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Definition of Love


Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not proud
It is not rude
It is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hope
Always perserveres
Love never fails)

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

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Tuesday, May 19

( I Miss My Friends!!! @ 02:10:00 )

Gosh! It had been months(seems like an eternity) since I last seen Audrey, Sha, Ruqi, Shila and pretty much everyone else. Going half mad from missing friends at uni. Just read Sha's and Audrey's blog and I realised how I wish we could turn back time, just one more day in class, the good old times. Sha dear just returned from Taiwan and messaged me when she touchdown in KL, I messaged Drey the other day after driving class cos I was upset bout my dream, I was afraid to go back and start over, fear of changes.I always talked to her when I have some sort of fears or feelings that were bottle up, ones that I can't tell anyone else, cos she is a great listener and trustworthy.

At times, I looked back at how we used to have disagreements and little bickerings now and then. Sometimes over the littlest things, but I am glad to have found such wonderful friends in my life, I would not have change anything even if I was given the chance to, because they change my life, their name were written abundantly in every pages of the new chapter of my life, because of them, I know how much can friends love and care for each other. I learn to accept them as they are as I want to be accpeted as I am. That's what friendship is all about no? Tolerating and putting up with each others weaknesses. I learn so much in that one year spend with them. I learn to socialise, I learn about friendship, trust, love and tolerance.

Looking bad, the days we had meals together, the days we studied together and when Sha would physched me into studying just before exam, the celebrations we had, the things we participated in, the talks we had and the sleepover..=) I realised, slowly, I had lost the shield around me, the protective shield I had built so strongly pver the years when friendship meant betrayal and hurts to me. They, without me realising, had melted the shield away, strip away my fear and turn my heart soft, just because of their actions, their words, their hugs and kisses and the fact that they let me know that they will be here for me anytime, everytime... I'm really thankful for that. I am thankful to have the chance to care for you, to love you and to know you.=)

I had met great people who became my best of friends in that one year in uni. Drey, Sha, Ruqi, Shila, Xiu Wen, Sing Yi, Jo, Evelyn, Eric, Fai Fai, Pala and so much more, more than I ever hope for or dare dream of... Thanks for making the year so meaningful and warm. When a lost Sarawak girl venture into the world for the first time, leaving the comfort nest behind, you were all there to make things more bearable, warm and welcoming.=D Thank you dear friends...

Now, as the day to be back in AIMST draws near, i'm sad for having to leave my family yet again,but at the same time happy because I will be seeing all of you again, the people whom i had learn to love and care for over the year. I'm ready for another year there and hopefully the next 6 years there until I complete my degree.=) I'm no longer afraid of changes because I know you will all still be there to comfort me, to accompany me and things will be alright. Because, you always always put things right..=) I miss you, all of you!

Love,
Lily...

PS : Driving lesson finally! Later at 10am! Hope for the best!^^ So I will get my license before July!^^ Mom bought me a diamond necklace! I'm happy not because of the necklace but for that for the first time in my life, she accompany me to see jewelleries that she don't even have any interest in, after a whole day at work. She refuse to let me pay for it. It's not about the diamonds Ma, its about your presence and the fact that you accompany me there. It just make the necklace a whole lot more meaningful... I'm thankful for you and all that you had done for me.

*Mother's Day post coming up , hopefully with pictures... me and sis did mad things and things were a bit funny that morning and we'll see in the next post. Now I just need to get a shuteye..=) Much Lovess



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Tuesday, May 5

( Sudden Changes @ 20:51:00 )

We are all aware of chnages that occur suddenly in our life. In the period of 2 weeks a lot had change. I become more independent and learn about self-control. But at times there are just things we cannot control and we just have to cope with the dissapointment and shock at the end of the day. 2 colleagues resigned suddenly last week due to some personal reason and that was that.

Then, I am having second thoughts bout going back to AIMST to repeat. AT times, I just have this wave of uncertainty of what I really want to do with my life. Am I going the right way? Sometime, things are difficult at home and I want to stay or leave. But it is just a dissapointment when people you love let you down and you realise, you cannot trust them anymore. They cannot be rely on and do not think about their action and how it will affect the family. It is sad to think that I can't count on that one person and I know sooner or later, we are just going to drift apart. Just because the person is selfish and do not think of anything else but only of their own. I do not know what is going to happen in the future but I am ready to give up on that person because I feel that I can't do anymore and I am tired.

Don't be fool. I am happy now, treasuring the time I have at home. Every second of it. There would be people whom I will miss and also people whom I can't wait to get away from because they changed, changed for the worse and I feel that I do not know who is inside that person anymore. It hurt but nothing can be done now. Only prayers and hoping that the person will change.

