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Tuesday, October 2 ( Flowers and Church..In the Memory of... @ 11:24:00 ) These 2 weeks, there seemed to be so many deaths around me. The people that I know and it just leave me with a confusing emotion, that I can't seem to put into words. It is that sour feeling that makes me want to wrench out my heart and stamp on it so the feeling will be gone. In the past post, maybe 2 or 3 posts down, I had mention about Edward's dad being sick. His lung cancer had returned and with more serious effect this time round. When I got to know, I was heartbroken. I knew how he feel and also his mother. Throughout that week, I was used to forwarding prayer items to church's brothers and sisters to request for prayer and inform them of latest updates of his father's condition. Everytime, I saw Edward's name flashed on the screen of my mobile, I quickly snatch it up and read the message before forwarding to dozen of the ones that I know would really pray hard. The condition was worse, then good. Last Saturday, it become even worser. My heart fell from the 20th floor and smashed on the church compound when I read the message after fellowship ended. I could only send words of comfort and bible verses to him before I start to forward the prayer items again. However, last night, it was at 11 something that my phone vibrate. It seem so loud and I got up and caught hold of my phone sitting on the window ledge. I flipped open my mobile and saw Edward's name flashed on the screen. However, this time, I did a little prayer before I punched in the password to read the message. Call i sixth sense or woman intuation. I did not immediately read the message for there were so much fear in my heart. Fear of the worst that had come. I read one time through and my heart seem to crashed into tiny pieces. It took me a few minutes to get out of my shock and got together to say a short prayer for his dad, his mother and him. I couldn't believe my eyes and I read the message over and over and over again. I was partly wishing it was just a nightmare, a bad dream that I would wake up of and that the next morning I check my phone, it will be gone and in it's place is the happy message that his dad is getting better. But no..It was all true.. I proceeded to hummed to myself a little tune of Jesus Never Fails and got to reply him and offer my condolences before forwarding to others the news. I was thinking how shocked everyone would be, just like me. Tears came to my eyes as I prayed and sunk my head into my blanket and let out a wail of depression. I continue to try to say things to comfort him but to my amazement, he was very open-minded. He felt the same way as I do. Part of us were dismayed at the fact that his father had went back to be with our Heavenly Father but part of us rejoiced that his pain and sufferings had been removed by God and he is now in Heaven with God! - Somehow, we were terribly comforted by that. Because we know, one day we will meet again in Heaven. And just now, Edward had send me a mesage while I had fallen asleep trying to revise my studies. He told me about the funeral procession which would be held tomorrow. The casket would be there and I am going to pay my last rsspect to his father and to show our support to him. Let us uphold the family in prayer and pray that they might be strong and that God will protect and bless the family. Also pray for good health and ability to cope with the loss of a dear family. Angels rejoice of the homecoming of one of God's son to Heaven last night at 9.05pm. May he rest in peace and and rejoice in Heaven with our Lord. Amen.
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