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Thursday, June 5

( The World Is One Sick Place... @ 23:47:00 )

Why the sudden randomness you ask? I'll tell you what, I am SICK of people going around judging others, especially physically. So what if a person is skinny, so what if a person is fat? Is there a written law saying how we must all look like? Apparently it seems the term "beauty" had been defined as as-big-as-saucers eyes, sharp nose, fair skin, tall, anorexic-thin, boobs that are unproportionally huge and with tonnes of make-up slabbed onto the face. Come one, be realistic, all these can be achieve by plastic surgery?Huh? Being like a Barbie Doll is unrealistic! Come on! With boobs and waist at such disproportion, we will experience our spine snapping like dry twigs with waist as slim as wrist and with boobs that are that huge. Who have such long legs anyways? It is harmful to send out such negative image out to growing kids, especially young girls who are growing.

It makes me very mad to know that the same people that used to make my life so darn miserable come up to my sister and tease her and call her names. Hey buddy, this is my baby sister we are talking about. Just stay away and I am being extremely polite here. I am no longer scare of all you big bullies. Forget the name calling and the mental torment, just GROW UP! Being stronger and being aggressive will not get you all anywhere, you know? Have you even think about your future? About how you have a family that is actually concern about your future well-being? Come on, who do I think I am talking to right? Talking sense to the wall would be easier. Messing about with girls is just wrong especially when the initial thing that cross your mind is how good-looking they are.

How would you feel if you kill a person? Indirectly and unintentionally? I know you guys almost did by driving me up the wall with the name-callings in the past years, teasing me about my weight and the way I look. Have you ever thought of the things you all said? The sleepless nights I stayed up tossing and turning thinking about all the nasty remarks you all make and how I dreaded to wake up the next morning to go to school to face you all again. How I secretly wished all of you would just treat me like an invisibility wall when i walked pass and how I took detours when I saw you all from far and speed up walking to avoid you all? How because of all the mental harassment I almost drove myself crazy, imagining things that were never true and tried taking my own life simply because you all drove me nuts and I had no one to turn to. If I had died then, I doubt you all would feel guilty right? How you injected all the paranoia into my mind. You must be so pleased that you could all influence me so much. Now, I don't effing care anymore. I just can't stand by watching you all continue mentally-bullying perfectly alright girls with nasty remarks. Hello! It's not only looks that counts you know? Just how shallow can you all be?

Do you know, how much agony you could cause to their family if anything happen? You know how I become a bulimic because of all these incidents? How I am still suffering from the consequences now? Just imagine, if you ever settled down with A wife and have children of your own and people go around bullying your daughter that way, how you would be worry sick and how your heart will ached? I doubt you all will. You are all spoilt, ignorant, hopeless and heartless perverts that victimised young, innocent girls. It's just shallow, it's pitiful.

Girls, be careful of whom you choose to befriend, do not get sweet talk by guys and if anyone make you uncomfortable with their remarks, listen to your heart and follow your instincts because that is call harassment and mental tormention. Get help, seek your parents or any trustworthy adults, it's useless going to teachers that might not care, believe me, been there done that. Sometimes these insensitive teachers can just make things worse.

Also, remember you have parents and family that loves you and care for you. And God...Who create you and you are beautiful in his sight. Don't change and follow what the world wants, you will never fulfil the requirements of the world, but it does not matter, just stick closely to God's words, and you will be alright. I can't deny dieting is important to a healthy body. If there is a need to slim down due to weight problem, stick to healthy food and exercise the good old way. Remember, you are doing this for yourself, not anyone else. Don't let others make you do things you do not want to.

I had to admit I had to grown a great deal over these few months time and I no longer fear you all. Being away in a place you all can never be in is a great escape for me to see the world and to see some kindness and to realise what you all did is very very wrong. It does not matter anymore, while some of you may waste your life, going about spending your parents money or even involve in crimes or anything, it does not matter to me, because by the end of the day, we will see what happens to you all in the end. And I hope it would be something good... Just grow up!

*seriously, people can be so childish and inconsiderate*
**stop with the anorexic and plastic surgery image**
***A little hint here, if you are going for looks guys, I suggest you go and marry a flower vase and after marriage, you can display her in a display case in your living room..remember to preserve her too, so she won't age ya!^^ Add spotlight for extra effect...^^***
****Come on, there are more things than meet the eyes okay?!!!****



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