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Sunday, March 30 ( Happy Saturday! @ 12:53:00 )  Hehe...My hair... Before anyone scream bloody red murder of my waist-length hair, let me tell you the story of my cropped hair...^^ Hehe, yesterday morning was great beginning to a great day! You see, I had a good hair and skin day. So...... I spend my morning camwhoring on my phone until my baby mobile gave up on me, the battery went dead.=S Luckily I had my lappie with me and also my photographer a.k.a professional stalker with me..Her and her cyber shot. I was so happy, I had 3 popsicles yesterday! Crazy or not?!! Ah, the power of good hair day and good skin day...^^ So, perhaps some photos ahead? Beware....Total Vanitee ahead... I will just post a few..=p..Don't worry, I won't want your eyes to bleed with pain! Gah!!! Vain Me! Please click the X button on the top right hand side if you can't stand vaninness...^^ Thanks you!  Pouts* in cafeteria during dinner...Going to church!^^  Waiting for dinner to be serve...darn..  Say cheese....Mwahz...  Panda eyes in library.....working...  Hee~ camwhoring with phone before the battery went dead...=X  My skin is getting better...*relief*  Lappie time!^^ 
Boo!!!  Vain pot!  Me and fishy the gingerbread man...so cuddly ya.. before my hair was transform..=p  Vanitee attack with Shila's mirror..=p..I like... Chronicles of the silliest pair of siblings EVER! Camwhoring alone is no fun..Hmmmm...Audrey never like taking photo of herself... Sha baby went out with her parents, Lemon is nowhere to be seen... Ruqi is probably hibermating...So.........  Gor become the victim of a vain pot for a camwhoring session....=p...  Haizz...guys..they never take photo properly-i mean camwhore properly..y only half face??? NG!  AGAIN!!! Gor....why your face only half???!  *angry* sulking already... Gor gor look and think, "so xiao qi one..hmmph.."  Nge nge pull...  *giggles*  Good take!!!  Gor finally getting the hang of camwhoring...Pose!  Gor beh tahan camwhoring, walk back to do assignment...Me? Camwhoring..More please! Super good lighting!  One more please....^^Love my hair..  Back view-By Audrey..^^ Hehehehehehehe...Fat...I never say i am thin..=p  Can't resist!!!  I am so vain!!!  Love's white and black combination..No dyeing of hair for me!=p Moral of the story is, never crop your waist-length straight hair into bob cut if Sha baby scream No and Yashila stare at you with her big eyes and exclaim "Are you crazy girl?" and your gor gor say your hair is fine as it is, why cut it?In conclusion, I didn't chop off my hair into bob cut..=p..Sorry if I make anyone kan cheong... HAHA!! Signing out with love, -Xiao Ni- *Audrey's pigging, Sha baby is I don't know back or not, Lemon and Ruqi also nowhere to be seen..Gor gor must be in study area and Alan gor gor badminton-ing!... Me... LAzying..I am heading to study area. Postpone Chemistry is tomorrow!!!=S) 0 comments Thursday, March 27 ( Of Birthdays and Books @ 17:20:00 ) *** Looking at the piling books on the smooth oak-colour table of the inhumanely cold library, I wonder how life is suppose to be apart from what I am experiencing right now. The librarian job is fun albeit the "politic-ish" stuff going on among the staffs. I guess there are just time where endurance is needed for example when those hard cold metal sprung out of the rack and hit you on the head or shoulder bone and left nasty bruises there and leave you speechless for a few minutes due to the excruciating pain or when people just start throwing the books around anywhere near the racks without even bother to slide them back to their proper places. But, I do admit, I gain much experience in life from this, like how to arrange book so they won't slide down or how to prevent the dog-eared book from getting even more dog-eared and even get to know more people here at university. Meal times are meant to be spend eating eating peacefully after being starve half dead without breakfast or having dinner at eight but the nasty fly attacks are just getting nastier. The floor seems to be moving and flies swarm all over the food. It was miraculous I did not get food-poisoning yet-yeah, of course. My body must had already build up a stronger immune system due to the "food" we are supply with everyday. Honestly, I do not have enough to eat. The head chef is a MONSTER I tell you, slamming ladles on the rectangular metal container, scaring the wit out of me, I call it ragging. We are deprieve of proper nutrition it seems. The public speaking. I pass up the form today-without the passport photos and finally decide on my topic. It is mighty interesting to me but I don't know about how others would react to it. My big mouth and me, my idea almost got duplicated by others today, not that I care. I mean it is a free country. Call it coincidence or piracy or what so ever, I am not going to be able to make it even into the finals, so why the heck would I care? But, it did open my