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Tuesday, August 7 ( My MVP, My Love @ 13:38:00 ) +MY MVP, MY LOVE+ Chad was pissed off. He didn’t even saw Angelie standing at the doorway to his apartment. The Westbridge High School Basketball Team had just lost the final game of the season against the Senior High. Angelie knew that Chad was vowing for this year’s MVP- Most Valuable Player. He had been practising hard for the past three years. Three long years. Everyday, Angelie could only stand by and watch him practise his skills. And an hour ago, his opponent, Brad was announced MVP of the year. Chad started throwing all his things on the floor. Angelie went in despite the risk of being hit by a flying chair, Angelie hug Chad from behind. “Calm down baby, there’s always another game,” Angelie said. “Ughhh….. I am so mad… That goddamnit Brad,” Chad roared and slapped off Angelie’s hands. It was as if he was being possessed by a demon. All these years since they went steady, Chad and Angelie had had a great and happy relationship. Chad started throwing his duffel bag at the wall and it landed near a basketball player’s poster. Angelie knew Chad’s temper and decided to leave and left Chad to calm himself down first. She knew she couldn’t do anything at this point. She left behind a pink envelope that contains the memoirs of everything that they had had in the past. She had wanted to give it to Chad for his present after winning the game and becoming MVP of the year. But now……… Chad didn’t even know that Angelie had left and he surely had not heard her say goodbye. He went on destroying everything in his sight. By the time he finally stopped, his apartment looked as if a tornado has hit it. He sat down on the sofa, sending another blow on the sofa’s seat and fell asleep in his white basketball team uniform in exhaustion. When he woke up, it was morning already. He looked around for his mobile phone. He remembered throwing it onto the floor the night before. He finally found it under a pile of papers used to design strategies for the games and tear the paper up. Due to the strong impact, the cover of his mobile phone had come off and the battery had dropped out as well. He replaced the battery and the cover. When he was about to switch on his phone, the house phone lying under the torn poster rang. He picked up the phone. “Hello, Chad speaking.” “Chad? This is Stephy. I couldn’t reach your mobile the whole night. I just got your number from Darren. Oh my god, my sister was being knock down by a truck on the way home from the game last night. Angelie’s now in critical condition. We are all at the Legacy Memorial hospital now. Please come.” Stephy said in between sobs. Chad almost dropped the phone upon hearing the news. “I will be there in ten minutes.” He rushed out of his apartment without taking anything with him. On the way there, he flashback all they had been through all these years and warm tears begin to welled up in his eyes. He began to cry softly. The happy face of Angelie keep crossing his mind and he realised that all these while, he had only been busy with his practice and did not spend much time with Angelie. He had only care about his own feelings and problems and had never even thought of Angelie’s feelings. “Please wait for me, Angie. I’m coming.” Chad whispered. Once he arrives at the hospital, he rushed to the receptionist and asks her about Angelie’s ward. The lift felt as if it was taking forever to reach the fifth floor, the Intensive Care Unit. He easily found her ward. Her family were all outside the ward, crying. He rushed into the room and prays that Angelie will be okay. To his dismay, he found Angelie in bandages and with tubes and wires inserted into her body. His heart was heavy and broke into pieces. His once happy and lively Angelie is now lying there, unconscious and in pain. He cries afresh. As he took her hand and placed it in his own, he felt that her hand were not as warm as before. It felt lifeless and limp. His tears dripped onto her hand. He kissed her hand. How he wishes then, that Angelie will wake up and scold him or hit him, but all that could only be imagined. That moment, how he wishes that he had never lost his temper then. He blames himself for not appreciating what was most important in his life. How he wish that Angelie will be okay and wake up to be with him. He wishes that she will wake up and he will appreciate her even more. He makes a promise to himself that he will care and appreciate Angelie more when she wakes up. But, Angelie had slipped into a coma and may never wake up. “I’m so sorry baby. Please wake up. I love you; I can’t live without you in my life. Today is so beautiful, if you wake up, we can go to the beach. I know you had always wanted to go but I had no time. Now, we can go. Please wake up, baby. And you had promised me to attend this year’s Christmas Ball. I promised you to buy you a prom dress for your Christmas present. You haven’t chosen the one you like yet. Wake up please. And you said that you wanted to celebrate New Year with me this year. You promised, Baby, please don’t break your promise, Please wake up…” Chad pleads. But Angelie just lies there motionless. As Chad chant on, the slow beeping sound of the respirator and the monitor