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Definition of Love


Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not proud
It is not rude
It is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hope
Always perserveres
Love never fails)

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

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Monday, January 26

( Happy New Year people! @ 08:42:00 )

It's that time of the year again. Yes, stuff yourself with delicacies, watch the free fireworks display that burst against the smoky night sky and collect all he ang baos you can!

It's New Year morning and here I am with all the relatives. I slept at around 12 something after watching fireworks from the hotel room. I am back in my own hometown. Now, clad in yesterdays short pants from P&Co and the lousy T-shirt from AIMST, I will be setting out in a while for a long journey on the road to Batang Air for a getaway. Great. It would be celebrating with the monkeys in the jungle. Whoopie! Happy "Niu" Year everyone! Have a great one!=)



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Thursday, January 22

( Regrets... @ 14:18:00 )

Sometimes when we walked a particular distance, we would stop looking back and a lot of 'Ifs' would come to our mind. What if I did this and not that? What if I do things a little differently in life? Our life is always full of ifs. I do not know about you but it is true for me. I had been reading The Memory Keeper's Daughter by Kim Edward and I would say it is written beautifully. The words jumped out of the pages and swept you off you feet, making you feel as if you were there to witness everything that had took place. The feeling is genuine and it had sent me to tears towards the end. These days, in the emptiness of the house, the silence broken sometimes with the sound from various television programmes, had got me thinking about the things that I had run away from or rather were to busy to think off during the one year away from home. Old memories start swirling back into my brain, overloading it, breaking me down. I am weak. If it is one thing I have learn, I would say I had understand myself better.

You see, one night, I snapped out of it and realised all this while I had been afraid of people who appear more superior in anything at all. Looks, education or their egoistic attitude. I put up with it and with time, I had let myself go and make myself a tad bit unshiny as not to make the person feel so insecure about him or herself. Little by little, hurting myself and trapping my own abilitites. I know I am not stupid, I know I am capable of doing things if I had set my mind on but all these years, exhausted by the fight and competitions, I had chose to laid back and gave up fighting for what I want and what I could do. Time had corrode aggresiveness and energy of the long ago me.

With 6 more months to go, I had abundance of time to set my priorities straight and give myself take two in life. However i would never be the old me, the me yesterday or the day before, as I mature from day to day, going through more and more, learning bit by bit. I had changed but still some old thoughts never fade and I wonder at times, especially in the lonely nights, sleeping in the dark with only an orange beam from the night light, I will think if anyone had went through things like me and how could they take it or how did they overcome it because troubles tomorrow seems like an impossible piece of puzzle, delicate as thin crystal glass but also as painful as the shrapest razor blade. And then I would drift to sleep with tears still on my cheek, slowly vaporizing into the air. And the worries were gone as I fell into deep slumber untilthe next morning when the nightmares would begin again.

Then, I would looked out of the kitchen window, glad to see the mini pool of flood receeded to nothingness as the sun starts to shine for the past two days. But still, the troubles on Earth bother me like a child's unstoppable crying. The only difference is it never stop, and never will.



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Saturday, January 10

( It's Official... @ 20:35:00 )

My life is over. This is the 3rd day I am home and already I am going mad! I miss life back in AIMST and the people honestly. I miss the fellowship and the company back there. Back here, only did I realise how I could had fall into depression ever so often. Life in uni was far more carefree. I am going mad trying to clean up the house with small space but too much stuff and overflowing with unwanted rubbish. I had not finish cleaning my own room even after the whole day of cleaning and throwing. Sigh... I am going MAD! I missed the fellowship today. I forgot that people don't fetch you like back in the uni. Great. Just great. I am seeing a lot of missing out fellowships! This is making me more mad! Is it wrong to go to fellowship? Yeah right, so much for making myself believe my own home church is more friendly. I regretfully say no. I guess no one cares if you are backsliding, or you are feeling far from God. No one FREAKING CARES. I would opt to go back to AIMST the first chance I have but too bad. Financial blocks the way. I need to find a job soon, get out of the house and buy myself a ticket back to AIMST-A.S.A.P. Meanwhile, I need something to make me focus on holding on to my $anity, for I am going mad. I am missing the people dear to me in AIMSt. Missing jie jies and gor gors. Missing my awesome roommates! Drey and Shila! HELP ME! Missing Sha and Ruqi. Missing my lovely housemates! Xiu Wen! I miss your house and YOU, missing cutie Sing Yee, Missing crazy Fai Fai and Eric. There's too many people that I miss.. Surprisingly I miss the church there... Sigh.. It's definitely warmer and cosier. I am going mad!