eyes and errrr, I learn to see before I leap. It's time to be careful of the people around me. It's those backstabbing days all over again. But know what? I will try my best to ignore everything and stay in my own little world and pretend nothing ever happen and everyone is as innocent and sweet as sugar.End of stories. Birthdays. Let just say birthday celebration is wild and I do not wish to celebrate my miserable birthday being push into cake with icing,having eggs hurled at me,having coke pour all over me with what so chilli sauce and ketchup slab my way. Just because it is my birthday, doesn't mean I am letting anyone pushing me into an algae-infested, contaminated with pee(perhaps), bacterias,and rubbish pond in the middle of the night! I am being so anti-social that I don't think people will even bother about my birthday.*relieve*. I meant I kept on having the horrible images implanted into my mind that people are going to step on shreds of glass and puncture their feet with it. I never celebrate my birthday at home anyway, so why should it be of any difference now? Maybe, just maybe I will gather a few of my darling girl friends and my gor gors and head out to celebrate in a nice, humble, quaint place with normal food and quality time together. Having others to whip out their hard-earn money on cake crush by my face and maybe not even having the chance to taste it, is not my idea of a happy birthday. It's best if no one knows my birthday at all like when I am back at home. Face it, I like to stay invisible, in my own world. (I am sounding so bitter, I know!)=( Unlike yesterday, today is not a good day. I was late for class again. I was studying Bio last night and the result is untied hair for bed and sleeping unsoundly, freezing with my Bio notes beside me. There was the confusion of cancellation of quizzes and finally, quiz was not cancelled. At 2pm as scheduled, I was running around-more like hopping, with my notes and muttering like a mad woman(I am one, ya?)at the 3rd floor library building. Horror of horror, the exam hall was also use by the medic student. So, we initially thought maybe the teacher is bluffing us. So, there was a hulabaloo going on until 2.30pm before we could enter the hall-due to stuck door, and start our quiz at 2.30pm with the medic student. I was a total mess-up. I mixed up the informations for lipids,proteins and carbohydrates. I label the DNA bases wrongly, I was crapping the whole time and I was already half asleep by the time I got to the 2nd page of the paper. We were exhausted. Imagine, it is horrible Thursday. Non-stop class from 8am to 1pm. Lunch break for one hour. Quiz at 2. Chemistry class from 3 to 5. Then for me, it's library from 5 to 8. Tomorrow we are having quiz, so most probably (I HAVE TO) I will be going to the study area to do Maths later to avoid flunking my quiz again. And to top the day off, I finally understand the meaning of gastric pain. Ya ya, hold that thought about saying "Told Ya" in my face. I can do without it, thankyouverymuch. Sha darling was concern and talk me into having breakfast. So, I ended up having nothing as I puke after that. There goes Sha's darlings love breakfast. She went back to hostel and brought me slices of breads and apple-she refuse to let me take the flies-infested food serve at the cafe. So sweet right? Lesson of the day : never celebrate birthday ever, be smarter when you make friends, carry yourself well and I HAVE LOVING CARING FRIENDS. Now I feel better. Okay, time for disclaimers: The above post is by a very very very angry monkey having the same name as the blogger. Now the original blogger is back (ehem ehem), she got something to say. : Have nice remainder of Thursday ya'all! My days had been quite suckie but great in some ways and I do love my friends. It's time for my emo blogs again. A happy emo blog, not the dark ones all right? Hee~ I need to brush up my language and get my accent back soon. I am losing it!^^See ya soon! I will try to update my blog with photos as soon as possible. I am way lazy and busy! Mwahahahhahaha..Some day...so don;t bother to wait and wait and wait and make me feel guilty for killing my bloggie ya! Tataz! Lots of love from, Monkey Xiao Ni and Xiao Ni -Nasty but Sweet-(What am I crapping about?It does not make sense, no?)^^ 0 comments Monday, March 24 ( Life in Uni is BORING!! @ 12:46:00 ) Since crys babeh's been complaining about my lack of photo-posts, I shall post a few photos to tell the tales as I don't remember everything. So, I will just tell the story as the photos go... (the connection here super slow some more..GRRRR) ***VANITY ATTACKS AHEAD!!!BEWARE!!!*** First stop, cultural night!  Yea, my sis say I look like a transversite...darn!!  There was a fashion show that night... A portion of the beautiful people in AIMST..  Me while the teacher and stylist fix my hair..GAH!  