beep slowly, as if accompanying Chad’s pleading. Tears rolled down from Angelie’s cheek. Then, the monitor went flat. Angelie’s heart stopped beating and her breathing stopped. Angelie had decided to stop fighting and leave. Doctors and nurses tried to revive the young patient but all their efforts failed. Chad felt as if the whole world had just collapses around him when the doctor pronounced Angelie’s death at 8.06am. When she was being wheeled to the mortuary before her funeral the next day, Chad managed to kiss her on her forehead for the last time. There was still a little warmth remaining on Angelie. Chad returns to his apartment with a broken heart. His beloved Angie had gone back to Lord, leaving him behind. He tidied up his apartment and while doing so, he found a pink envelope lying on the floor among some broken pieces of a photo frame. He picked the envelope up. It smelt as if it had been sealed with a kiss, the smell of Angelie’s favourite lip gloss. He open the envelope and found torn ticket of the first movie that they had ever went to about 3 years back, the first love letter that Chad had written to Angelie and a photo of them going to the spring formal together for the first time. Chad cried and a drop of tear drip onto the photo, making it looks as if, Angelie was crying in the photo. He wiped off his tear from the photo and put back the contents of the envelope back to where they belong. He brought the envelope close to his heart and kept the precious treasure in a box that he kept in his drawer. It was the last gift that Angelie gave to him, for him to treasure for the rest of his life, his life without Angelie. That night, he cried himself to sleep and when he woke up in the morning, he wished everything was a nightmare. But it was all true. He pulled on a black shirt and pants and picked up his mobile phone. He set off towards Angelie’s funeral at the St. Thomas church. Later on, Angelie’s remains were brought to the funeral grounds beside the church. When they lower the coffin into the ground, Chad cried again. His eyes were red and swollen from all the crying. Angelie’s parents gave him a pat on the back and went on their way home, but without Angelie now. Chad stayed behind and kneels on Angelie’s freshly dug grave. However, he felt something protruding in the pockets of his pants and found his mobile phone there. He switched on his phone and put it back into his pocket while he grimed on the death of the one he had love most. The vibration from his phone forced him to take out the phone and saw a message. ‘One voicemail message. Call 1675893 to retrieve.’ The voice mail was from Angelie. “Chad, baby. Angie had to go first. Sorry darling, for breaking my promise to live with you forever and to marry you. Angie’s going to die soon. Angie is lying in Angie’s own pool of blood. Angie is in pain.Angie feels so cold. Angie needs your warm hugs now. To feel secure. Dear, baby can’t hold on any longer. No one can help baby now. The angels are coming to get me. The white angels that I told you before. But, Chad baby, please don’t cry for me when I’m gone. Just keep me in your mind and heart. And when you think of me, you must be happy. Angie will always be by your side and I love you. I will miss you, Angie feel sorry for what Angie had done wrong before. Please take care of yourself when I’m not here anymore. I love you forever. Dear, you must take care. We will see each other again. I am sor…” The message was never finished. The message ending was a loud thud as the mobile phone had dropped out of Angelie’s grasp onto the cement pavement and she slipped into a coma. The chaos around the scene, the siren of the ambulance and police and shouting was heard. Then, the message end. What hurts Chad even more is that Angelie was still thinking of him till the last minute. She sounded as if she was breathing in difficulty and sobbing when leaving the message. He never realised how much she had love him. He never really appreciates her when she was there. How he had taken for granted the time they had together, the hugs and kisses she have give to him. The warmth and care that Angelie had given to him all this while. He felt emptier still. Chad threw the phone onto the ground. He dug the earth with his bare hands till his fingers bled. He threw himself onto the grave in exhaustion and cried loudly. But, Angie will never come back no matter what. “Please come back, baby. I know you can hear me. Please come back. I need you in my life. Baby, please. Dear beg you. I can’t live without you. Darling need baby’s hugs. Dear really cant face the world on my own. I need you, baby. I need you. Please come back. Please. Please. Please.” Chad whispered. When Chad was leaving, he heard a soft whisper “I love you too. We will meet again.” He was sad and went on his way home. However on the way, Chad was knocked down by a car. The driver was drunk. Chad’s was drag for 15 metres before the car came to a halt. Chad’s motorbike was crushed and falls apart. Chad felt light headed and a bright light shone as he slipped away from the chaos and heard the siren getting nearer to the scene of the accident. The white and bright light some how attract his attention. He walked towards the light, seeing Angelie waiting for him at the