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Thursday, July 17

( Tagged, Tagged, Tagged and Tagged... @ 03:20:00 )

I got tagged by Drey in her various posts! Since it's now 3.19am in the morning and everyone else is sleeping.. Duh...it's 3 in the morning?normal people sleep at this hour. Blame it on my conscience and my broken heart, also how stubborn I am just to take in everything by myself.. Sigh... Owh. back to the main purpose of this post ya?^^

Tag#1

1) Single, Taken, Naked or Flirt?
Undoubtedly single. Shuddup... Next!

2) Are you happy with it?
Yes and No. Yes, because I feel free and not tied down and No, because I do have my moments where I feel that having a special guy by my side would be nice and also I got my heart broken tonnes of time, I am beginning to get sick of it...

3) Would you still kiss your ex?
No, of course not. Just because there is no longer any close relationship between us and his girlfriend will chase me with a samurai, no?

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeap, like I say, tonnes of time. You know, when your heart crashes to the floor and broke into million of pieces and got blown away by the wind. Worse of all, not only by my ex but also girl friends that I really love and care for.... Bad experience.. Can we not talk about it? That's the reason I am still up at this hour.. Sighzzz... Next!

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances when cheating is ok?
Cheating was never okay to begin with. Even small white lies will lead to bigger lies...Which always ended in disasters!

6) Have you ever talked about marriage?
I guess so. I mean, many girls do fantasize about their dream wedding ya? I mean, we talk about all those fairytales wedding with close girl friends and have a blast imagining stuff and for more serious sides, we do discuss about broken marriage and teen marriage that happens around us, right?

7) Do you want children?
If I am happily married, financially stable and mentally prepared. Childbirth is very painful and my knees turn into jelly when I saw textbooks showing childbirth *shudders* Did I mention, it was only from seeing photos from text book? *shudders*

8) How many?
I don't really know. The pain! Ouch... Fine... 2 perhaps?Come on you don't expect me to say a dozen, do you?That's surreal...

9) If someone liked you now, would you want them to tell you?
I don't think so. Then, I would give an idiotic reaction and get either one of us hurt or both. I guess, I am just not ready yet... I am still childish and immature. My perception on relationship is surreal, something that you can only see in Taiwanese Idol Series... So there... *pouts*

10) Do you want someone you can't have?
As stupid as Drey said it is, I actually do. Remember? But, I think I am succeeding in giving up entirely, as in try to forget about everything? Don't worry, I hide this very well from him and he have not the slightest clue even about me liking him. *pats self and beams*

11) Have you ever been in love?
Yeah. I had been involve in relationships before. But definitely, I am still loving God, my family and friends. Even me, myself and I!^^ Right now, I am in love with Honey-Senpai from Ouran Host Club Anime!=p (Can I ever be realistic?)

12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yeap. I guess remembering important dates like wedding anniversaries, birthdays and such are interesting. The way to celebrate is up to an individual. It dies not have to be celebrated with a big bang or a grand manner. Sometimes, getting together, just to remember the special day is sweet enough...^^

13) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Definitely, because I have changed for God and changed to become a more acceptable person to the people around me and also to myself...

14) Is it a good day?
So far so good. It's a new day and it's now 3.42am. The rest of the day is still unpredictable but I am hoping for a brand new start. We also have full rehearsal later tonight! So, I hope it would be good...^^ Everyday with the Lord is good, yes?^^

15) What would you say to your most recent ex?
Nothing. Because there is nothing left unsaid and saying more would not change anything. Ever heard of "Silence is Golden"?

16) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
I don't think so. He seems to be currently head-over-heels in love with his current girlfriend. Hmm.. Come to think of it, he may never have love me before. I am such a baka...

17) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
No. Because I had been in 2 LDR and see? None of it work out. It is the reason why the relationships fell through in the first place. So, nadda, no more LDR for me...

18) Do you believe love at first sight?
Admiration and like, Yes. Love, No... There is much more to a person than what meets the eye. How can you love a person whom you just meet and fall in love as soon as you lay your eyes on him or her? Wouldn't that be rather risky? You may found out things you do not like about the person later ya?

I tagged:
Crystal
Bian Bian
Vain Kenny
Mic Mic
Pek Hong




Tag #2

Name 10 people to do this survey :
Crystal
Bian Bian
Vain Kenny
Mic Mic
Pek Hong
Rachz
Micching
Joyce
Silent Readers
Aliens?