Some of the dancers with the models. We look so CHINESE.. HAHA  The practise....Final rehearsal I think.. That's all folks! Okay okay, before you decide to bash me, I promise to include more photo. The connection is SUPER SLOW and I need to get to Bio class first now! Tata~ Need to work at 5 some more!^^ See ya folks! check back for updates soon I hope! 0 comments Wednesday, March 19 ( Public Spanking? @ 18:01:00 ) And Audrey's making me addicted to food. I now eat bread, MILO, biscuits, and real food like nobody's business and they say I am growing thinner. Yeah right, I am eatin and sleeping like pig everyday! Haha! hope it is true though, then no more nasty detox for me (I was about to say REDOX *rolls eyes*) Owh yeah, back to public speaking. The medic faculty is organising a public speaking competition. I feel like challenging myself eventhough I have NO CHANCE AT ALL competing with the experienced senior and with my meagre experience, I think I am better off making a total banana out of myself. But then again, I think I will join and gain experience and just for the sake of fun and pushing myself further. What do you think? Closing date is 21st next month. I still haven't thought of my topic though. I don't have my passport photos, I don't have good skills and I don't have good command of English. I so want to have Pink Pau's brain now. I won't be here on the finals anyways (Like I will get into finals in the first place-That's why I am considering to join) so I won't be able to watch the finalists compete. So should I join or should I sleep on it? Hmmm...tough choice. Loves, -Xiao Ni- (feeling neutral and missing Sha darling very very very very much!!! We had a darn good time camwhoring just now after sketch in our costume.=p..Loves Audrey's hair and Miss Viveca was not actually "excited" about my choice of language.=p) Sha Sha dear! Waiting for you to return...with lots and lots of porkies! Haha! Have fun on your full-pork trip back home and eat more before you come back!^^ Miss you much much! 0 comments Friday, March 14 ( 5A1, 4A2, 2B3... @ 18:17:00 ) The fact that I sat on the ground floor of the library building crying like a big baby for an hour plu was not because I can't lose. It was purely due to me feeling guilty for letting my parents down-BIG TIME. Actually, I am quite surprised and expected the result as I know I did not did well in my last 2 years in secondary school. And to those out there with straight As but not A1s, stop whining, mourning and emo-ing already! My result is so much more worse than yours, so stop making me feel eveb worse. Darn! Okay, so my blog is officially growing mosses, cobwebs and such for the lack in updates apart from the craze of Twister Fries on last weekend. *rolls eyes* Today, I am going to tell you a story of a group of fish living in MAIST Coral (whatever crap island-place-country that is). The names of the "fishes had been change" to protect their identities but this is based on a true story. Here goes : Once upon a time, (like a million years ago ) - ermm, there live a fat fishy name A. You see A used to be a naive fish until he got cheated by her first boyfriend, a rich-ass clown fish who love to lie to girls and eventually A got hurt a few more times by her other ex-s ( we shall skip the sad details) and grew up to think that she had grow tougher and gain more experience in judging people whom are good or bad. And so, she finally finish her C-level (Sea-level) and decided to go to MAIST University to continue her studies. So lfie was awesome and free ad she enjoyed herself tremendously at the university of fish where she met all the different fishes there are and gain new friends (that were unlike those soft-bone, 2-face, backstabbing bitches she used to know). So, before going to the university, being a paranoia, A did research and tried to find out as much as possible about the university which was supposedly not very famous and no one heard of it from where she came from. In the process, A met a guy fish name B. You see, A have a bad habit of trusting other fishes and thnking they are all good fishies until something fishy happen. So, being naturally stupid, ignorant, no-brainer, naive and bubbly, she like to get close to all the fishes she know as she hate making enemies and would love a trouble-free life. So, A decided to treat this B as her half brother. She really did respect him and used to think the world of him as he used to care for her like a little baby sister. But, eventually (skipping more hurting details) things grow cold and B just ignored her. Turn out, B was really using her to get to know more pretty girls and did not care two pence about her - at least that was how A felt. And so, he was history. Then, one day, lucky A got to know another guy fish from her class. And they clicked well. You see, they never officially say that they would become brother and sister, but things happen naturally, and in no time, they were like real fishy siblings. This is what A call real brother-sister relationship. When