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Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not proud
It is not rude
It is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hope
Always perserveres
Love never fails)

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Monday, July 28

( Back~ @ 01:04:00 )

After trying so hard to get out of AIMST, finally I am being thrown back again. Sighzzz... Today is a brand new day, a new start and it is goodbye to the great weekend in Penang.

Penang trip was a blast. For those who are still scrtahing their head over the mentioned trip, don't worry, it was a surprise for me too. No proper planning, just a sudden "go only" thing like 4 hours before departing to Penang. Yeap, life is so random here in university. Great~

It was a great weekend shopping and sight-seeing, enjoying the Penang food. Well, I must have put on several kgs. Thanks to Amelia and her family. Seriously, her mom and dad are the most hospitable people I had ever seen and I am so grateful for all they have done for us! Next time, I hope they will come to Sarawak to visit us!^^

I bought a lot of stuff for sis and bought practically nothing for myself though...^^ Hope sis will like the stuff!^^ Have a great day ahead! Will uodate with photos again once I get them from Amelia! Thanks girl!^^

XOXO,
Xiao Ni



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Wednesday, July 23

( The Norm~ @ 13:21:00 )

I know my day is just like any other day, you know, the normal, the routine when I pass my Physics quiz (YEAHHHH!!!Finally~), wojke up late for class just to find out the first class was cancel due to the lecturer taking MC, did I mention pass Physics quiz? Pathetic I know, but my result had been so bad last term could just cry. *pouts* then got called in Physics class when engrossing myself in the Physics note until I was unaware that the lecturer was calling me (having your earphone stuck in your ears with music on is not exactly the wisest thing to do during lesson huh?), keep on bumping into the person I try hard to avoid AGAIN and AGAIn But to no avail because the person kept appearing out of nowhere which is highly weird as I never see the person that much even last time (If you must ask, Yes, I am going mad *tears hair out), pin my fringe up to reveal my long, humoungous face to the world, wear my 4" heels to class, had breakfast and lunch and now snacking in the library, say hi to all the people I see and give them a nice big smile and feeling all sunny inside despite the thunderstorm and heavy rain outside.

Yup, It's pretty much a normal day.

I-a-m-g-o-i-n-g-N-u-t-s With capital N....

-Nutty Ni~



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Sunday, July 20

( Breathing Once More... @ 03:13:00 )

After a whole week of crazy crash pratices and multiples cases of life spinning out of control, I am glad to say that our final performance tonight was a HIT and everything work out perfect, thanks to the choreographer, lecturers, team members and most importantly, God who heard our prayers...

Tonight had been fun and what more, I had never seen AIMST so beautiful before, it felt almost foreign, as if I was out somewhere I had never been before on a romantic date kind of atmosphere with all the fancy lights and fountains on. It was breathtaking... It was a pity though I did not have a good camera with me... sighzzz..

Now that everything is over, I can start concentrating on my studies, half more term to go before the finals for term 2 and I really want to ace this exam badly. Oh yeah, since I had been so sick for this whole week, I can now concentrate on me being sick for once and maybe the fainting spells will go too!^^ It felt awful to be so sick and weak. The sense of breathlessness is just tormenting...=( I just want to get better. The dance had done me good though. I felt fit. My arms and legs got a good workout and is more tone. I lose quite a bit of weight too from the 2 weeks diet for the dance....XD I am so happy. The dance was awesome!!!! Now, I shall just go to bed. Praise and worship at SP church tomorrow!^^ Hopefully, I can still sing tomorrow... My voice is badly affected by my flu and Evelyn is starting to cough again.. Poor thing..

Anyways, good night people! Remember to continue to vote for me ya!^^ Thanks for the support. www.themostnatural.com.my ... Vote for Xiao Ni 18 yo!!!

^^Xiao Ni^^



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Thursday, July 17

( Tagged, Tagged, Tagged and Tagged... @ 03:20:00 )

I got tagged by Drey in her various posts! Since it's now 3.19am in the morning and everyone else is sleeping.. Duh...it's 3 in the morning?normal people sleep at this hour. Blame it on my conscience and my broken heart, also how stubborn I am just to take in everything by myself.. Sigh... Owh. back to the main purpose of this post ya?^^

Tag#1

1) Single, Taken, Naked or Flirt?
Undoubtedly single. Shuddup... Next!