1)Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Not sure about it. But mom said before I have to wait till I am 55 years old then I am allowed to date. So basically, no. But I did have bfs before right? Of which I regretted not listening to mom.. Sighz... Given the chance, I would have choose not to be in any relationships at all...

2) Describe yourself in one word.
Naive?

3) Who would you pick, someone who love you or the one you love?
Neither. I would pick someone who love me and whom I love back...

4) Have you ever love someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Ya, but that's a different case. If, I tell him, it would be the end of our friendship. Harlow? He got a steady girlfriend and I just know it after so long knowing him...=.=" I am hopelessly unaware of my surroundings. And there is another. I love my dad a lot but I never had the courage to tell him and recently, I told him over the phone "I love you"... So far, I had said it twice~ Woohoo!!! It took great courage and I am proud of myself! *high five* Feels GREAT!

5) Does it feel good to love?
It's always better than hate. Then again, if your love is return. Even if not, by the end of the day, you would not feel bad because you had done nothing wrong...

6) God is giving you 5 minutes to leave. If you love someone special what will you say to that person?
I will assume in this case leaving is dying. Special someone? My parents or my other half? Or my friends? I will be happy to go back to Heaven to be with my Heavenly Father and to the specail someone, if really is that special, I would have told them earlier right? So, the last thing I say also they already know. It's "I love you" Classic!

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe?
Nothing. Since they would not believe, I think it would be a better alternative to just shut up and say no more.

8) Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yeah. Loads of time. Especially when those people are the one hurting you so and the one whom you despise greatly. Just because God command us to love one another.And if God can love the person and tolerate them so much, why can't I learn to love?

9) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
Normal? Everyone is bound to be jealous about something, some point in their life, no?

10) what can you say about playboys/playgirls?
Sad? Because they are hurting others and themselves by moving on from one person to another like a bee moving from flower to flower, but worse because bees at least produce honey from the nectar but the playboys or playgirls gain nothing and are bound to get hurt by others one of these days...



Tag #3

1) Best place to cry?
In the dark room alone, hugging my knees or in that special someone'e embrace. For now, I would stick to my good old trusted Admin pond staircase and the benches far from the cafe under the night skies, just laying there, letting the cold night wind blow, watching the stars and the moon.

2) Who do you love most?
God

3) Tell us your dream last night.
My sleep seems to be dreamless last night. I was really tired last night...Too tired even to dream...

4) Ever hated someone so badly.
Yeap. Quite a while ago, really...

5) The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard?
"I Love You"



[[ LAST PERSON... ]]
...had a beer with?
Drey

...went to the movies with?
Alan Gor Gor

...talked on the phone?
Cheng~

...u hugged?
Sha

...u yelled at?
The night sky a few hours ago...



[[ * IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU... ]]

>>> Kissed someone?
Ya... Sha...

>>> Sing/Sung/Song?
Yup... Everyday....

>>> Danced crazily?
Yup... We are practising like mad everyday this week and the week before the last for the performance on Saturday....


// Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
Friends that are unreliable, irresponsible and taken me for granted. Felt so used. While I cared and loved them so much, they don't give twopence about me. I was really upset and nobody could see. I don't know, if they see, they certainly don't care because the only person asked was the person I had least expected and the one that is not close to me. If a person not close to me can see that I am upset, what reason can you give to not see? I am also angry at the fact that I am so weak, how everytime I am the one having to say sorry eventhough it's not my fault and how you never reflect upon your actions and attitude...

// You will die in 3 mins. Last call?
Mommy and Daddy...

// If could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I would wish to be beautiful and for a lot of money to pay for my school fees? And of course for real good friends and most importantly, salvation of my parents, their well-being and their health...For now, i just wish for wisdom, good time management, good memory, good brain and my double eyelid to return... (stuck with single eyelid for sleeping too much!!!Grrrrr!)

// Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I guess not... Blackmail is a strong word, don't you think?

// Are you old fashioned?
Outfit and outlook wise, probably not. But my mind is another story. Totally old-school...

// What will be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Both would be equally difficult...Either way, either party may get hurt...

// What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
God, My family, myself and things that I love...



