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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words “In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace” -Ephesians 1:7
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Saturday, March 21 ( Of Mixed Nationalities and Races @ 14:26:00 ) Chao Ah Pek, if you are not happy that I, an 18-year-old girl is teaching a lousy old ah pek like you with no initiative to study or even try and talk on the phone so loudly in your "higly respected" dialect like quarelling with others, and then calling me a "Phillipine po" then screw you! (sorry, can't help it).. Are you trying to be racist? Phillipinos are great people too you know. Stop being racist and STOP looking down on others. You disgust me! 0 comments Sunday, March 8 ( You know? The type of post that is stuck in your head... @ 00:18:00 ) First, whichever homo sapien that told me it's mpossible to find a guy friend without falling into a relationship, I will say "In YOUR Face!" Simply because I have a friend like that. Yes one. Not those typical guy friend whom you hang out or ask you out for "yumcha" session but those whom you can confide in when in difficulties or when you're just down and needed someone to be there. It feels great to have a guy friend that sticks around and do not fade away over time. And actually bother to play along patiently when you have dumb thoughts and questions. Although at times he can't understand what I am going through(even I myself do not understand at times) he still listen and offer advices instead of offering me empty words of comforts that are meaningless and make me feel worse. These things I am well aware of all these while, when our friendship just got closer over a period of time. It is not those faux-pretend-close-friends-for-two-days thing but rather a process that took up to years to accomplish. Honestly, when I first got to know him, I did not even thought that one day he would be my closest guy friend, someone whom I will turn to in time of happiness and difficulties, someone I actually care enough to not break contact with, someone whom I am eager to meet everytime both of us are back in town. He is someone whom I can actually show to my parents and tell them this is my friend and they approve of us hanging out together and he even tagged along when we go out at times. He is also the guy who could drop by my house after 10 to get some movies and talk and laugh with my parents there., There was simply nothing to hide, he feels really just like a blood brother. He just seems to belong in the family as well. And my parents really like him and trust that he is a good guy friend to have, which is seldom. I feel comfortable around him because I know he is unjudging and I can be myself around him without the fear of him criticising. All the meetups that we plan spontaneously usually ends up with hours of quality time spend together with my sister or even my whole family. There's just no mental barriers between us. I am glad to have met at least one of such guy friend in my life. Indeed, from him, I learn the true meaning of friendship and many other things. We seems to grow through a phase together and it's simply great to know that we are there for one another when we need support. I am thankful for such a great friend. He is not those kind of jerk who is interested in getting into relationship when it comes to becoming friend with a girl, that some actually believe there would never be just friendship between two people of different genders. I believe we prove them wrong. So there. And he is not those squirmy type of guy who freaked out or misunderstand when at times you really feel in need of a friend and actually call them dear of say that you love them because they really are dear to you and you really love and care for them. I believe that is the real meaning of friendship. I wil never ever complain about how I never learn the lesson of friendship, because he had taught me, along with many friends that I had met in the university later. Cheng~ I thank you for your friendship and I appreciate it. If you are reading this, please don't laugh. Thank you for all the support you have give me all these while, at some of the lowest point of my life away from home, even though we were miles away, you still comfort me and guide me out of the dark. I really thank you. I had a great time with you and I am really glad to have know you. I hope you too feel the same way. ^^ I'll see you again soon!^^ P.S: If you freak out after reading this, no worries I still won't take back my words. =D At times, I really feel that you might be the only friend who actually care and understand what I am going through. Thank you..=) P.P.S : I will be leaving for Mukah a few hours later. Thanks to Edwin for helping me replace my tuition class in the afternoon! You're a life saver!=D I know you'll do great!^^ I'll try to have fun and not faint in the long trip. I hate long journey by road. Urghh, Make that air and sea too. I hate long journey! But looking forward to time with family.. I miss my family loads when I was away in university. I am still holidaying but already, I am missing my parents.=X. I can't bear the idea of leaving them again in a few months. *Dread* PPPS : Congrats to Crys baby for making it into the uni! I love love love love love you darling. Mwah! ^^ I wanna see you badly again real soon! Like right now! I am so addicted to you. Save me.... -Xiao Ni- 0 comments Thursday, March 5 ( Innocence... @ 22:42:00 ) Nowadays, as of yesterday until June, I will be working 7 days a week, Monday to Sunday. I had accepted yet another teaching post that had been offered to me last month. Teaching english classes at a language centre. These experiences had really shaken me, when I finally realise how teachers had sacrificed for students all these while. How they teach and stand until they are tired and we barely listen, minding our own business. Without them, I will be nowhere near where I am today. Everything I had learnt had been from my teachers. I learnt something important, learnt how to shed off my rebellious nature. These few months at home, I had been able to think and without outside influence or peer pressure, I am learning to accept myself for who I am, being proud of who I had become. I had cast aside things that are unimportant and hold on dearly while catching things that are important to me. I believe, I am changing everyday. I love being alone, I am alright when people my age seems to have difficulty hanging out with me because I am too mature for my age. It is totally fine when aunties call me out to accompany them shopping. And being in the company of the experienced uncles and aunties had made me into a more mature person. They support and help me out when I am down and in need of advices. They care for me and offer encouragements. I am glad that I am not following blindly what others are doing to impress their friends even when they don't like what they are doing. I am just fine as who I am. The other night, i could not sleep and heard noises in my room. I was afraid eventhough I know it is from the next door neighbour. I tossed and turned, trying to block out the noise but I could not. I resort to knocking at my parent's door at 3am in the morning and told them I wanted to sleep in their room. It felt good to be treated like a three-year-old and being pampered by my parents. I am going to miss all these when I return to AIMST in July. I feel reluctant to leave again because I love to be around them and be with them all the time. I don't care if people call me a baby or laugh at me, because that's not important to me. I have a lot of thoughts in my mind. They might sound depressing or even emotional if written down. But rest assured, I am not depressed nor trying to be emotional. I really just have a lot of scattered thoughts and deep thoughts that I appreciate. Without them, my life would be quite empty and meaningless. What if I spend my time in church while others are out partying? What if I love staying at home with my parents than going out partying? This is who I am and I accept the fact that I may be different. The disciple study turned out to be great fellowship to me. I am learning a lot and stregthening my spiritual life. I am growing more each day. I find the daily assignments something exciting to look forward to instead of just plain responsibility. I can't wait to read the chapters meant for next day. I am glad God is touching my life once again. I am grateful for all His providence. I am thankful for my family and glad that He had given me true friends. His guidance and love, patience in showing me life will be an inspiration to push myself ahead each day. I am still growing and still in need of guidance and love, for I am still my parents' baby girl and forever will be. -Lily- 0 comments |
