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Child of God  ~[Lily Soon] ~Belongs to God. ~I don't bite. ~Music is beautiful. Here & There Talk To Me Definition of Love Love is kind It does not envy It does not boast It is not proud It is not rude It is not self-seeking It is not easily angered It keeps no record of wrongs Love does not delight in evil But rejoices with truth It always protects Always trusts Always hope Always perserveres Love never fails) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 God's Words “For Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.” -2 Corinthians 5:14-15
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Tuesday, July 31 ( Angel Of Spring @ 17:54:00 ) *** He wept in silence as the angel flew back to Heaven where she belongs. Beautiful as the spring but also as temporary. But, she will never come back durin spring next year or any other spring after this. She is gone forever. Suddenly, the windows of Heaven open and bring forth a drizzle, on an evening of the ending spring, as if accompanying the tears in his eyes. he whispered "I love you" under his breath and walk away. he know that he will love her forever. "My angel", he cried..... That winter, Natasha and Sean broke up. The 7-months difficult relationship finally ended after causing countless of miseries to them both, Natasha especially. The cold and bitterness of the winter seems to suit the feelings of them both. Natasha had been lucky for the pass relationship with Mike was also broken up by others, ridiculously, his mother. This time, Sean said the word and that was that. No turning back like before. Natasha had come to know that a lot more people appreciate and love her after the camp. She decided that it was also best asSean was tormenting her and they are just from two very different worlds. She had always been displeased and hurt by Sean aggresive ways, but somehow, her soft-heartedness ruled her and she did not voice out her desire to end the relationship. Sean had harassed her mentally and physically. She was very troubled and it did no good to her. Several time, she committed suicide to escaped from her problems but to no avail. Sean was just adding to her burden. No, Sean was her main problem. thinking back, it must be due to Sean's family. There were domestic violence and no love at all. He was also a problem child. He is ill-mentally, if that is not the word to describe him, then, he is an insane pervert. He harassed her sexually as well and had forced her times after times to make love but Natasha managed to stay firm and refuse every time. It was also the main reason that they always squibble. the break-up had seemed like a blessing from God. She decided to leave the darkness and walk into the light. No regrets........ To be continue...... Sneek peak : .......Harry had had feelings for her........He show her the way out........meet her love, her last love in her life, and when she does, her heart leaped with joy...... Labels: Self-written short stories 1 comments Monday, July 30 ( Overripe Plum @ 22:20:00 ) Labels: Random and Rambling 0 comments Thursday, July 26 ( Fallen leave @ 14:30:00 ) After school, standing by the road side, the dovoid feeling still hung in my deep heart's core. There is that depressing feeling cause by the outburst. As I looked up the sky, I saw a dead brown leaf fall onto the brown instead of the lush green trees. I saw the grey sky and the cloud were almost invisible against the dull sky. I had always turn to nature when I felt sad. It pacify me but not today. Even those happiness elements of nature seems to be against me today. I sighed again. The suffocating smell of fume seem stronger as the breeze blow gently. I was lost in my thought. Suddenly, I turn around, just to find a patch of navy blue sky right behind me. with bellowing clouds that are as white as snow. I smile. I look futher seawards and saw the soft baby blue sky faraway, admidst the lush forest of green trees. The yellow,and green leaves make put a smile on my face and in my heart. I could almost smell the saltiness of the sea and the sea breeze blowing right then, right there. It could not have been better. It had make what seems to be the most depressing day seems most spectacular. Thank you God, for showing me the way, the path and It is great comfort to know that You are always there for us, on our side. We knew we do the right thing. Thank you for such a great day. I love you as much as you love me. Labels: Emotions and Memories 0 comments Wednesday, July 25 ( negaraku @ 16:35:00 ) Guys, check this out! This video had been entertaining me for hours! First time I love our national anthem so much,.ow I wish we can sing this at assembly instead. You may have watch it before. I have watch this video repeatedly for so many times. This morning before going to school, I on the computer and listen to it again. I was wide awake the whole day despite the fact I was listening to this until 1 am last night.. =X.That's how good I think it is-in my opinion! Yeah!!!! That guy is my hero!!!!!!!!! Labels: Thoughts and Life 2 comments Saturday, July 21 ( Updates! @ 22:16:00 ) Geez wheez.. mom gave me a cute computer mouse. GREAT! cos: 1) it is an optical mouse. (i am tired of roller type mouse.) 2) it has liquid in them with cute stuff floating inside the transparent body of the mouse!!!!!! 