Tag #4

Name 20 people randomly.
At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.
Don't read the questions but name 20 people first
1. Sha
2. Ruqi
3. Drey
4. Bian Bian
5. Crystal
6. Hui Ling
7. Evelyn
8. Yii Yun Jie
9. Jasper
10. Kenny Vain
11. Cheng~
12. Ivy Jie Jie
13. Jia En
14. Teddy Gor Gor
15. Cherryline
16. Yuki
17. Eric
18. Po Po
19. Jo Rim
20. Yashila

1. How did I meet number 18? Po Po
During first day in AIMST during registration day. He was the first person I spoke to in AIMST!^^

2. What will you do if you have not met number 17? Eric
Miss out a lot of crazy outings and also miss the chance to get to know one of the funniest but nicest guy that I had ever known!^^

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated? Jasper & Yahila
Hmmm.. Tough one. It is very very very difficult to imagine, almost impossible because they don;t even know each other and I highly doubt they are the type that the other will like as a date! HAHAHAHAHA...

4. What if number 4 and 10 dated? Bian Bian and Vain Kenny
Ermm, let me get this straight. I would be very very upset because it is my sister we are talking about and Ah Beng Gong Gong... Lol... Guess sis never really adores him? And probably sis hubby would gone up in flames! Haha...

5. Describe number 1. Sha
Just herself, typical KL girl. Just 18, loves crazy fun. Studious but adventurous. Carefree. Tough on the outside but soft on the inside. Sometimes can makes me very very very upset and heartbroken but most of the time just adorable and hot. Did I mention she is hot? And seriously cute? Also, most guys just worship her *it seems* and they all ended up being weird and glassy eyes because they had fall head over heels over her and staring daggers at each other for the tug-a-war while Sha is still cool and collected... Phew~

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive? Hui Ling
Yeap. Definitely. This girl got attitude...

7. Describe number 7. Evelyn
A very very bubble and cartoon-like character. Always seems to be carefree, cheerful and happy. A good friend, a sister. A good pianist. Very good dancer and good sense of fashion. Straightforward and my good shopping companion. Crazy and adventurous. Lovely, pretty, witty and vulnerable. Did I mention she is a very good comedian?

8. Do you know any family members of 12? Ivy Jie Jie
Duh~ Of course I do... She is my dear dear cuzzie.. So basically, I know all her family members which include me!=p

9. What language does number 15 speak? Cherryline
BM, English, Tamil and amazingly Mandarin! Cool huh!?? She is an Indian by the way!^^

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with? Jasper
His own batch mates? I just know in church, he hangs with us. The normal fellowship gang of foundation!^^

11. How old is number 16? Yuki
Yuki is one year older than me. That means he is 4 years old, because I like to imagine I am 3 years old! Haha... Joke joke... Yuki is actually 19 years old!^^

12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13? Jia En
Ermm... Last Saturday morning, very unexpectedly in campus....@.@

13. Who's number 2 favourite singer/band? Ruqi
Haha... Tough one! I don't know really... Because she seems to love so many songs!

14. Have you ever dated number 4? Bian Bian
Well, she is my only baby sister... Date? Does the last 16 years with her, every single freaking day, 24/7, the shopping trips, family travelling trips, and going out to play counts as dates? XD

15. would you ever date number 19? Jo Rim
Of course! She is one of my housemate not to mention one of my bestest girl friends!^^ Girl, we shall go out again together one of these days or eat steamboat in my room? Hee~

16. Is number 3 single? Drey
Not sure about that. She does seems to have a LOT of wives and girlfriends it seems.. Hmm.. Me being one of her wives... LOL...

17. What's number 10's last name? Kenny Vain
Hehehehehe... If you ask me, it would be VAIN VAIN VAIN.. No lar... Actually it's Voon... But don't you think Vain suits him more? *scratches head*

18. would you ever be in relationship with number 11? Cheng~
We are close friends at the moment...^^ We used to be schoolmates and classmates. Churchmates and carmates... I love him lots lots lots lots because he is always there for me when I am happy or very very down. But for now, our relationship is just friend... I think it will forever stay as close friend!^^

19. What is the school of number 13? Jia En
Currently same Uni as me, AIMST University... He is in degree of Electronic and Electrical Engineering...

20. Where does number 6 stay? Hui Ling
Currently in Jitra, Kedah. Closer to me than before! Hehehe... Guess she is staying in a hostel right now?

21. What is my favourite thing about number 5? Crystal
I love how she is always my darling cuzzie!^^

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked? Teddy Gor Gor
NO NO NO NO NO NO!!! That is very very very the wrong.. Teddy Gor Gor? *gasp and die* He is my tutor and gor gor!!!! Madness!

Tagging Crystal, Bian Bian, Kenny Vain, Sha & Yii Yun Jie Jie?



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