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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Saturday, August 4 ( Angel Of Spring (Part 5) @ 22:29:00 ) ***** Days passes , Natasha's condition worsens. She was on medication. She grew thinner and thinner. Doctor suggested that she went for chemotheraphy but Natasha strongly refused. She know that she was going to die anyway. She just could not bear to feel more pain. Her parents respect her decision with a heavy heart and Natasha continue her medication. She often threw tantrums and asked for simple requests from Larry. Larry had never been willing to do any of these childish requests and he refused. Natasha asked for an engagement ring before Larry left for work but Larry did not fulfil her silly request as well. Natasha gave up hope and decide to treat Larry as good as she can before she leave. Finally, during Christmas, Larry came back. Natasha managed to fool larry into believing that she had lose weight. Putting on a thick make-up, natasha managed to cover up her pale face. She wore long-sleeved blouses to cover her bruised body. Luckily, it was winter, so the winter garments cover up nicely for her. That evening, they spent time together. Larry love Natasha with all his heart and decide that they would be together until the end of time. Time move fast and early spring approach. Larry was prepared to go back for his work. The night before he left, Natasha snuggle up to him on the couch, while the tv flicker in the dim light in Natasha's room. They were watching a love drama. Natasha said nothing through the whole night and just smiled. It was their anniversary. Larry felt something out of place because the usually talkative Natasha was most quiet, but he conclude that Natasha was just sulky and gloomy because he was leaving the next day. Suddenly, Natasha began to cough badly. She was covering her mouth with her hand. Larry was shocked to see blood tricking down from between the gaps of her fingers. "What's wrong?!" "Nothing. I am fine, you are fine, everyone's fine. It's just my dreaded hacking cough." Natasha smiled weakly and got up to clean up the mess. She went into the bathroom and quickly reach for her medication in her pocket. She had forgotten to take her medication that day and she was in deep pain. She plopped onto the cold bathroom floor and passed out. Meanwhile, Larry was anxiously waiting for Natash. He knocked on the bathroom door and upon hearing no response, he gave the door a strong bump and to his ultimate horror, found Natasha on the floor, unconscious. Some pills were scattered on the floor and the bottle that contained the medicine were still held in Natasha's weak grasp. Blood were still trickling down her lips. LArry carried her and was further amazed by how light she was. He accidentally slipped up Natasha's sleeve to reveal numerous bruises on her hand. Further checks, there were needles wounds on her spine and arms. Tears coursed down his cheek and he called out to Natasha's parents. They rushed her to the nearest hospital and doctor declared her condition was most critical as Natasha had slipped into a coma. Only then did Larry knew of Natasha's illness. he was crushed and regretted that he had not loved her enough. He had failed even to pleased her by performing the simple requests of hers. he had respond by calling her childish. He remembered how he roughly brushed her off and wonder how much pain she had had went trough by herself. His tears welled in his eyes and he ran out of the hospital much to the amazement of Natasha's parents. He got into his car and was determined to fulfil Natasha's wish. At the same time, he realised how important she was to him and that he really did loved her with his whole heart. He could not bear to lose her. He went back to his apartment without uttering a word to his parent and change into a clean shirt as Natasha's blood had stained his shirt when he had carried her into the car when sending her to the hospital earlier on. He opened up his luggage that Natasha had helped him pack that morning and was surprised to find a bottle of colourful paper stars on top of his clothes. There was a letter with it. The letter reads...... ************ Sneak peek : Dear, would you marry me?Please?...........He slipped the platinum ring into her finger......... -The last part of the story would be posted tomorrow! check back for the ending1^^ ********** I want to be an anorexic! I read Nicole's blog today. I truly see eye to eye with her. Yes..I am FAT..very very very FAT.. This is Asia...Where girls with a waist of 23 and 24 inches are ideal and wearing clothes of XS or S in size is what we call beautiful..yes yes..being underweight is most acceptable and being an anorexic is no biggie compare to being fat..I had been 80++ kgs before and I understand what she is trying to tell me but Nicole, is just no where near fat..=.="..That's the irony..oh well..I am going to diet again. And yes..fine.. I am still a bulimic..=X..but not purposely..It is just part of me now I gues..*rolls eyes*...finger cross.I am going on detox again.. Oh..below are some pictures that were taken quite a long time ago and picture that I took recently..Yeah...I know..Laugh your heads off at my fat a*s..I know..I am fat..I had always tell you how fat I am..yadda yadda yadda. I had always been fat, still am fat and hopefully I won't be in the future..I am not saying being fat is wrong to me, but I just don't feel right walking around with a tummy and ginormous thigh, flabby arms and cellulites!!!BAh!  I am the one wearing that light green shirt..see?Taken in 2003  Oh great..I am so big I am amaze at how i used walk through doors..=.= I got more pics that I was bigger than these..Jus they are not in my comp.. taken in 2003  my passport pic in 2002... i knoe..laugh ur head of..=.="  flabby arm,cellulites!, big fat tummy!!!taken yesterday..bah..I told u I am fat..sorry for making u puke on ur keyboard hor..  And yes..I still have fat face..grrr.....i know..laugh lor..like hyena.. **** Happy birthday DADDy! I love you..mwharzzz!!! Labels: Self-written short stories 9 comments |