Well, just a short update. Will update more soon. But I really do not have much to talk about..=) Everything is quite fine now and I am just going to work and staying at home these days. So, a pretty monotonous but enjoyable life. Maybe, I will change my mind bout going back to AIMST.. Hmm *indecisive mode*

HARK! Gotcha! No way I am giving up my ambition. Tata for now. Need to go look at more of the Bio and Maths which I had barely touch. Sighz.

-Xiao Ni-



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Friday, May 1

( Our Fellowship : Written for AIMST CF Blog!^^ @ 00:19:00 )

Fellowship... What does this word mean to you? Before I went off to university, fellowship was simply a place to spend my Saturday nights, a desperate attempt to gain friends and something that God has command us to do. Yes, the meaning of fellowship had not change much. But, the changes that it brought to me was tremendous.

In 2008, I had taken the initiative to spread my wings of freedoma and fly off to AIMST University in Kedah. I was just a fresh secondary school "graduate". But praise the Lord, I was being given the chance to join the 3rd English STMS in MTS Sibu before I head to Kedah, specifically, Bedong, Sungai Petani. Now, I had never even heard of the place before. I was anxious and truthfully, since the day I received my offer letter, there was always tension hanging in the air. There were tears, talks and persuasion, asking me to reconsider because I was too young to leave my family. But, I perservere and went off to take the first step in realising my ambition.

Now, being a "newly-converted" Christian of only 2 years at that time, I was still on fire for God especially after attending the STMS. Amusingly, the first thing that came into my mind was not "Oh no, the flight ticket!" nor was it "I am going to feel so homesick!". Rather, it was "What about church? Will I be able to find a Methodist Church in SP? Preferably English-speaking church (I WAS half banana)? Will I be able to continue to serve God in the new place? Will I be able to grow spiritually there and practice what I had learnt in STMS? Then, I found Sister Lily (Number 1) who is coincidentally from Bintulu and she was my schoolmate too! So, I started to bombard her with all sorts of questions and she told me all about the info I that I needed and more!

I was very lucky. The first week I was there, I had already attended the fellowship and the service. I was relieve for I had found a great Methodist Church there and also joined the fellowship. The down side is that they are conducted in Chinese. So, I panicked but there was nothing much I can do. Slowly, I begin to pick up more words, learn hymnals and worship songs in Chinese (of which I really grow to love nowadays), given the chance to lead P&W during fellowship and even during service! I even learn more about piano and other instruments apart from training my vocals! It was truly an amazing experience!

BUT, the most important thing was that the fellowship was the only source of comfort I found when I was there. Words cannot described my love for this group of brothers and sisters. I experience spiritual low several time when I was doing my foundation course. I could not get use to the studies and worry constantly about things at home. The only thing that was keeping me going was the thought of the coming Friday and Saturday. Truly, the fellowship was what that kept me sane. The brothers and sisters were helpful and loving. In time of difficulties, it is a great comfort to know that they will be there for you. I grew really fond of every single one of them and took them as my own siblings.

The brothers and sisters were a great awakening call for me, to do some checking in my life, to see where am I heading. They were my mirror of righteousness. I look up to them and follow the example that they set for me. Even though it may not be obvious physically, but they have make a great impact in my life, my thoughts and my spiritual well-being. I try to be like them, loving God more each day, submitting myself fully to God, try to be there for others when things are not going the right way and even the way I behave. They show me how a Godly person should be like.

I am not writing this because I have to, but due to the reason that I really love this fellowship and all the brothers and sisters that belong to it. I grow up a little more and try to let God mould me into perfection. If it wasn't for the existence of this fellowship, I would not witness many thing. Like how a Pastor will himself drive the gospel van and never grew tired eventhough when there were only 2-3 people meeting for the fellowship, or how the brothers and sisters are so capable and wise in their thinking or even the spirit of perserverance.

Now, I am looking forward to going back soon, changing myself a little more, continue to learn more about things and hundreds of other things to accomplish. Because of this fellowship, I learn to be contented about blessings from God, about God's Words, ways to handle problems and crisis, of love and righteousness. And guess what? I am only a quarter of a banana now! *grins*

Our motto is right (团契,我们的家)There are no better ways to put this. *told you I am less of a banana now!*

I would love to rant on and on about it, but for now, I will leave things here and share more some other days alright?^^

Now I truly know that Hebrews 13:5 (For Jesus has said, "I will never leave you or forsake you.") is true because when I was in the depth on confusion and felt lost, he sent me his love and blessings through this fellowship and all the brothers and sisters along with it!

May God bless all of you!


Love,

嘉妮 @(Lily Number 3)



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