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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Monday, April 7 ( Millions of things starting with I... @ 16:13:00 ) -need surgery/therapy/ugly-equipment for my jaw -hate the inability to open my mouth for more than a few centimetres to eat or talk -hate the pain of my dislocated jaw -hate playing hide and seek when the seeker is not seeking -hate people running away from me -hate people ignoring me -loathe being exhausted to the point of feeling I am going to stop breathing -think depression and anti-social is good for studies -am going mental -dislike my stupidity of letting others use me -hate the feeling of myself raidating coldness out of my body to the point I am freezing -miss being hug and embrace -warmth of a caring hand cradling mine want someone who actually care -need a break -am sick of the hectic schedule where I feel that I do not have a life anymore -hate being a fatass-fine, not only my ass are fat, my whole body is freaking fat -hate myself for the pressure I am giving myself -need lots of chocolate and candies -have no appetite to eat anymore -miss my bed -don't want to grow older -don't want to be freaking 18 yet -am sick of the hot and cold treatment-I am not a cold/hot water dispenser-thankyouverymuch -hate the burden I bring to myself -lack disciplince -feel so tired I don't feel like doing anything at all except maybe die -am clueless about how sis Catherine is doing after the surgery -want to trave back in time -don't like to be treated like crap/trash/a piece of junk -hate my sense of responsibility-which is more than I can bear -hate how I am mentally torturing myself -hate caring so much about those non-deserving -am tired of being a goodie-two-shoe -don't want to be thrown into a disgusting pool for my birthday -want to sleep on my birthday -hate being distracetd -hate the fact I can't say no to anything -being unable to cry when I want to -hate people judging others by looks -hate two-faced people -hate Jaya Catering for violating animals' rights-I mean what's with the "do not feed the dogs and cats on campus"? Do you want us to stand by and watch them die of starvation. The scrap are going to end up in the dumpster rotting anyway! Geez... I will feel guilty if I know I contribute to their death. -hate the main chef just because he scares the wits out of me -am tense cos I haven't done my script yet -hate being left out in anything -being left clueless about everything -hate people doing things behind me -just bash up some kid in MSN cos I am in a lousy mood now -lost my favourite ring -feel so fattttttt now -need to get to the crappy library in half an hour times to face those endless books again -have stupid uncompleted Chem assignment due tomorrow -have super lots of stupid Maths 1 homework waiting in my bag -am upset -want to crawl into a hole in Earth -need super big bear hugs now -need Mr. Right-whoever that might be -don't feel human now -need support, tender love and care-like plants do..Remember to water me and put me out in the sun,..rain also -miss walking in the rain -miss playing basketball -miss swimming -want to empty my mind -need sleep now -am deprieve of sufficient sleep -can barely move now -want to be so sick I won't be able to go to class -want someone to fuss over me -am going to be more okay later -am an idiot -am not okay when I say I am okay -don't understand guys and why they are so insensitive -don't like people to leave me alone when I am not okay -have the urge to bite poeple now -want to change -am just a girl, albeit the moneky-ish behaviour -am turning back into the old, quiet, reserved me... -am just not okay........ XOXO, unokay-me... 2 comments |
