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Wednesday, October 3

( The Dark Clouds In My Heart Is With Silver Lining @ 16:26:00 )

Today had been tiring. This morning, I was at church. Felt so numb, heart with that sour feeling returned. I thought I could hold back tears but only a few minutes into the service, tears were welling in my eyes and they shamelessy coursed down my cheeks, dripping on my black shirt. By the time we went out to pay our last respect at the open casket, I could not hold back my tears anymore. I was to the point of choking. I saw Edward's mom crying so pitifully, and Edward, who is so strong by heart, starting to have tears in his eyes when this morning he was still giving a speech on the podium, without shedding a tear while I was already crying so badly down there. I guess the promise of salvation and the certainty we will one day meet again in Heaven comfort our hearts somehow. I broke down in my God mother hug outside. I cried out loudly, letting everything out. My heart felt so heavy and I feel so suffocated. After I was back from the burial place I fall asleep in mom's office before going back home. After lunch and bath, I continue sleeping until now. I cried today when I thought I would not. Outside I may seem stronger than any of my other friends but......... deep inside and in situation like this, my weak side (which I did not even knew I had in me) showed. And when it does, I am weaker than any of the others. Oughtn't I feel ashame of being so weak and vulnerable when I once had became so strong?

Rest in Peace..

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