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Sunday, August 5 ( Angel Of Spring (Last Part) @ 15:42:00 ) Dear Larry, By the time you read this, I will not be by your side anymore, I guess. Dear, all these times I had been missing you and loving you. I never know if you love me as much. Baby, I am deeply hurt when you decide not to love me as much and accuse me of lying. Dear, I had tried hard to explain to you that I was just trying to be strong for you dear. I did not want to be that flimsy little girl that cries for you every time something went wrong. You teach me to be strong and I am strong now dear. You will see how strong I had been all these while… =) Baby, you know I love you right? Inside all these stars are my wishes for you… Every single one of them dear. I hope that you would treasure them. I had folded all those 1999 stars with all my heart and my sincerest regards. And I hope that the wishes I wrote in them would come true just as Melissa told me they will. =). Larry, I never ask for much. I just want to be by your side and to know that you are safe and happy. To see you smile is the biggest joy that you could bring dear. A hug and a kiss from you mean so much. I really miss those days by the beach strolling with you, laying on the balcony at night, looking at the stars, the time you fed me with chocolate ice-cream from that shop where we went for our first date, the shopping trip together, the spring cleaning that we did together, the time we watch movie together and you suddenly lean over to kiss me on my cheek and the silent nights we spend together when I curled next to you under the comforter and fall asleep on your chest. Thanks for lighting up my world dear, showing me the meaning of true love. I will never regret. Just remember that I love you, baby. Till the next time we meet. Take care of yourself baby. I really do love you. Mwharzzz… Lots of hugs and kisses, NATASHA Larry froze and warm tears make its way don his cheek. His heart was aching like crazy and it was bleeding profusely. He started to unfold the stars. He did not have to unfold them all. All the stars contain Natasha’s wishes for him, in her own handwriting. How little had she wanted but he had never given anything to her. She was always thinking of him, while Natasha never really crosses his mind. How simple his Natasha’s thinking had been. Now, he may never have the chance to fulfil her wishes and requests. How pure had his angel been all these while. Her heart was golden. He grabbed the box containing what he had just bought and rushed to the hospital. The bottle of stars had dropped to the floor and the contain were scattered all over the floor of his room… Natasha was still in a coma. Natasha’s parents left Larry alone in the ward for them to be alone. Larry held back his tears when he saw that a few more needles and tubes had been inserted into her arms and body. How painful must she have felt all these while? Why had he been so ignorant and blind towards his angel? His heart smashed into tiny bits. Under the dim side table lamp, Larry could see clearly Natasha’s face. Without make-up, her eyes were sunken. Some bruises had appeared on her pale face. Her lips were purplish and dry. He strokes her black hair lovingly. He remembered how he had loved the smell of her hair and how she snuggles up to him always. Now, she was just lying there, motionless. He missed her sweet smile and laughter. He realised that he might never hear or see them again. He lifts up her bony hands. “Dear, baby…I love you. You know that? I am so so sorry that I had not paid enough attention to you. I really hope that you will wake up now and give me a chance. I will fulfil all your requests. Had you not want me to accompany to watch those soap operas you love so much but which I never wanted to watch? Had you not want to go to the beach and make sandcastles with me? You said that I could be the king, remember? How could you forget? Huh? Baby, I want you to marry me too.” Larry took out a white velvet box from his pocket and removed a shiny ring from it. “Dear, would you please marry me? Please?” Larry could not contain himself anymore and broke into tears. He had wanted to be strong and not shed a tear in front of Natasha, for he was ashamed that he had told Natasha to be strong but he himself was even weaker than her. But that night, he had cries countless of times in from of Natasha. “Dear, would you marry me? Please? I beg you. Wake up and tell me!” At that instance, tears flow down Natasha’s cheeks. Larry bent down and kisses her tears just as he had done before when Natasha cried in front of him before he left for work. “Baby please, I know you can hear me.” He took her bony hand into his and kissed it. He slipped the shiny platinum ring encrusted with a diamond into her finger. Natasha gave a jolt and breathe her last. Her hand slipped from his grasp and the ring fell out of her finger and hits the floor with a soft “ting”. The monitor flattens and Natasha was gone-forever. “Please baby, don’t sleep anymore. Come back… I love you…I really do...” ****** Finally, the ending is out..phew *wipes sweat* I know this story may not be killer but I like it. It inspire me. Exam starting tomorrow. Still revising for history and hopefully start revision on Physics soon! Luckily today managed to cover logic gates that subtopic..>.<..But Radioactivity whole chapter not yet teach! How to exam? Grrrr..For the first time I felt like studying and really do well, and now this. OWh well. I will do my best and I am NOT NOT NOT going to fail my add maths and History again! Never! Holiday will be spend at Callie jie jie house, doing revision for those I don't know. I am Soooo lucky to have a pretty jie jie who is a teacher and her handsome *winks* and very very smart brother who is currently doing medicine to tutor me. HAha. I hope Simon can really help me with stuff I don't know. He got 10A1s..Lol..I want to be like him! Hmmm..Brain transplant possible? I will get the English and Maths brain from Markie Gor Tor and Su Ann, then get the Physics and Add Maths brain from Simon and Chemistry brain as well as Biology brain from Callie jie! Then Sejarah and BM get from Joseph, Pendidikan Moral take from Markie again I guess and EST too..Ahhh. Brain transplant... How miraculous will it be if we all have memory cards in our brain, like some type of chip and can exchange them. Wahahahaha! I am thinking too much. The studying stuff is getting into my mind. ~spookie~ Later going for dance practice. I miss yesterday 2 hour practice just to study History. Hey, even when I am busy with studies also need to exercise right? Chill. i don't want to be fatter or rounder after SPM like most of the SPM candidates because all they did was to stay home all day, in the studyroom, stuffing infos from books and eating. Oh great. I did that then I would be so darn fat I would be stuck in the doorway. Picture it? Yeah, it's funny.=.=" It won't happen to me. I won't let it! Speaking of practice, the stupid ge-si-ge-wak guard at Dewan Suarah is pissing me off! arghh..unplugging our cable when practising..No music. Say we haave to write letter and yadda yadda, pay whatsoever. Pay? Fine! What's with the hassle to write letters huh? Crazy. Seriously, I don't think he take his job THAT seriously. Two face hypocrite pig! Please lar, just take care that I won't slap you perverted 20 cent face one of these days. Bah! You eat shit la. If you are that good you won't be sitting in that tiny and humid hut watching some stupid cheap show on that teeny-weeny television ok? *rolls eyes* Seriously, if someone was to rob anything(if there is anything to rob) from the stupid Dewan Suarah, or burn the place down, you would probably peed in your pants and cried and hide in the corner calling for mommy. Hahahaha.. one more, Dewan suarah in chinese reads ming zhong hui tang. Please lar. It is meant for public use you idiot faggot Jerk. Use your pig brain to think? Like duh? Or you can just use your fat butt to think like my sis always say. No offence, but you are just a Loser, with capital L. thats all folks, I may not update daily after these. Need to study study and study! tata~ best of luck to you all taking exams or working !^^ Labels: Self-written short stories 0 comments |
