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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words Pray with Me -Sister's spiritual growth -Auntie Christina Sim's health & healing -Developing countries -Spiritual growth -Knowing what God has in plan for me -Relatives to know about Christ -Gift of Giving -Studies -Health and well-being of family -Discipline and focus in goals -Perserverence in reading the bible daily Bros & Sis<3 Aimst Fellowship Crystal Bian Bian Lily姐 小云姐 Teddy哥哥 Alex^^ Jasper Max Mic Mic Shi Yi Edith Val Yee Loi Larry Joy Kelvin C Kawaii Kevin Evelyn Felicia Jacinta Rome Serenne Lawson Blogs I Read Yuu~Chan Vain Kenny Xiu Wen Fai Fai Stephy Vincent Joey Shaunnie Christine Baby Bear(Li Ann) Papa Bear(Zhang Huai) Amelia^^ Angeline(Dolphin) Clement Yi Cheng Zhi Hui Rachael Kuan Wen Wei Lian Have a Look Cheesie Xia Xue Vivian Su Ann May Zhee Jessica Peggy Yan Wen Dawn Nira Gwendolyn Cai Weii Esther Pei Yeeng Feisty Charmaine Michelle Justice4BengHock YMI Isabella Chukei-Baby Let bygone be bygone. July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 March 2011 |
Friday, August 3 ( Angel of Spring (Part 4) @ 21:39:00 ) ***** There was silence. NAtasha was caught completely off-guard. She did not know if she should be happy or sad.. "NAtasha, you there? I am sorry if I had said the wrong thing but...." "No, I am here. Don't be sorry. You did nothing wrong." "Can I call you dear for the rest of my life? Natasha?" "We are friends, sure thing." "No, no Tasha. I want you to be my girl. Please?" *long pause* "yes....yes Larry. I...I love you too." Natasha's tears were coursing down her cheek. She was unable to control her emotion and broke down. They were a very happy pair of couple. Natasha and Larry decided that weeping around was not going to change anything. They decide to spend as much time as possible with each other before Larry leave for his work in summer. Spring that year was the most memorable and blissful to both Natasha and Larry. They celebrted their first Valentine's Day together and attended a ball on that eventful night. For the first time in her life, natasha received a rose from a guy, a guy whom she love dearly and who loves her as much. She was no beauty, but just a simple and ordinary girl. But to larry, she was very special and precious. She was the angel that brought light to light up his dark world. Before leaving for work, Larry was sensitive enough to gave a small bear to Natasha for her to hug in his absence, to keep her company . It was her most prize possesion. His warm hugs and tender kisses were vividly implanted in her mind. The loving ways of larry touched her heart. Time flew by and it was time to say their goodbye. Being brave for Larry, Natasha did not shed a tear. The morning that Larry was scheduled to fly off, Natasha was unable to send him off at the airport. She was inside the classroom, sitting for her exam. Larry were very sad. He could not and did not want to leave either. He was eager to leave that small town before he met natasha. After knowing her, he was reluctant to go but he had no choice. Since Larry leave, natasha have not felt loved. larry was always busy and tired that Natasha did not have the heart to bother him. She did not really understand Larry that much and it seemed that they had no similar topics to talk about. In her quest to be strong, larry misinterpret and the memory of how his ex-girlfriend had suddenly leave him and marry another flicked in his mind. Larry's heart harden all of a sudden and make a decision to not love Natasha as much as he had before. He did not want to be hurt again and his past was most traumatising. No matter what Natasha tried to explain, larry just brushed her off, refusing to listen. natasha was deeply hurt when larry did not trust her anymore and accused her of lies. Natasha heart's smashed when Larry stop paying attention to her, ignoring her completely, not caring and loving her as before. Everything seems to be changing fast. It was never the same anymore. Natasha could only cried herself to sleep every night, having no place to turn to. She really did loved Larry, so much that she was willing to bear all the pain and misery alone. However, things eventually looked up. Larry begin to care for her again after sometime when Natasha broke down and weaken. They were as sweet as before. But Natasha started to understand Larry more and stop being childish. 2 months after Larry left for work, Natasha fell sick. She had not been a very strong girl since she went on a crash diets a few years back. She was a bulimic and had spoilt her health in the process. The year before, she had been sick for most of the time, for more than 6 months, she had been seen having the flu, fever or any other mild sickness. She got used to it. Towards the end of the summer, Natasha was getting ridiculously sick. She always got bruise and often got fever out of the blues. She knew something was very wrong. Her family brought her to the doctor aftr she had the fainting spell during dinner. Her nightmare was coming true. She knew it all along. Her family were grief to see her in pain. She did not want to burden Larry who was just settling down okay at his new place. He was constantly stresses with his new workplace and his colleagues. The last thing Natasha wants to do was to get on his nerve and thus, she hid the truth from Larry. **************** Sneak peek : ......Natasha strongly refused.......respect her decision....threw tantrums and unreaasonable....Natasha gave up hope....lose weight.....They spent time together....Together until the end of time......She said nothing but just smile....How important she was to him....a bottle of paper stars in luggage... ***************** Standing in between : I was sitting down at the back doorstep and sipping my mug of cold, frothy Horlick with chocolate rice toppings. The smooth taste was so overwhelming. It taste most delightful on such a humid afternoon. Looking around, I saw green grass and trees. The blue sky and the clouds. I was thinking, how I am stuck in between 2 identities. Born into a wrong country. I am a Chinese living in a Muslim country where the government strongly biased. Even if so, if I do move to China, I still don't belong. Why do I have to be an alien? But, I am an alien on Earth. everyone of us is. My real home is in Heaven and i can't wait to go back there..^^  frothy horlick!^^  before picture.. messy bed...flooded with books..Lol..I am just moving my books upstair where I will revise for thses few months!^^  After pic: Haha..Neater right?^^ The things on the shelves are my pencil cases^^and geometry stes^^..Good thing dad brought this shelves back 2 days ago..^^I should seriously stop book-shopping..all those are form 4/5 books..O.o  dad brought back this shelf too..^^ Haha..I love it..I should consider stopping jewellery shopping too..=X..The boxes in the first 2 shelves are filled with jewelleries, hair scrunchies, accesories, etc! =.=" I don't want to be so crazy! The 3rd shelf is my pens and pencils..O.o..the last shelf is story books and sis books..=.="  Me! wad else..zhi lian kuang..Haha..i just love that shirt..It was bought in Bali by auntie..lol..very very comfy and the cutting is nice!^^wearing it for the first time..lol.. 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