2) Are you happy with it?
Yes and No. Yes, because I feel free and not tied down and No, because I do have my moments where I feel that having a special guy by my side would be nice and also I got my heart broken tonnes of time, I am beginning to get sick of it...

3) Would you still kiss your ex?
No, of course not. Just because there is no longer any close relationship between us and his girlfriend will chase me with a samurai, no?

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeap, like I say, tonnes of time. You know, when your heart crashes to the floor and broke into million of pieces and got blown away by the wind. Worse of all, not only by my ex but also girl friends that I really love and care for.... Bad experience.. Can we not talk about it? That's the reason I am still up at this hour.. Sighzzz... Next!

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances when cheating is ok?
Cheating was never okay to begin with. Even small white lies will lead to bigger lies...Which always ended in disasters!

6) Have you ever talked about marriage?
I guess so. I mean, many girls do fantasize about their dream wedding ya? I mean, we talk about all those fairytales wedding with close girl friends and have a blast imagining stuff and for more serious sides, we do discuss about broken marriage and teen marriage that happens around us, right?

7) Do you want children?
If I am happily married, financially stable and mentally prepared. Childbirth is very painful and my knees turn into jelly when I saw textbooks showing childbirth *shudders* Did I mention, it was only from seeing photos from text book? *shudders*

8) How many?
I don't really know. The pain! Ouch... Fine... 2 perhaps?Come on you don't expect me to say a dozen, do you?That's surreal...

9) If someone liked you now, would you want them to tell you?
I don't think so. Then, I would give an idiotic reaction and get either one of us hurt or both. I guess, I am just not ready yet... I am still childish and immature. My perception on relationship is surreal, something that you can only see in Taiwanese Idol Series... So there... *pouts*

10) Do you want someone you can't have?
As stupid as Drey said it is, I actually do. Remember? But, I think I am succeeding in giving up entirely, as in try to forget about everything? Don't worry, I hide this very well from him and he have not the slightest clue even about me liking him. *pats self and beams*

11) Have you ever been in love?
Yeah. I had been involve in relationships before. But definitely, I am still loving God, my family and friends. Even me, myself and I!^^ Right now, I am in love with Honey-Senpai from Ouran Host Club Anime!=p (Can I ever be realistic?)

12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yeap. I guess remembering important dates like wedding anniversaries, birthdays and such are interesting. The way to celebrate is up to an individual. It dies not have to be celebrated with a big bang or a grand manner. Sometimes, getting together, just to remember the special day is sweet enough...^^

13) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Definitely, because I have changed for God and changed to become a more acceptable person to the people around me and also to myself...

14) Is it a good day?
So far so good. It's a new day and it's now 3.42am. The rest of the day is still unpredictable but I am hoping for a brand new start. We also have full rehearsal later tonight! So, I hope it would be good...^^ Everyday with the Lord is good, yes?^^

15) What would you say to your most recent ex?
Nothing. Because there is nothing left unsaid and saying more would not change anything. Ever heard of "Silence is Golden"?

16) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
I don't think so. He seems to be currently head-over-heels in love with his current girlfriend. Hmm.. Come to think of it, he may never have love me before. I am such a baka...

17) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
No. Because I had been in 2 LDR and see? None of it work out. It is the reason why the relationships fell through in the first place. So, nadda, no more LDR for me...

18) Do you believe love at first sight?
Admiration and like, Yes. Love, No... There is much more to a person than what meets the eye. How can you love a person whom you just meet and fall in love as soon as you lay your eyes on him or her? Wouldn't that be rather risky? You may found out things you do not like about the person later ya?

I tagged:
Crystal
Bian Bian
Vain Kenny
Mic Mic
Pek Hong




Tag #2

Name 10 people to do this survey :
Crystal
Bian Bian
Vain Kenny
Mic Mic
Pek Hong
Rachz
Micching
Joyce
Silent Readers
Aliens?

1)Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Not sure about it. But mom said before I have to wait till I am 55 years old then I am allowed to date. So basically, no. But I did have bfs before right? Of which I regretted not listening to mom.. Sighz... Given the chance, I would have choose not to be in any relationships at all...

