look at the main post yeah!^^


Taken in August 2007


No Kenny..See.. No tissue..=p..Took this when i was sick..=p



Luckily gou gou pei me..=p




It is in the last post..=p


Studying in the back room...



Tired~


Sick, my skin also suffer...=(


Getting better..



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Melilea, No, I am not going crap with my flu. Rather it is the name that I almost salute, the name that saved me. Nope, it's not prince charming's name.

It's the pruduct's name that allow me to shed off 10kgs in more than a week's time. =) I had shed off quite a lot of weight before taking this product but This was really pushing it. At first I was really unsure of it but when i try it, I was like WOAH.. Every morning during my detox period, my mom would force me to stand on the weighing scale and check my weight. An average of 1kg off per day, just like that.
The thing is, this product is not some slimming pill, or have weird or scary side effects. Know why? Because this product was not for losing weight in the first place! It was for health purposes. There were even testimonies that people with cancer and skin problems take this and recover.

This is how it works :
-expel toxins accumulate in your intestine for all these years. yes, yes... Just imagine, each time we go to the toilet to relieve ourselves, not all the "things" are passed out completely. Thus, accumulating at the intestinal wall, and over time may even cause colon cancer. Gross... And this is why some people may gain weight easily. Due to the dirty intestinal wall, lowering the metabolism rate of our body. Taking this product is supposedly healthy to the body and I did expel those toxins, ahem.. Yes, they are long, long type, shaped like intestines..


Girls, do you know the secret to beautiful skin? It is through our stomach. If our stomach is clogges with toxins, our skin is bound to suffer. No matter how much cosmetics or cream you put on won't help! Because it is definitely more effective through the inside. How much can our skin absorb anyways?

It's this product I am talking about. Saw it before? =) RM 169 for members!


Honestly, it may taste rather awful at first when you drink it, but the genius salesperson who introduce to my mom suggested that we mixed the organic powder with Melilea Soya Powder. And the result, irresistable, no fat and high protein plus help me lose weight drink that I will miss if I do not drink it for a day! yummy! The genius!

The soya powder. I am not so sure of the price though.. I think it is around RM 20++! Totally a nice drink, with or without the the organic drink! Taste better than milk..=O


I used to have skin problems, constipation and getting sick most of my time due to my crash diet before, but after consuming this product, all those seems to dissapear. =) And I maintain my weight until now. I am still drinking this but not going on the detox programme. But I still don't consume rice and high carbo food such as noodles! =)

And Melilea also have its own range of skincare product that is most natural. really, no colouring or fragrance. It smell like the real thing, so it is not exactly fruity or nice in smell, but the effect is Oh-So-Amazing!..


There are a few more, but I was lazy to take more photos..=p.. From left to right, the revitalising cream, the oxygen cream, toner and the sun block!

I love love love love the Oxy cream. It makes skin fairer by using oxygen. Our skin is often exposed to so many polluting agents, thus the impurities make our face darker and such. I did not believe the sales person but when she did a test for me, I was amaze by the result. It takes time for the real effect. But to show me, she apply a lot of the cream on a part of my hand. After few minutes, she wipes it off. The result? Oh MY Goodness. The part was fairer and smooth like BABY SKIN! Oh my! Amazing.. Oh yeah, before I forgot, the organic drink powder can be mixed with a little bit of water and used as face mask for really soft and baby skin effect. It's true! Oh yeah, I also love the toner. It smell really nice..=p.. And the sunblock, is so worthy. Know why? Cos the sunblock can also double as foundation. Just a thin film to protect your face from the sun and to a flawless, radiant skin. The colour is most natural. It even give that rosy cheek effect. Hehehehe.. The other product I am using is the facial wash. According to the test, my skin is oily in the inside and dry on the outside. So I need to use milk cleanser in the morning and herbal wash at night. And also constant use of the scrub. it removes blackheads instantly..=)
More photos!(older ones!!)^^


This is me, taken in 2003^


This is also taken in 2003. I am the fatty in the lime-green T-shirt. The second from the left. =) I was around 80++kgs then.




The one in the most left is me..^^ 2003 as well! I was standing sideway to hide myself..=.="





This is my passport pic, taken in 2002!=p.. Lots of people ask me before, but no, I don't go for plastic surgery!=)




Me and cuzzy..=) Taken in 2004 I think..



Taken in 2005? Me in spec..never see before? i ditch spec long ago.. Spec and me just doesnt go along..=p




This pic is ancient..lol



I am the one on the right! So big size leh?...taken 2 years ago I think..=)





Me and my fren fren..=) My gan mui mui orhx..=) early 2006..



Ermm..last year's pic?



AHAz...2006..


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Kenny...I win liao the vainness contest..=p Even since last time..=p..HAHA...
Now I need to get back to studying...Again...So tired!!Tomorrow is History Paper..Dreading it...

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