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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Sunday, October 28 ( I have learnt my Lesson, The hard way! @ 00:23:00 ) Owh well, about the stuff I learn: 1. I learn that my too trusty nature of other people just let me down and dissapointment always come soon after when i got to know of the people over a longer period of time. And I am just putting myself up to be used easily and having others step on my head. That's the end of it i hope. I hope I can be more aware and not have such good imaginary impression on others. 2. Call me a coward or runner, But I rather not know a person too well unless there is the need. I just can't bear to have dissapointment after dissapoinment of their pretendious self. Everyone have their flaws but then again sometime it is just too ridiculous! 3. Sometime, my reserve ways in thinking and only thinking about things in one perspective is BAD for me. I can't do many things and think I can do better but in reality, i am doing worse than anybody. 4. Too confident and too trusty that I waste time and dwadle. cheating myself.=.=" 5. No matter how busy or how tired you are, never never Ever threw aside the importance of appearance. Even when tired, be sure to look neat and presentable. Skip the make-up but still look charming in simple attire. Who knows you will meet that evil ex with that new gf of his one day in the supermarket. It is your bad day, imagine, dressing in old short pants, hair strewning all over and with t-shirt meant for bed.. Unless if you dress nice he will probably slap himself for giving up you. *I am evil now*...I need to stop..arghh!! My mind is just Evil evil evil and dark now!I need light wei..Spot light! 6. And When Someone is in my mind it is impossible for me to get them out. I will keep thinking of them and everything I see, do, smell, think or any action you can think off will just remind me of that person. Bah!! How I wish life is like a computer. I can always throw unwanted data into the recycle bin or reformat the computer to start all over. Better still, i can just copy paste and Transfer things into my mind. hehehe..all those subjects notes... life will be much easier. *I am really nuts* 7. And I am too rushy in things. Anything i want, I must get it IMMEDIATELY. It is not a good thing. If i don't I will keep on thinking about it until I almost goes mad. 8. I learn that i need to pray more. 9. I learn I need to study more. 10. I learn i need to eat less...Hehehehe.. 11. Finally, I learn i need to stop sounding so dead, depress, dark and evil in my post before everyone freaks out and think that I am finally qualify for the entry to USM ( university Seven Miles in Kuching)..=.="..This will be the last ever of this type of blog for anytime soon. Forever I hope. Gonna be the bubbly cheerful me real soon! To start off : My computer had been reformat. It is kind of laggy but I am real happy because sis hubby did it for free! Yeah, and it is better than last time. Somemore, I bought new shoes today, new earrings and mascara yesterday. I am so blessed. And my bed sheet is super comfy and softie. The weather is too hot and humid for my liking, but then again, the activities I had planned after SPM covered up for than 10 bezillion times (i know there is no such word..=.=) Going to eat EAT EAT EAT and shrink shrink shrink my size, sleep sleep sleep, watch tv, shopping-hopefully, working! Hahahahhahahah..So happy can die and live again. Then I will go to Sebauh for outreach on 7-8 december. staying in longhouse and this time I will be more prepare and better equipped spiritually to reach those people there!^^ Praise the Lord! And most probably will be going to kuching for life game on 13 or 15 for 3 days 2 nights! YIPEE!! After that, dance performance and choir presentation for X'mas! And carolling..God is good, GOD IS GOOD! Perfect timing,. Not to mention those few days stay at Sibu with grandma. I love you much much Grandma!! then, short term mission school in sibu, january. Again reflect the Lord's perfect timing for me. Will most probably end right before the foundation in science course start on 28/1/08? Wohoo,heading to Kedah for my tertiary edu! Can't believe it. hope the institute accept me lor!If not, i will cry ar.. The down side is, wont be home for CNY..probably celebrating alone there.. *sob* cos cos cos cos cos the course start at the time near to CNY. So, miss the chance to meet up with Liang~. What the fish!!! REally no yuan fen, like he say...=(...When i am here, he is down south, When i am finally getting closer to him and on the north of him, he is flying back west M'sia. What the fish what the fish!!!!666!!! *optimistic ni~ optimistic...Breath in, breath out, good girl*.. Okie and finally, I ate ice-cream yesterday! Yippeee...cold, minty and delicious!^^ Hahahahahahahahahaha! I am the luckiest girl I can ever be!^^ God bless me and you! He had perform so many miracles in my life. I hope to be His living testimony. even though i am far from perfect!=)than you for Your Love, Father! I love you too! Mwahh.. Signing off, -Xiao Ni- Labels: Emotions and Memories 0 comments |