3) It got pretty blinking and changing bright neon LED inside! I lurrve lights!!! That's all. I want to go do my homework, more practice, my beloved book and sleep! My blog is rated general viewing!!!!=p..I am so guai! HAhaha "guai" Labels: Random and Rambling 0 comments Monday, July 16 ( Friends~ @ 22:50:00 ) HAd been feeling emotional the whole day through due to the song. In a few months time, a glimpse of an eye, it will be December. It would be my last year in secondary school. I was thinking how could I held back tears when I have to part with my friends whom I had grown so fond of? Especially those going overseas for studies like dearie zhi zhi? I will cry my heart out. Ah Ling? How about her? She will be going back to her hometown in Perak after SPM. I will miss her so much. Her presence in my life had cause such drastic changes in my life. Changes that are good. I highly doubt that in pursuing tertiary education or working, we would be able to interact like at present time. Maybe we would lost contact and that's it. I feel very reluctant to part. How I wish I could stop the time at this moment and be with them. Friends, You guys are better than any boyfriends, Your love overwhelmed, You care, You were always there for me, At time of difficulties and sadness, You never left my side, Offer your shoulder for me to cry on, And see me at my worse and still- Your care to me did not cease. Dear friends, I love you all...I never want to part.. Labels: Emotions and Memories 0 comments Sunday, July 15 ( Farley Members' Day! @ 22:57:00 ) So, random pics ok?^^  The face in the middle was suppose to be me. Mr. Alan a.k.a Physics teacher explaining that i repel guys.  Grandma, the hand that had care for me. I love you grandma. So much.. * took this pic when grandma was already in a more stable condition and asleep.  View from the ward...  That yellow sign from childhood. How long had it been?  A day at the kindergarten that Ivy jie~ works at.  The 2 cutie^^  Grandma...  Me and happy penny^^  Practising in the toi  let of Evryly Hotel. Lol. I am a bag stand!Me and the overall champion! Ee Lin a.k.a Chrys!  Yeah, it was that stay-up-til 5 am night!  From Voir! the dress that burn a hole on my pocket due to the courtesy of the Farley Members' Day. I am such a shopacholic and shopimaniac..whatever those words mean. Tata~sleepy me~ Labels: Random and Rambling 2 comments Saturday, July 14 ( Yipee! @ 22:45:00 ) So, results : *drumrolls please* Ehem ehem, hear ye hear ye, the result is out. Our school bag The trophy for the Best School category!! ( to that teacher that mocked us, We are so not scare of you! It is of no use to be so bitchy to us and feeling so arrogant for we are bitchier and we were READY! blearkkk..=p) *triumphant smiles* Overall winners of all categories went to Chrystal!!!ARFGGGGGGGHHHHH!!! SO happy! hehe^^Congrats Chryssie dear! I had known from the start that you are sure to be the champion! LOL So, I got the champion under the Chinese/Indian category, *grins and shocked* Amelia gurl got champion!!!!under the Malay/Melanau category!!! *grins till reach ears already) Congrats girl!!!You did well!! Sharifah got (2nd runner up?) for the Malay/Melanau team. ^^ Congrats gurl! Gideon got the 3rd runner up for the Dayak/Orang Ulu category. Overall, we had sent 6 participants and 5 of us went back with the individual prizes. ^^!!!!WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA And out of 14 prizes we bagged 6 out af all! Yeah! We rocksss!! So the lesson is, DO NOT provoke us, we are bitchy and we bite right back. Haha. So, don;t try that challenging and mocking tricks, it always works - For us to win!!! =p * I will post up photos soon. Trying to get the photos and videos of the whole contest part 1 and 2. ^^ tata~ Labels: Random and Rambling 0 comments Thursday, July 12 ( Photo blog? @ 20:05:00 ) I will post my photo blog in the next post!^^Got to go practice now!^^tata~~ Labels: Random and Rambling 1 comments Wednesday, July 11 ( Rainy Rainy Day~ @ 18:48:00 ) Well, the rain had stop completely now. I feel so secure and comfy inside the house. With moist chocolate cake, freshly bake by mom this morning and a mug of cold fresh milk, i had tea for once. It is indeed a queer evening at home. All thanks to the recital of the highly-sophisticated-and-complex poetry recital of the poem entitled "Ozymandias"at school this afternoon. I am now getting cold feet. Really nervous about the competition and trying so hard but to no avail, to do well in something for once in my life. I am failing pathetically. Someone help me! I need brain! Labels: Random and Rambling 1 comments Monday, July 9 ( Crossroads @ 18:20:00 ) Labels: Emotions and Memories 0 comments Sunday, July 8 ( @ 21:17:00 ) (extreme comedy and silliness ahead! beware!)                 