2) Describe yourself in one word.
Naive?

3) Who would you pick, someone who love you or the one you love?
Neither. I would pick someone who love me and whom I love back...

4) Have you ever love someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Ya, but that's a different case. If, I tell him, it would be the end of our friendship. Harlow? He got a steady girlfriend and I just know it after so long knowing him...=.=" I am hopelessly unaware of my surroundings. And there is another. I love my dad a lot but I never had the courage to tell him and recently, I told him over the phone "I love you"... So far, I had said it twice~ Woohoo!!! It took great courage and I am proud of myself! *high five* Feels GREAT!

5) Does it feel good to love?
It's always better than hate. Then again, if your love is return. Even if not, by the end of the day, you would not feel bad because you had done nothing wrong...

6) God is giving you 5 minutes to leave. If you love someone special what will you say to that person?
I will assume in this case leaving is dying. Special someone? My parents or my other half? Or my friends? I will be happy to go back to Heaven to be with my Heavenly Father and to the specail someone, if really is that special, I would have told them earlier right? So, the last thing I say also they already know. It's "I love you" Classic!

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe?
Nothing. Since they would not believe, I think it would be a better alternative to just shut up and say no more.

8) Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yeah. Loads of time. Especially when those people are the one hurting you so and the one whom you despise greatly. Just because God command us to love one another.And if God can love the person and tolerate them so much, why can't I learn to love?

9) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
Normal? Everyone is bound to be jealous about something, some point in their life, no?

10) what can you say about playboys/playgirls?
Sad? Because they are hurting others and themselves by moving on from one person to another like a bee moving from flower to flower, but worse because bees at least produce honey from the nectar but the playboys or playgirls gain nothing and are bound to get hurt by others one of these days...



Tag #3

1) Best place to cry?
In the dark room alone, hugging my knees or in that special someone'e embrace. For now, I would stick to my good old trusted Admin pond staircase and the benches far from the cafe under the night skies, just laying there, letting the cold night wind blow, watching the stars and the moon.

2) Who do you love most?
God

3) Tell us your dream last night.
My sleep seems to be dreamless last night. I was really tired last night...Too tired even to dream...

4) Ever hated someone so badly.
Yeap. Quite a while ago, really...

5) The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard?
"I Love You"



[[ LAST PERSON... ]]
...had a beer with?
Drey

...went to the movies with?
Alan Gor Gor

...talked on the phone?
Cheng~

...u hugged?
Sha

...u yelled at?
The night sky a few hours ago...



[[ * IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU... ]]

>>> Kissed someone?
Ya... Sha...

>>> Sing/Sung/Song?
Yup... Everyday....

>>> Danced crazily?
Yup... We are practising like mad everyday this week and the week before the last for the performance on Saturday....


// Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
Friends that are unreliable, irresponsible and taken me for granted. Felt so used. While I cared and loved them so much, they don't give twopence about me. I was really upset and nobody could see. I don't know, if they see, they certainly don't care because the only person asked was the person I had least expected and the one that is not close to me. If a person not close to me can see that I am upset, what reason can you give to not see? I am also angry at the fact that I am so weak, how everytime I am the one having to say sorry eventhough it's not my fault and how you never reflect upon your actions and attitude...

// You will die in 3 mins. Last call?
Mommy and Daddy...

// If could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I would wish to be beautiful and for a lot of money to pay for my school fees? And of course for real good friends and most importantly, salvation of my parents, their well-being and their health...For now, i just wish for wisdom, good time management, good memory, good brain and my double eyelid to return... (stuck with single eyelid for sleeping too much!!!Grrrrr!)

// Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I guess not... Blackmail is a strong word, don't you think?

// Are you old fashioned?
Outfit and outlook wise, probably not. But my mind is another story. Totally old-school...

// What will be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Both would be equally difficult...Either way, either party may get hurt...

// What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
God, My family, myself and things that I love...



