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Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not proud
It is not rude
It is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hope
Always perserveres
Love never fails)

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

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Thursday, August 30

( Should I Or Should I Not? @ 17:42:00 )

Rainy, sunny, rainy, sunny. The weather is always one of my uncertainity. Just like me, unpredictable. I don't understand myself, no one ever does understand one self? Dance? Looking bleek. Everything is at the lowest point at the moment. What was meant to turned out as fun and good, turn the other way round. Was it because it was not part of God's plan? It did not harmonise with His mighty plan? I am enjoying being unattached at the moment. But recently, just maybe, I was thinking, how does it felt to be loved? Be really love, pure love. Be it, family love, friend's love, that special someone's love. How does it felt? It had been that long, I forgot how it felt. I no longer see it as better than my favourite ice-cream on a hot day, i forgot about how happy it had make me, and the sense of security it had given to me. Yes, I admit. It's me. It had been my habit to complain when being loved, and saw all the down side. When I don't have it, I will see only the good and forget about the bad, the hurt and the sadness it cause. Then, I would just involve myself again, and let this love-hurt cycle start all over again. Something is very wrong with me. I promise I won't simply be involved anymore. I am sorry, i had turn down. I am sorry if I had hurt any of your feelings. I do not mean to do so. I am just not ready and I am more mature now, to distinguish between a crush and real love. Ahh.How i miss that spring day, eating ice-cream in that ice-cream parlour. It seems to be against me somehow. Even the ice-cream parlour had been closed down. History will not recur. The next time you are back here in this quaint town that hold thousands of memories, it won't be the same. It never will be. If we meet each other on the street, will we pretend to be strangers? Or will we solemnly walk up to each other and said hello and goodbye and go on our separate ways? Or maybe, just maybe, catch up from where we left off, before you board that plane that changes our destiny? I wonder. I wonder if you wonder the same thing too.

Feeling quite trashy at the moment. Will be going out tonight. Hope to lost myself in the crowd in the midst of the Merdeka celebration. Even though, as you all know, I am not much of a patriotic person. I really am not. Just for the sake, Just because... Just because... Happy Mederka to all. Wish you all have a nice weekend.

*P.S* : New batch of wardrobe coming soon! Consisting of Pretty Yann's collection. Both brand new. A cute white mini-T and a pair of really special shoes at a relatively low price. Do check back soon! I will probably post it up by tomorrow, if there is time after practice!

Performance coming up on Saturday! Wish me luck. I don't feel like going onstage anymore. i would be the clown and laughing stock of the school. I am sure. Someone, rescue me! Arghhh.. Why did I get myself into this mess? *tension*

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