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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Sunday, September 23 ( Ever Thankful.. @ 21:48:00 ) It just hit me, suddenly, as I engaged myself in a prayer and all those sudden reflections. It was like one of those flashbacks in movie. I prayed a long prayer, making up for the lack of quiet time with my Father recently. I am sorry, Father, for taking you for granted. I pray for so many things today. This morning, engaged in the group prayer, words just flow out of my mouth. My mind was blank, but my mouth started saying things that I never thought I would prayed about. It all make sense. As Shing Ning jie jie was the leader who pray for us for our exam, suddenly, I feel a hand on my back, giving me warmth and touching my heart. It was like getting those tiny electric shocks. It was a long, long prayer. I could just hear whisper and feel so at peace at the moment. But when I turned around, I just realise Shing Ning jie jie never did touch me during the entire prayer. I had not been touched this way, in the sense that my heart feel all achy for a long time, much less to feel a hand on my back. Thinking back, it was not spooky at all. I know you are there Father. I know you TOUCH me today! Or maybe even one of your angle. I could feel your hand and the hand has warmth and brought so much changes in my heart. Thank you... As I was saying, this afternoon, before dozing off on my comfy bed and trying surpass my exhaustion due to the sleep at 4-something ( I was stubborn enough to finish the 2 novels I borrow from church Last night from Youth Fellowship and returned them today) to go on reading. I knew I was thirsting for more, thirsting for the truth and for God to show me something, something that even I don't know what is it going to be. God showed me so many things in life. He make me want to cry, laugh and smile at the same time. I knew that He will never leave me and He would always open his door to me. It is us who is reluctant to go to him, finding it a bother to go to him in prayers. Ahhh.. I remember last week's sermon. I remember Rev. Hii saying that God is interuptable, He wants us to interupt Him, and seek Him. Hallelujah to that! I prayed that from these day, I also want to let God interfere in every aspects of my life. It is better off, trying things my own ways and ending up in agony as what had happened just last month. There is no way, I want to go back to that point ever in my life again. Pastor Nickie's sermon also come to my mind today. About how we are always not thankful enough of His provisions to us. How we are not appreciating and giving enough thanks to Him. The thought of that pushes me to go and study harder. He had show me a way, and show me where to go after my SPM. Suddenly, it just seems so obvious today. So vivid, so true that it hurts. I quickly prayed for forgiveness. How I did not appreciate the simple things I taken for granted. For the time he gave me, the ability to sit here and type this post now, how healthy I am, the food He provide me, the clothes, my family finance, as well as Him giving me such a perfect family, so happy and so close. How lucky I am to have computer to study and play games, to have books and a pencil box filled to the point of bursting of diferent type of staionaries, how i could get almost whatever I want, for the true friends around me, for my brothers and sisters in Christ, not handicapped, and most of all Allowing me to Worship Him in peace and without the danger of being shoot dead at gun-point for telling others about the Good News and also for admitting that HE is indeed the Almighty Father. There are more to be poured out from this heart of mine. I feel I could not stop typing and I just wanted to shout for joy and tell everyone out there how the Lord have changes my life, How at peace it is to have Him and how wonderfully everything become when We follow His Words and go according to his plans for each and every one of us. How miraculous everything seems to be. But I must go now and go back to my studies. I am bursting with motivation and will power to do my best now. It is the last shot at my coming SPM! So, I will strife for it and glorify Your mighty Name O Father! Thank you for everything... I also learnt today and evern reassured as well as abosrbed the meaning of having my last seconds on Earth. Who knows what will happen tomorrow except God? Maybe this will be the last week of my life? The last hour? Or maybe I will suddenly go back to the Father in his kingdom. How I will rejoiced that day. But now, I will appreciate and make full use of my time on Earth to glorify His name and expand His kingdom, bring Good News to the unsafe souls and lead the lambs that had gone astray. I am now sure of my purposes and my directions in life. I am glad I had committed my life to Him. The one who loves me more than anything. I will do more, though it may never be enough and are just tiny specks of invisible dusts in the eyes of His. And this Christmas, I would take up Rev Hii's challenge to give away Jesus as a present to someone..^^ I know you will read this, and I want you to know how much this mean to me. I prayed hard that God will answer my prayer as I can see God rejoice in your return to His side. You know who you are.. =) *winks* I want to be able to see you in Heaven one day and rejoice with you. I want to see you save by the Light. And to live forever and ever in the wonderful place called Heaven. I have faith in you and Faith in the Father's words. Because there are so many miracles that you have perform in my life. I know You are here Lord, now and forever. Thank you for that... Labels: Life and Christianity 1 comments |