Tag #4

Name 20 people randomly.
At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.
Don't read the questions but name 20 people first
1. Sha
2. Ruqi
3. Drey
4. Bian Bian
5. Crystal
6. Hui Ling
7. Evelyn
8. Yii Yun Jie
9. Jasper
10. Kenny Vain
11. Cheng~
12. Ivy Jie Jie
13. Jia En
14. Teddy Gor Gor
15. Cherryline
16. Yuki
17. Eric
18. Po Po
19. Jo Rim
20. Yashila

1. How did I meet number 18? Po Po
During first day in AIMST during registration day. He was the first person I spoke to in AIMST!^^

2. What will you do if you have not met number 17? Eric
Miss out a lot of crazy outings and also miss the chance to get to know one of the funniest but nicest guy that I had ever known!^^

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated? Jasper & Yahila
Hmmm.. Tough one. It is very very very difficult to imagine, almost impossible because they don;t even know each other and I highly doubt they are the type that the other will like as a date! HAHAHAHAHA...

4. What if number 4 and 10 dated? Bian Bian and Vain Kenny
Ermm, let me get this straight. I would be very very upset because it is my sister we are talking about and Ah Beng Gong Gong... Lol... Guess sis never really adores him? And probably sis hubby would gone up in flames! Haha...

5. Describe number 1. Sha
Just herself, typical KL girl. Just 18, loves crazy fun. Studious but adventurous. Carefree. Tough on the outside but soft on the inside. Sometimes can makes me very very very upset and heartbroken but most of the time just adorable and hot. Did I mention she is hot? And seriously cute? Also, most guys just worship her *it seems* and they all ended up being weird and glassy eyes because they had fall head over heels over her and staring daggers at each other for the tug-a-war while Sha is still cool and collected... Phew~

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive? Hui Ling
Yeap. Definitely. This girl got attitude...

7. Describe number 7. Evelyn
A very very bubble and cartoon-like character. Always seems to be carefree, cheerful and happy. A good friend, a sister. A good pianist. Very good dancer and good sense of fashion. Straightforward and my good shopping companion. Crazy and adventurous. Lovely, pretty, witty and vulnerable. Did I mention she is a very good comedian?

8. Do you know any family members of 12? Ivy Jie Jie
Duh~ Of course I do... She is my dear dear cuzzie.. So basically, I know all her family members which include me!=p

9. What language does number 15 speak? Cherryline
BM, English, Tamil and amazingly Mandarin! Cool huh!?? She is an Indian by the way!^^

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with? Jasper
His own batch mates? I just know in church, he hangs with us. The normal fellowship gang of foundation!^^

11. How old is number 16? Yuki
Yuki is one year older than me. That means he is 4 years old, because I like to imagine I am 3 years old! Haha... Joke joke... Yuki is actually 19 years old!^^

12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13? Jia En
Ermm... Last Saturday morning, very unexpectedly in campus....@.@

13. Who's number 2 favourite singer/band? Ruqi
Haha... Tough one! I don't know really... Because she seems to love so many songs!

14. Have you ever dated number 4? Bian Bian
Well, she is my only baby sister... Date? Does the last 16 years with her, every single freaking day, 24/7, the shopping trips, family travelling trips, and going out to play counts as dates? XD

15. would you ever date number 19? Jo Rim
Of course! She is one of my housemate not to mention one of my bestest girl friends!^^ Girl, we shall go out again together one of these days or eat steamboat in my room? Hee~

16. Is number 3 single? Drey
Not sure about that. She does seems to have a LOT of wives and girlfriends it seems.. Hmm.. Me being one of her wives... LOL...

17. What's number 10's last name? Kenny Vain
Hehehehehe... If you ask me, it would be VAIN VAIN VAIN.. No lar... Actually it's Voon... But don't you think Vain suits him more? *scratches head*

18. would you ever be in relationship with number 11? Cheng~
We are close friends at the moment...^^ We used to be schoolmates and classmates. Churchmates and carmates... I love him lots lots lots lots because he is always there for me when I am happy or very very down. But for now, our relationship is just friend... I think it will forever stay as close friend!^^

19. What is the school of number 13? Jia En
Currently same Uni as me, AIMST University... He is in degree of Electronic and Electrical Engineering...

20. Where does number 6 stay? Hui Ling
Currently in Jitra, Kedah. Closer to me than before! Hehehe... Guess she is staying in a hostel right now?

