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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Thursday, January 22 ( Regrets... @ 14:18:00 ) You see, one night, I snapped out of it and realised all this while I had been afraid of people who appear more superior in anything at all. Looks, education or their egoistic attitude. I put up with it and with time, I had let myself go and make myself a tad bit unshiny as not to make the person feel so insecure about him or herself. Little by little, hurting myself and trapping my own abilitites. I know I am not stupid, I know I am capable of doing things if I had set my mind on but all these years, exhausted by the fight and competitions, I had chose to laid back and gave up fighting for what I want and what I could do. Time had corrode aggresiveness and energy of the long ago me. With 6 more months to go, I had abundance of time to set my priorities straight and give myself take two in life. However i would never be the old me, the me yesterday or the day before, as I mature from day to day, going through more and more, learning bit by bit. I had changed but still some old thoughts never fade and I wonder at times, especially in the lonely nights, sleeping in the dark with only an orange beam from the night light, I will think if anyone had went through things like me and how could they take it or how did they overcome it because troubles tomorrow seems like an impossible piece of puzzle, delicate as thin crystal glass but also as painful as the shrapest razor blade. And then I would drift to sleep with tears still on my cheek, slowly vaporizing into the air. And the worries were gone as I fell into deep slumber untilthe next morning when the nightmares would begin again. Then, I would looked out of the kitchen window, glad to see the mini pool of flood receeded to nothingness as the sun starts to shine for the past two days. But still, the troubles on Earth bother me like a child's unstoppable crying. The only difference is it never stop, and never will. 0 comments |
