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Friday, November 28 ( *gasp* I just ate a MARS Bar... @ 23:55:00 ) Then it was the case of some arriving a bit later, no one bother to call and inform them that the van was here. So, I had to put everything down and use my darn phone to try to call. No one pick up some more. Finally, they arrived, fortunately. I was already sounding loud and harsh by that time. Me and my temper. Sighz.. So, the real nightmare begin. I was trying new Christmas songs tonight for praise and worship. So, decided to use the lappie to on the songs. It was horrendously disastrous beyond description. =( When I got off the van, I was feeling quite giddy but still alright. Then, I rushed in to try to plug and set up the speakers and lappie. Horrors of all horrors, the plug can't go in the socket. What to do? Try to get Eve to try the songs on the piano. No more daring stunts as such again next time. By the time I sat down on the piano bench, more like slump down and bumping into poor Eve. I couldn't help it. My legs would not stand. Both my hands are shaking, my heads were swimming in air between consciousness and subconsciousness.. I was scared, scared I would passed out but I did not know what to do. I almost cried but decided not to make a fool out of myself. I knew I would faint soon. I was sweating profusely my whole face was drench with sweat. My whole body was cold, icy cold. I had a feeling it was low blood glucose level. So I asked Eve if she had any candies. She whipped out sugar-free mints which I quickly popped a few into my mouths. It dod not helped much but it did kept me from fainting. She had to yelled out to Jasper to come and help. I was so embarassed can. I make them worry and burden them, to the point Jasper almost had to sub me again for praise and worship..=( Then daniel came and I muster up all my energy to go and fixed the lappie. The fellowhip must go on right? So, I asked if Daniel would have any candies and he gave me Mars. I owe you one Dan! Thanks. But I don't think our uni CS have those, so I will get you Kinder Bueno instead ya? That is when I ate the whole bar and gain 50kgs. It was so sinful, I know.,.=( But I have to keep myself from passing out, no? First time in my life.... Why me? I meant I do eat and I do take enough sweet stuff, not much but enough to keep me from having low blood glucose level. Or is it something else? I really wouldn't know. Then the p&w start. Bringing the 2 new songs were a terrible mistakes. I make a complete and utter fool out of myself, saying nonsense and couldn't even lead. I am so dissapointed in myself. =( I was sitting behind the speaker the whole time, trying to shrink myself. My life was going haywire. I must have looked so pathetic. Just imagine, face drench with sweat, messy fringe, pale face. Great! We had cooking competition today. Our team won. I really neew to upgrade myself. All I know are classic oriental dishes that look like what grandma would cook, not that it's not good, but still, people want more fresh thing, something new modern, not soup, vege and meat. I am so old-fashioned. I am sure they are just saying I would be a good wife to make me feel better. It's alright. People nowadays don't really look at what a girl is capable of. What if I can cook, can do house work, can look after kids and is willing to keep a family, if you don't have the look, you are out. Face it, people are attracted to look first ya? If you are not attractive, how would they approach you and know you better yarh? Sorry mom, the dishes I cooked today were among the worst. The meat were not tender, the soup were too blur-ish*yucks* and the vege were too bland. Sigh. But the teammates were really fun to work with and we had fun!=) Now I need to think about how to tell my mom all about this for I would get good scolding and then nagging and she would worry unnecessarily and jump to conclusions that I did not eat properly or starve myself. But I do eat! This whole week I had eaten such fattening food on various birthdays celebration. Desserts, Chicken chops, tiramisu cakes and much more! How can I Have low blood glucose level? Madness *tear hair out* Well, I just have to figure a way to put it nicely and I feel so guilty for not spending time talking to mom these few days. I miss her and dad terribly. They are both down with flu. I hope they get well soon cos' so heart pain hear that they are sick. =( Take care yarh. I love you both much much!^^ Don't worry, I do take good care of myself..^^ Not feeling so horrible anymore, -Xiao Ni- 0 comments |