21. What is my favourite thing about number 5? Crystal
I love how she is always my darling cuzzie!^^

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked? Teddy Gor Gor
NO NO NO NO NO NO!!! That is very very very the wrong.. Teddy Gor Gor? *gasp and die* He is my tutor and gor gor!!!! Madness!

Tagging Crystal, Bian Bian, Kenny Vain, Sha & Yii Yun Jie Jie?



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Monday, July 14

( Meet My New Gadget... @ 23:41:00 )

Mega Sale is going on at the moment. That only means one thing. It's time to shop! But being away from home, I am extremely tight of spending money, so I can't really go shopping like I want to. However, I did manage to get some of the stuff I need badly-note the need, not want. I spoil my favourite white heels coming to AIMST. So, I had been hunting for a new pair to wear to class. Eventually ended up buying 2 pairs of heels. One from Viss and another from Fiona. Love 'em. Also bought 2 pairs of 92.5% silver studs with diamente to replace the one I used to have. I also found a furry white handbag to match(although not branded as I hope I could get), a new white leather pencil case and my favourite purchase of all, Odm pixel!^^ *grins*














I bought this one. The transparent one. I love it!












It looks so pretty to me... Sighzzz...












Looks like bangle right????^^













Me and the girl responsible for my gadget-obsession....^^
My faithful samsung mobile of 3 years finally gave up on me...=( It shuts down on its own and could not be revived at times. I am so sick of having to on it again and again and again and again and again with no success sometimes. Grrrrr.. Thus to add to my gadget craze, I had survey 2 phones that greatly ineterest me at the moment... I went out to see one of it today. I think i am in love....

So, will it be HTC Touch Diamond or Samsung SGH i900 Omnia? Tough choice...















No doubt very chio... Of course, it's HTC Touch Diamond. Don't play play..This was the one I saw today..









I know, it's awesome.. Drey want it more than I do...*winks* She is gonna get it soon!
















And this baby here is my Samsung dream come true. It has WLAN!!!! Samsung, I love you!








I will probably get Omnia than the diamond. Then can swap with Drey sometime. This is the perfect phone!!!!!!! To me that is...

My Sony Bean Walkman also very old already. I am currently interested in NWZ-A829BLK... It has freaking 16GB!!!The battery can last up to 36 hours which is not bad for me, eventhough it still lose to the 50 hours that my bean have now.. But this one can play video too! I am very
much in love with it...
It seems my new gadget collections are all black in colour, unlike last time when everything was white and silver. I am getting use to having black-colour gadgets now I guess. Since my parents bought me the Acer 4920G notebook earlier this year for my studies. The glossy surface of the cover and the nice white inside makes it's name "gemstone series" come true. It really is a nice lappie to me...=p
Nice right?















I love it a lot....Drey say I got one of the best graphic card in mine. The 250GB HDD is awesome. But I need new pendrive and external hard disk!

Hopefully, I can get the new phone and MP3 player!^^

Gadget Obsess Girl,
-Xiao Ni-



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Saturday, July 12

( ~喜欢~ @ 17:13:00 )

今天一早就出去了。考试过后就然自己放松放松一下。早上在最不可能会看见到他的时候,他就像每次一样的出现在我面前。看到他觉得心好难受。在努力放下的我真的觉得好心痛,觉得更难放下。




















一次又一次看着他走掉。我们永远也只能够做朋友那么简单。看着他走回他的世界里,心里面感觉好苦,好苦。心里苦到然我觉得昨晚喝的苦瓜水好甜。。。





















真的好想把他当成是陌生人的看,但他一次又一次的出现在我想看到他的时候,每一次我期望他出现在我的面前真的让我好难去忘了对他的喜欢。为什么他不能够把我当成是透明人?他的一举一动都很然我无悔。因为他对每个人都那么好?把我当陈妹妹吗?如果他知道我喜欢他这么久,因该会很吓倒吧?那,他不是会不理我了吗?不对我好了对吧?做朋友还是陌生人好呢?我说,两个我都不要。。。知道那么难放下,我比较希望我们没认识过。。。

















刚刚,在逛街时,看到一双喜欢的鞋子。没把鞋子买下来,想慢点在回到那里去买。我回到的时候,还没半个钟,就别人买下了。好几次我都经历过一样的事。我,习惯得不到自己喜欢的东西了。习惯了。。。










