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Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not proud
It is not rude
It is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hope
Always perserveres
Love never fails)

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

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Tuesday, October 23

( Those Ice That Melt @ 22:36:00 )

Watching the sun rise and set, indicates the passing of another day. Another day closer to SPM. I wonder how would I make myself walk into the exam hall on those exam days? I felt unprepare. I have been seriously "pandazised". My dark circles are looking more obvious than ever. Arghhh.. Those nights staying up till 3, 4 or even up to 5.30 am, cracking my brain over add maths have took serious toll on my skin. I must have aged at least ten years in these few days. Tiring and felt like giving up sometime. But God had always been there to give me strength. Sze Sian Gor gor gave me motivation and he too study till the we hours in the morning. Zhu zhu also in a way help me perservere, with his vainness and silliness, a good companion to destress at times. He is also working very hard for his finals. These 2 people and also MArkie Gor Tor, had been my inspiration. For they all are hardworking and they strife excellent results. Straight A1s in their SPm examination before. How I wish I could be like them. But, it seems impossible. But then again, God do open close doors sometimes, if we knock and seek Him. So, I will just work hard, pray hard and hope for the best. I need physical and mental strength badly now. Mental strength so I can be discipline and perservere and not break down, physical strength so I would not eat so much and keep losing weight(it's scaring me) and also not fall ill due to these late nights studying. I am still having flu and my throat felt sore. Yesterday I got fever and the day before I collapsed in the room for a second or two. I really need to be strong for exam sake. Wish me luck and pray for me...

To him(you know who you are)...
Why are you still hurting me? Making me feel so confuse. When I already decide to let go, you came back in my life. When I am ready to forget about you, you just give a hint of that glimmer of hope. When I am so certain that there will not be another crossroads, there you are, standing in front of me. Why? Why can't I let go completely? Why do you keep appearing in my life? Chapter after chapter? Those sweet words, those sweet promises that you decided not to keep and you remake them. Didn't you say you want to forget about this? Then Why are you still remembering? Why are you still saying these? I feel so confuse and lost. Tell me the answer..Back here to see me? Dissapoint for the fact we will nto meet? Is it genuine or is that another empty promise that you speak for fun. The silence on the phone before were gone and you had so much to say now. Is it time that drew us near instead of the other way round? How about the Mr Maybe that came along my path? Is it you the one I am looking for? Arghh.. Impossible... You show no hint of feeling the same for me. Arghh..Love is so confusing. No..feelings are confusing. I need to leave all these here and go back to my revision... Don't follow me...

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