other end. Angelie was dressed in a flowing white dress with white flowers on her hair. “Hey, baby. We met again. I told you we will meet again.” “Where am I?” “You’re in heaven.” “I’m dead?” “Yea, I’m afraid so baby. Now both of us are stranded here.” Chad went to hug Angelie and said, “Hey, I miss you. I don’t care if I had died. I just want to be with you baby. I’m so sorry. Now no one is going to tear us apart.” Chad was pronounced dead a few hours later. His skull had cracked and his legs were broken. There was no way he could be saved. Another funeral was held the day after that. Even though the driver was wrong, Chad will never ever blame him will he? It’s because of him that he was able to reunite with Angelie again. Now, he will never let go. And as a classic ending, Chad and Angelie lived happily ever after - in heaven. +THE END+ ****************************** There you go, Ah Da~ i hope you enjoy this. ^^ I am looking forward to your story, hurry send it over , then I will post it for you^^.. Hello folks! For your info, Ah Da~ gor gor is a Sibu-ian studying in NS now^^. He read my story and smsed me last night and agve some opinion.^^ Very much appreciated and he suggested something that is not quite my style, so I had had him write the story and send it over to be posted here because he is too lazy to keep a blog. According to him, : "My assignment is like Everest. I don't have the time to keep a blog!" Haha. I am giving you the privilege to post anything you want on my blog lor.^^. So, look out ya all, for THE INVASION OF AH DA~, SIBU-IAN GONE NS-IAN. Haha..I know, that sounds retarded, just like me. Am I am proud of it. The retardness is part of me, without it, I won't be me! ^^ ********** Hee, I am declaring one more thing today! Yesterday was the weather. Today it's me. YES YES YES! You guess right. I AM GOING NUTS! I am super grumpy + nausea + sleepy + tired now. Thanks to my nuttiness, I perservere in studying through the night. I had Cheng~ calling me at 2am to wake me up for studying history as Zhi Zhi had suggested. Cheng~ is so unreliable.hmmph..I told him to call, and you know what he did? Send a silly message. I sleep like a log, what. You think I can wake up with a message? Tsk tsk tsk* luckily I did not sleep well ( as I always does on the night before history papers) last night. I had imsonia again due to history test and the history facts ( don't know right or wrong) were swimming in my mind the whole night. I feel so blur right now. I slept at at 12 am. Hehe..Don't kill me cheng~. He threathened not to call me up when we were still smsing until 11 something because he had stuff to ask and I had history to study. He was emphasizing how I would be exhausted the next day (totally true) and call me insane so many time I lost count. He is also insane, every night stay up due to imsonia, then watch television ( or study..=p) -so he said *rolls eyes* (he was probably chewing at books every night.) But still thank you lar cheng~ for giving me a morning call. I told him I will sleep at 11 but pssst..between you and me, I sleep at 12am. Haha..Don't tell him..shhhh.. I woke up at 2 am to find myself feelig so starved I thought I was going to die of hunger. So, I creep downstair and had a cup of soy oat meal with half slice of bread after calling up Zhi Zhi to study (she asked me to) before hitting the books. My eyes were so heavy and I forced them to stay wide open. Luckily, luckily, I woke up in the wee hours of the morning and check the sms that Cheng~ send to me bout the history tips and realised I totally miss the part about the Peperangan Islam! Luckily, I still had the time to flipped back and study the subtopic. I sleep at around 5am unintentionally because I was truly very tired by then and sleep till 6am. I did not want to wake up! ggrrrr... But it was worth the toll, because for the first time, i know how to answer a history paper with exception of a few questions and the last 2 sub-essay with i had completely no idea what it was, because I never did managed to totally finish the revision. But, I am proud of myself, for I did what I thought was impossible. After history papers today, during break time, I was skipping happily to Cheng~ class to tell him I know how to do my papers for the first time, just to have him take my literature notes and having him say that he will keep it until it molded. There goes my notes. Haihzzz... I am going to nap now before waking up and studying Physics for tomorrow! I had not touch Physics. Yikes! Doomed! Before I forget, yes, yes, The weather is still crazy today. It was real windy and cold this morning then suddenly the sweltering, humid, scorching heat return. Bah! Humbug! And curse the one who invented the stupid soft toy which make a stupid squeeky *I love you* sound when pressed! I had enough of it, Apparently someone, I don't know who was obsessed with the stupid toy and was pressing it during exam for I don't know how many time. I was already tired and grumpy and trying to finish my English paper. It really does annoy me, so much so taht, i thought I was going to snatch it up and throw it out of the window from the thrd floor or better still, shove it down his/her throat. There! I am nuts! Yippee! Labels: Self-written short stories 2 comments |