但,在后悔也没用。在回家的路上,突然觉得自己不是那么喜欢那双鞋。买了一定不会去穿几次。所以,就好开心没浪费。如果,能够这样就让自己放下他,那该有多好。。感情的事,好难明白呢。。。




















我就这样慢慢学会跑。想跑出有你在的地方。但,心里面好伤,因为,我知道,你不跑,我跑,你也不会醉,也不会叫我留下来。。。我真的很想让自己跑出有你在的那个防卫。




说得对,爱不会就这样跑开,我再跑,我的心已经被你偷了。



















但,我不会想要进入你们幸福,有色彩的世界。因为我知道,走进去了,一切都会变黑白,就像我的世界一样。我祝你们辛福道永远。这是我真心话。。。

-喜欢不该喜欢的我-



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Thursday, July 10

( Moving Out.... @ 00:27:00 )

Or at least that is what I want to do most now! Some people are driving me up the wall! Just imagining going to the bathroom and rewarded with the sight of a pail with murky water-apparently dirty laudry water for lingerie, fermenting. *disgusted* It had been left there for who knows how long. The stench is unbearable! Yucks! Then there are stuff clogging up the sink! Aghhh!!! I can't even use the washroom in peace now?

The selfish fact that some people also decide to play the music loudly, talk on the phone loudly, come into our room as they please, keeping the bloody door open for all the insect to fly in and bite me to death, chit-chatting away like no one business, throwing their soiled sanitay pads unwrapped to stink in the bathroom sanitary bin, not flushing the toilet after use, leaving pad wrappers all around, on the flushing tank, the soap holder, the floor, leaving their toothbrush and surprisingly, panty liner (used) on the soap holder for ages long, and shavers, making everyone's life miserable by hanging her undergarments to dry in bulks in the living room, sometime in the middle of the room even, the odour-unbearable. Why can't she just moved out and make our life easier? Gah!! *pulls hair out of frustration* And did I mention that she likes to attack people as well!

And friends, thats why I am yearning to move out into a single room or even live outside. Someday, when I got my transport sorted out, I shall live in the comfort of my princess room (yes, I have already design it in my head) with the company of people I find pleasant to live with. So there!
*Errmmm, as I feel guilty of painting such gruesome and disgusting image in your mind or make you lost your breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper/snacks, here's some photo to lighten up your day! Cutsie me!
Dance practise... Me love me pig tails...
Me in pink top! Love it! and say hi to my pinky pumps too!^^
Now now, don't be mean. I am only kidding when I say I am cute...Lolx.. Now, go back to whatever you are doing! Thanks for reading.. And remember to vote for me! Apparently, you can vote once every 12 hours! Now go and vote for me! Mwahahahaha... Thanks to those who support me!^^
-Xiao Ni-



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Monday, July 7

( 感谢主! @ 17:31:00 )

今天考了BIO quiz。 好开心,觉得做的很不错。这个星期,就好像新的开始。我会好好努力,珍惜这个机会。有上帝,我相信,我可以办得到!

昨晚,念书时,好想念家。想起妈咪,爸比,还有妹妹。突然,眼泪就一直的流不停。心理好难受,好想放弃。好想回到温暖的家,回到父母的怀抱里。好想念那种安全和受保护的感觉。久坐在那里哭了好久。冰冷的夜风陪伴着我。今天,还是很想回家,但,我不会放弃。一定要坚持到底。在过六个月就可以回家咯!=)

刚刚打了电话回家才知道,妈咪,爸比和小妹回家乡了。不知不觉,奶奶离开了我们49天了。我,还是那么的想念他。真不敢相信奶奶走了,上天堂去了。

奶奶,

你在那里好吗?你走了,就少了一个疼爱我的人。你知道吗,孙子好想你。为什么会走得那么快?我好每念完书的阿。还没结婚,还没请过你吃饭呢。奶奶,那天早上,听到消息,就抱着好大的希望,你会像每次的没事度过。你没有等到我会去见你最后一面。我还没说再见呢。我还没抱你,对你说我真的很爱你。你就这样走了。小时候,我哭,你会来哄我,然我开心,在笑起来。妈咪打我,你都救我。但,现在,我哭着,眼泪不停的流下,心多么难受,你都不会回来了,对吧?也不会对我说,“小妮,别哭,哭了不美了哦。”你在天堂,看得到我吗?希望奶奶知道我多想你,多爱你。如果能的话,我会回到崇前,一直把时间留足,在我们快乐的时候。奶奶,我真的好难受。心都裂了。心好痛,好痛。奶奶,你安息吧。你在上面因该不会觉得脚痛,手痛,身体痛了吧?也应该觉得好开心能去玩吧?奶奶,我们一定会再见的!你等我哦。有空要想想我!我会一样的想你,爱你,一直到永远!I Love You!

