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Thursday, March 27 ( Of Birthdays and Books @ 17:20:00 ) *** Looking at the piling books on the smooth oak-colour table of the inhumanely cold library, I wonder how life is suppose to be apart from what I am experiencing right now. The librarian job is fun albeit the "politic-ish" stuff going on among the staffs. I guess there are just time where endurance is needed for example when those hard cold metal sprung out of the rack and hit you on the head or shoulder bone and left nasty bruises there and leave you speechless for a few minutes due to the excruciating pain or when people just start throwing the books around anywhere near the racks without even bother to slide them back to their proper places. But, I do admit, I gain much experience in life from this, like how to arrange book so they won't slide down or how to prevent the dog-eared book from getting even more dog-eared and even get to know more people here at university. Meal times are meant to be spend eating eating peacefully after being starve half dead without breakfast or having dinner at eight but the nasty fly attacks are just getting nastier. The floor seems to be moving and flies swarm all over the food. It was miraculous I did not get food-poisoning yet-yeah, of course. My body must had already build up a stronger immune system due to the "food" we are supply with everyday. Honestly, I do not have enough to eat. The head chef is a MONSTER I tell you, slamming ladles on the rectangular metal container, scaring the wit out of me, I call it ragging. We are deprieve of proper nutrition it seems. The public speaking. I pass up the form today-without the passport photos and finally decide on my topic. It is mighty interesting to me but I don't know about how others would react to it. My big mouth and me, my idea almost got duplicated by others today, not that I care. I mean it is a free country. Call it coincidence or piracy or what so ever, I am not going to be able to make it even into the finals, so why the heck would I care? But, it did open my eyes and errrr, I learn to see before I leap. It's time to be careful of the people around me. It's those backstabbing days all over again. But know what? I will try my best to ignore everything and stay in my own little world and pretend nothing ever happen and everyone is as innocent and sweet as sugar.End of stories. Birthdays. Let just say birthday celebration is wild and I do not wish to celebrate my miserable birthday being push into cake with icing,having eggs hurled at me,having coke pour all over me with what so chilli sauce and ketchup slab my way. Just because it is my birthday, doesn't mean I am letting anyone pushing me into an algae-infested, contaminated with pee(perhaps), bacterias,and rubbish pond in the middle of the night! I am being so anti-social that I don't think people will even bother about my birthday.*relieve*. I meant I kept on having the horrible images implanted into my mind that people are going to step on shreds of glass and puncture their feet with it. I never celebrate my birthday at home anyway, so why should it be of any difference now? Maybe, just maybe I will gather a few of my darling girl friends and my gor gors and head out to celebrate in a nice, humble, quaint place with normal food and quality time together. Having others to whip out their hard-earn money on cake crush by my face and maybe not even having the chance to taste it, is not my idea of a happy birthday. It's best if no one knows my birthday at all like when I am back at home. Face it, I like to stay invisible, in my own world. (I am sounding so bitter, I know!)=( Unlike yesterday, today is not a good day. I was late for class again. I was studying Bio last night and the result is untied hair for bed and sleeping unsoundly, freezing with my Bio notes beside me. There was the confusion of cancellation of quizzes and finally, quiz was not cancelled. At 2pm as scheduled, I was running around-more like hopping, with my notes and muttering like a mad woman(I am one, ya?)at the 3rd floor library building. Horror of horror, the exam hall was also use by the medic student. So, we initially thought maybe the teacher is bluffing us. So, there was a hulabaloo going on until 2.30pm before we could enter the hall-due to stuck door, and start our quiz at 2.30pm with the medic student. I was a total mess-up. I mixed up the informations for lipids,proteins and carbohydrates. I label the DNA bases wrongly, I was crapping the whole time and I was already half asleep by the time I got to the 2nd page of the paper. We were exhausted. Imagine, it is horrible Thursday. Non-stop class from 8am to 1pm. Lunch break for one hour. Quiz at 2. Chemistry class from 3 to 5. Then for me, it's library from 5 to 8. Tomorrow we are having quiz, so most probably (I HAVE TO) I will be going to the study area to do Maths later to avoid flunking my quiz again. And to top the day off, I finally understand the meaning of gastric pain. Ya ya, hold that thought about saying "Told Ya" in my face. I can do without it, thankyouverymuch. Sha darling was concern and talk me into having breakfast. So, I ended up having nothing as I puke after that. There goes Sha's darlings love breakfast. She went back to hostel and brought me slices of breads and apple-she refuse to let me take the flies-infested food serve at the cafe. So sweet right? Lesson of the day : never celebrate birthday ever, be smarter when you make friends, carry yourself well and I HAVE LOVING CARING FRIENDS. Now I feel better. Okay, time for disclaimers: The above post is by a very very very angry monkey having the same name as the blogger. Now the original blogger is back (ehem ehem), she got something to say. : Have nice remainder of Thursday ya'all! My days had been quite suckie but great in some ways and I do love my friends. It's time for my emo blogs again. A happy emo blog, not the dark ones all right? Hee~ I need to brush up my language and get my accent back soon. I am losing it!^^See ya soon! I will try to update my blog with photos as soon as possible. I am way lazy and busy! Mwahahahhahaha..Some day...so don;t bother to wait and wait and wait and make me feel guilty for killing my bloggie ya! Tataz! Lots of love from, Monkey Xiao Ni and Xiao Ni -Nasty but Sweet-(What am I crapping about?It does not make sense, no?)^^ 0 comments |
