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Sunday, September 21 ( Ungrateful? If It's Your Will... @ 00:33:00 )  It stroke midnight approximately an hour ago. Seeing how I am free to took a photo of my phone instead of talking to someone on it makes me agonize. Maybe it's meant to be... Maybe I had change my perception over the few months away from home, change my point of view, change my idea of how a relationship should be, a pure, healthy, strong and mature relationship. I fear that I would not be ready when that special someone and I cross path. But, I fear even more the loneliness for life. Maybe, it's fated. Maybe, I would no longer have childish requests nor insensible demands. I would probably appreciate things more or be more realistic. The wrongest thing to do would be letting a good relationship fall apart, slip through the fingers for no reasons. Albeit refraining from complaining, whining, I am still an ordinary human, weak and sinful by nature. I am not complaining, nor whining, just pouring out the contents of my heart. Pondering what is wrong with me? I do blame myself at times... It would be great and I had been craving for  someone physically there to hold my hands just to make sure I am still there and to make sure I am not lost in the crowd...  A warm hug when I need one, when I am cold or when I broke down under pressure, not to solve everything, but to give me strength to face everything. Or when I just could not enter dreamland.  Someone who would not make me cry but wipe my tears everytime I cry, comfort me, not making everything alright but just to be there when I try to put things right again, just for assurance and support.  A gentle good night kiss on the forehead just because I like it better that way...  Or when I felt like doing nothing, just being idle, pretending that the clock had stop ticking and the world had stop spinning and time stood still, there were only two of us, sitting on my bedroom window sill, watching the night sky, saying nothing.  There had been a vacancy in my heart for quite some time. Application anyone? It's not fully furnish though and there are a lot of leaks on the roof and a number of holes in the wall. But I believe, if you understand what is love, you can mend them alright. For the furniture, we can choose them or make them together... But, I guess whether vacant or not, I would just accept it the way it is or will be. For the time being, that corner shall be the home of the web-spunning spiders.  To you, somewhere out there... -Xiao Ni- 0 comments |