-小妮-



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Wednesday, July 2

( Exhaustion Beyond Imagination @ 22:33:00 )

Recently, it seems that my life is flying out of control once again. But this time, I feel a lot wiser. Timetable is changing like mad with lectures being move back and forth and venue of lectures relocated for some classes at the medical building. Time really seems to be unfair to all of us with insufficient time to study, revise, complete assignments and such. And what more, I had about more than 5 hours extra coaching classes to attend making the total lecture hours for me total up to more than 30 hours per week! Madness. Now, I have classes until 5pm, every single freaking day! The days are usually jam pack with little or no free periods in between. I feel inhumane. More like a robot.

What more with the recent dance practices coming up in about 2++ weeks. From the initial 1 dance to 2 and now 3. Great. Practice time for this week is from 5.30pm everyday. Which explain the fact that my room is in a mess as I hardly stay in my room nowadays. I am now in the cybercentre, sitting here, rotting my tired self away after falling asleep doing Chem problems. It's back to the lecturer's table again tomorrow, bombarding her with more questions to clear my doubts on electrochem. Tiring~

Now, my eyelids felt as if they each have a 10kg pack of rice hung onto it. My whole body ached. My feet and thighs could feel the cramp and even my stomach felt they are in knots now. I feel so destroyed, so tired , so exhausted... I just want to sleep... Now, when I walked I barely know what I am doing. With quiz next week, I am feeling very much pressurized but a tad bit more confident and trying my best to cope and do well for this semester to make up for the failure in term 1. Wish me luck guys. I can care less about other stuff at the moment. I just feel like crawling into bed with a big bowl of noodles swiming in clear soup of ingredients, watching Harry Potter and just be a pig. The life...Owh well, it's back to reality and reality means more Biology at the moment. The freaking quiz is up to chapter 13 and curently, the lecturer is far far behind... I just don't want to see another F ever in my remaining 2 terms if I can help it. My, time do fly...

Tataz.. I got to drag my feet back to the study area, flipped open the ten-tonne Biology textbook, squinting my eyes over font 9 printing and watch the words swim in a picture of blurness... What fun.. Whee~~ NOT...

-Xiao Ni-



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( Voting Starts Now!^^ @ 02:19:00 )

Remember the competition I join last month? Well, the voting starts 1st July!^^ I almost forgot about it in the hulabaloo of the week!^^ Owh well, not too late to ask you all to help vote for me I hope? XD ... But of course, only if you think I deserve it. Seriously, there are many leng lui and leng zai there and the chance is really slim, but I am just trying and I guess it will do no harm to try ya?^^

Well, you can all help me by taking the initiative (if you are willing) to go to www.themostnatural.com.my to register as voters to vote for the contestants you like!^^ Currently, I am on the first page with the name Xiao Ni 18. The registration is rather tedious, so i hope you all will be patient to go through it! =X...

First, you go to www.themostnatural.com.my . Then, you click on login and register number 2 as voter. Then, filled up the details needed and submit. A confirmation mail will be send to your email account inbox or even in the junk mail, so if you can't find the mail in your inbox, it is in the junk mail. Confirm from the email and click on the link provided in the email. You will be redirected to the login page where you can now type in your registered username and password. You will be automatically guide to the page with contestants on it. I am currently on the first page, second last row, bearing the name Xiao Ni 18. Click on my photo and the link will open. It may need 2nd time login. Click on the comment/vote icon on my page and leave comments and vote for me!^^

Thanks to all those who will take the trouble to vote ya!^^ Every votes count and it really means a lot to me!^^ well, head over and have a look now!^^ Tataz...

Love,
-Xiao Ni-



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