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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Friday, June 19 ( A Girl Like Me @ 00:22:00 ) Life full of complexity and mysteries... There's a lot going on in my mind, I felt the bulks getting bigger each day... Now, Hanging there in the clouds, I can feel myself losing contact with reality, Slowly sinking back into a world of my own... Maybe it's meant to be, For me to be ME... Now that I have learnt so much, Over the months away from home, Thrown into a world, Where everything were to be norm... I grew up, not a year, but ten... I learnt lessons that are not taught in classes, Theories of life that are not stated in books... I learnt life is a journey, With its constant ups and downs, bearable and unbearable.. I learnt what I need was God, and a lot of supportive, loving and the right people around me... Sometimes, we need people who are different, To rub off our edges, to shape us into a better us, But I truly believe, Behind every incident is a miracle to be unveil... Time will tell... But now, I am taking a brave step out of this socially isolating world of mine, Threathening to destroy my life forever, Trying to leave the past behind, And let nature takes it course, Letting memories stay what they are, memories... So, please do not make things any tougher, By reminiscing things that I rahter not remember... For I'm a girl, Who knows well what shame means, Who have low self-esteem... This is a difficult walk down the right path, So, please take my hand, walk with me... Don't be a fair weather friend, Being there only when the sun is shining, When the rain clouds roll in, Please don't run... Stay with me, Keep me warm and dry in your embrace, Because that is when I need you most... Don't judge me, don't criticise me... I know my mistakes and my apologies seems to be in vain, But i'm trying my best, So do try to understand... I'm trying to build my self-esteem, Trying to trust that I am worthy... Behind these curtains, You can't see the pretence, the hurts, the miseries, The regrets and the agony... So, lend your shoulder not your bashing, Your love not your anxiety... Your advice, not your smirking... For I do wish for a day, Where I would lift up my head again, And look the world in the eyes and said, "World, I'm ready for you.." I'm a worthy person... I want to be able to walk confidently, To talk and look into people's eyes, Not their feet and shoes, To feel less self-conscious, To let myself relax around people... Instead of a couch potato, I would finally dare to accept that offer for a get together, In that quaint little parlour, On a Sunday afternoon... And movie with my peeps on Saturday night, Not just sitting at home doing nothing.. I do feel trap and alone, Like a little bird who couldn't find its way home... I want to be free, Binded by no other but the will of God... I want to submit fully to Him, And truly Trust in Him... I believe I can, I really do... Crush my dreams not, Break my heart not, Taunt my wounds no more, For I am a new person, Truly a better person, For I had been born again, In the name of Christ... I believe I would someday read this again, And I hope to laugh at this funny thoughts of mine, And reminisce how my life had changed... I do believe, I do hope... For no human know better, A girl like me... 2 comments |