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Saturday, January 3

( Growing Fat and Vacation-ing @ 18:04:00 )

Hey yo! Happy New Year people! Well, 2009 starts off great. In church as always,then went back to an empty hostel room with Drey's vacant bed next to mine and Shila's vacant bed as well. Was pretty lonely and sad to think that 2008 is over. The pain was there, my heart felt as it was breaking into tiny pieces.. I just could not let go. We will never stay in the same house or as roommates or housemates anymore. Everything will be different when I go back in July this year... *sigh*

Currently holiday-ing *unexpected* at Siew Voon's place! Thanks girl for taking us around to eat and sight-seeing. Very enjoyable and growing fat while my wallet is thinning out. Broke broke broke... Did some shopping on New Year's Day.. Temptation of New Year's sale...Sigh... I must really stop.. I think the most expensive clothes I bough this year would be that dainty sundress from VSG.GORGEOUSNESS! Well, it's just a little over RM 50 right? *pouts* I want to slim down more..There Are more clothes for thin people at very low prices. SUch varieties... The sizes are TINY I tell you..The definition of thin had reached a whole new level. I can never keep up fast enough... More slimming aND less eating please... But most of my clothes and dresses mostly are dirt cheap.. I got a sundress for less than RM 15..gorgoeus much... I seem to be buying a lot of sundresses and chiffon tops. The best purchase would be the PDI short pants...I LOVE SALES!!! SAy goodbye to cheap and pretty clothes for 6 months...Till I come back to West Malaysia,I won't be doing any major shopping for clothes and shoes and bags... Sigh...

Will be studying my butts off at home and working and there would be a lot of juggling to do.. Hopefully I can find dance classes to join and catch up with tracking. I miss running already!*sobs* I need to exercise!=) Hopefully,I will manage to shed more this year! Tata¬

The CNY plans are out and I am guessing I will just be doing a lot of outdoor photo shoots of the surroundings and also try to create a port folio of myself for keepsake... =) Well, there are more to be said but I wil leave it for the next posts. Just an idea of what we are doing at Siew Voon's house. I arrived on 1st January thanks to Eric!^^ Met up with Drey and SV at Seberang Prai and shop the whole day. Sing Yee and See Ying both were with us too. We saw Pala, Sha, Joey and Faisal too! Whee¬ Then shop shop shop Black Canyon starbucks shop shop shop shop shop Korean Restaurant shop shop Baskin shop shop Sing Yee house home sleep. Then 2nd go Taiping, eat drive around shop shop shop shop school New Tesco and Mall at Taiping shop shop shop shop home supper sleep. Today mornin wake up darn early duno why online 2 hours sleep back. Then go down help bake cookies*yum*.Then lunch and bake some more. Sit around, make card and then random go makan Laksa and Ice Kacang and just come back, I sit my lazy butt in front of the PC. So, you can imagine how fat I am going to get if this continue. So, I need to0 bye bye first cos we are going cycling! *woots* Then go lim teh tonight. Really limteh... Haha..As in tea leaves,tea pot everything. Darn healthy weih. Recently drink how many times teh dy.. Lol..Bye people. Enjoy your holiday, forthose going back to school,hehe...Happy studying lar ya...I will be going back in another 4 days!4 MORE DAYS! I can't wait to be back! Home sweet home... Time quickly fly lar!!!Shoo shoo! Boutique hopping coming up soon, sneaking into the new USM campus tomorrow and Pasar Malam-ing also..whee¬ Till then, tataz¬ Hope to see some of you at QB on the day we are leaving!=D

Love,
-Xiao Ni-



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