she feel angry or sad or depress, she always run to C for advice and some punching and biting for C really care and love her like a sister. Then somewhere along the line, D came into the picture, almost as naturally as C had make his entry into her life. C was innocent and good fish and he was naive and it was great to have a brother like that. D is a totally diferent brother. He is more aggressive and "bad-fish" outside but all soft inside. When A was down, he was always there for her. When A got sick, D pushes her to doctors and enquire about it. When she was down, he was really a good entertainer and knew how to make her happy. So, so far so good. As long as C and D do not turn to become monstrous B, everything will be fine and dandy in MAIST coral reef. You see, B is a student taking Pedigree in-treating-sick-fishy, C is taking Basic-In-Fish-world-science with A and sit right beside her in class, always teaching her stuff she don't understand and D is an under-average student studying in Fish-Commerce. Conclusion and Moral of the story is never judge a book by its cover and intelligence. I had just seen one too many of guys that are all high and mighty taking respectable courses in health science who turn out to be real losers (note the some). Two-timing, Betrayal, you name it, I've seen it. It really got me dissapointed. While, some naive-not-so-physically-attractive guy but good in studies are always the nice one especially when he is homely and go to church with you and serve as your personal spiritual angel when in need. And then there is the look-not-so-bad but under-average in studies but happy go lucky people that makes your life shine a little more and make you go farther in life. So, there you go. Look carefully before you leap and you will just be alright.^^ Well, learn my lesson, shared it and time to sign out. It's time to get off from work and time for church!^^ see you around. Love, -Xiao Ni- (happy and contented like a little baby with warm milk) ^^ P.S, interested with guy like D? hehehehe... Still single and available..=p P.P.S. I found my new favourite (all timed) blog shop!!! It was featured in R.A.G.E not too long ago!!!! Go go go!!! Clothes Bucket is a killer place to shop and you know what, the darling owner is super helpful (no kidding)!!! Happy shopping!!!! 0 comments Sunday, March 9 ( Twister fries.. @ 12:53:00 ) what the heck i even dreamt about twister fries the whole night!!! I need twister fries!!!!! well, somemore SPM r esult released on next wednesday...There goes my life...twister fries twisterfriestwisterfriestwisterfriestwisterfriestwisterfriestwisterfriestwisterfriestwisterfriestwisterfriestwisterfries. *smack* Thanks for waking me up....darn..i still wan twisterfries...=p 3 comments Monday, March 3 ( Final Hours Reminiscing The Past Memories... @ 21:39:00 ) I found the desire to grow even closer to God. It struck me and I really want to break down really badly. I need to go back to Him before I get lost even further. I need a sane mind to think before I do anything. I need proper guidances from people that are truthful and care about me, I need encouragements every now and then to go that extra mile, I need hugs every now and then, I need to be loved every single day and most importantly, I need to talk to somebody that I can truly trust and with whom I can relate everything to- but sadly, that someone never did appeared and I am stuck with the horrible idea of making a total fool out of myself when that person I trust don't even care twopence about me. Tomorrow is another new day. I need to be quiet for now, just to feel myself again, to calm my thoughts and to wash out all the unnecessary things that had accumulatge in my brain and heart over the past few months. Because, right now, I feel so heavy and burden. I am losing weight instead of gaining them even when I indulge myself with sugary treats these days to make myself happy. I need to find something I can do to make myself feel Me again. I need space, I need to stop, take a step back in time and observe what is happening around me and to start all over again. It's like when you accidentally press the Shut Down button to your computer. Everything shuts down, you start it over and everything will never be the same again. That's what I am trying to do, shut my life down and restart it, hoping for a new life... Wish me all the best and pray for me.. That I will be able to start over with a clean slack of paper and the weights off my shoulder because I am tired, exhausted and plain ignorant of my life. I need to get a grip before I lose my head. It is like I say, reminiscing the final hours of my past memories, the most bitter and the most hurtful, and the deepest darkest memories there are, chuck out the old dilemmas and just look to the front and start all over again. Give me time and a chance to start over... Loves, -The new-but-not-so new-Me, Cos, in the end, I am still me, -Xiao Ni- 2 comments |
