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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Thursday, March 5 ( Innocence... @ 22:42:00 ) Nowadays, as of yesterday until June, I will be working 7 days a week, Monday to Sunday. I had accepted yet another teaching post that had been offered to me last month. Teaching english classes at a language centre. These experiences had really shaken me, when I finally realise how teachers had sacrificed for students all these while. How they teach and stand until they are tired and we barely listen, minding our own business. Without them, I will be nowhere near where I am today. Everything I had learnt had been from my teachers. I learnt something important, learnt how to shed off my rebellious nature. These few months at home, I had been able to think and without outside influence or peer pressure, I am learning to accept myself for who I am, being proud of who I had become. I had cast aside things that are unimportant and hold on dearly while catching things that are important to me. I believe, I am changing everyday. I love being alone, I am alright when people my age seems to have difficulty hanging out with me because I am too mature for my age. It is totally fine when aunties call me out to accompany them shopping. And being in the company of the experienced uncles and aunties had made me into a more mature person. They support and help me out when I am down and in need of advices. They care for me and offer encouragements. I am glad that I am not following blindly what others are doing to impress their friends even when they don't like what they are doing. I am just fine as who I am. The other night, i could not sleep and heard noises in my room. I was afraid eventhough I know it is from the next door neighbour. I tossed and turned, trying to block out the noise but I could not. I resort to knocking at my parent's door at 3am in the morning and told them I wanted to sleep in their room. It felt good to be treated like a three-year-old and being pampered by my parents. I am going to miss all these when I return to AIMST in July. I feel reluctant to leave again because I love to be around them and be with them all the time. I don't care if people call me a baby or laugh at me, because that's not important to me. I have a lot of thoughts in my mind. They might sound depressing or even emotional if written down. But rest assured, I am not depressed nor trying to be emotional. I really just have a lot of scattered thoughts and deep thoughts that I appreciate. Without them, my life would be quite empty and meaningless. What if I spend my time in church while others are out partying? What if I love staying at home with my parents than going out partying? This is who I am and I accept the fact that I may be different. The disciple study turned out to be great fellowship to me. I am learning a lot and stregthening my spiritual life. I am growing more each day. I find the daily assignments something exciting to look forward to instead of just plain responsibility. I can't wait to read the chapters meant for next day. I am glad God is touching my life once again. I am grateful for all His providence. I am thankful for my family and glad that He had given me true friends. His guidance and love, patience in showing me life will be an inspiration to push myself ahead each day. I am still growing and still in need of guidance and love, for I am still my parents' baby girl and forever will be. -Lily- 0 comments |