I am terribly sorry for this silly joke. I am busy busy busy today and my eyes are closing. I had had a hectic day today. Sitting now with a bowl of icky and kinda yuckie avacado ice in front of me, which taste so weird it can make me puke and feeling nauseous due to the soursop juice I drank that day, i am feeling horrible now. Arghh.. i had just finish drafting my speech for next week competition and I had not even receive the poem for next week. My memory is extremely bad. i am wondering how am i going to be able to memorise my script, and poem by next Saturday morning? Huh? I don't even know HOW to recite poems! Blardy! The practice started today and it had already met many obstacles. praying hard that everything will turn out fine.I am too tired for problem-solving right now and i still have that Chemistry project which have to be hand-written and handed in by tomorrow morning. it is suppose to consist of 10% of our next exam. Bah! yeah, i am doing that again - procrastinating. Great. I am so doomed. It is one of such time that I wish he was here by my side, catching me in his embrace if I ever did fall. But that is the problem, he wanted me to be strong. (means if I fall down, I would have to get up on my own-tough luck) *sighz* Ok, I am going to stop my rambling here and start with my project after i hit the shower. Tata~ I really have to go and tell mom that the avocado ice suxxx, i do not want her to think that I like it so much that she keep on feeding me with it when i really really hates it. Like what she does with outting longans in chicken soup. Yucks! I know. I had this thing against making non savoury thing with sweet stuff. it makes me puke. I am going to say it in her face "Mom, the avocado ice really taste unpleasant(bad and horricible and vegetable.>.<)" or maybe not. Labels: Random and Rambling 0 comments Friday, July 6 ( Update @ 22:31:00 ) Note to self : stop procastinating, start with revision even though they are boring, stop wasting your time online, stop chatting, listen moe to teachers, throw that idea of romance faraway and that plan for after SPM. that is what it is, after SPM. Think about it after SPM. Bah~ I need discipline. I need a coach and tutor and a discipline teacher with a big whip. *trembles* on the otehr hand, I can manage myself. Okie, tata~ More uodates and please do pray for my grannie well-being. Grandma, I love you! Please wait for me after SPM. I promise to spend time with you. I promise. Labels: Life and Christianity 0 comments Monday, July 2 ( Scents @ 14:02:00 ) Well, on afternoons like this, fond memories that are stored in the subconscious mind seems to flash itself back over and over in my mind. I realised that most of my memories are being related to senses. Mostly scents and smells. Our nose and scents around us are miraculously harmonise it seems. Scents can let us sense danger, security, familiarity, or even that sense of nolstagia, giving us that block nose feeling. Sitting here now, with a piece of swiss roll half eaten in from of me, the sweet delighting smell brings back the memories of those afternoons when I sit in that favourite small tea-shop of mine, having chocolate triple cheesecake that seems to melt in my mouth, trigerring my taste-bud and sending me to seventh-heaven on a delicate piece of china plate alongside a glass of freezing cold latte with extra cream and froth-just the way I like it. The warm smell of freshly baked muffins and cakes wafted from the tiny kitchen separated from the outer part of the shop by a tinted glass wall with brilliant colours of the rainbow, providing a cheerful and warm atmosphere, perfect for finishing up those romance novels that I did not have time to read after flipping throught the first 5 pages. I miss those quiet afternoons alone. The scent of mom's cosmetics and cream seems heavy in the air especially during night time and in the morning when she got ready for work seems like a part that is inseparable from mom, and contribute to a small part of "mom-ness". The feeling give me a warm and happy feeling that make me feel as if I could jump up of bed in the morning and tranquil me to go to sleep at night. The smell stays until now. it's on her clothes, her pillows and her bed. I used to ran into my parents' room when mom is getting ready for work and snuggle in her neatly-made bed after dad had went out to work. The smells hung in the air, making the room feel so fresh and energetic and i remember how mom would shooed me out of the room even when I insist on staying there longer. It seems like yesterday but the truth is that it had been a few years since I last did that. And I misses those moments too. Scents surely do bring back many memories of the past. The smell of dust as I rode at the back of the motorbike back from school indicate a construction nearby and the sweet aroma of freshly bake muffins in the oven means we are having freshly baked-muffin for teatime. The smell of belachan-induced green veges had my mouth watered after a long morning at school. It had been a while since I had had one of those shrimps dishes due to my intolerant to several types of seafood. Even during my childhood, I remember the smell of innocence, those days when I would be delighted when mom brought back butter cookies from the supermarket while running her errands. And now, while missing that somebody, I am again reminded of the tenderness of you hugging me tight, and kssing me gently on my lips. The scent of you on those exam's afternoons where I would fall asleep on my bed in the midst of piles of books and you would came in quietly, planting a kiss on my forehead and then gently waking me up so you could tucked me in bed for a short nap before a long evening revising for the next day history papers. Also reminding me of that particular afternoon, our first and only time at my favourite ice-cream shop. The coldness at the back of the throat when the my chocolate ice-cream melts is not felt as the warmth of your body could be felt as you sit close by me. You were having wine ice-cream that afternoon. I remember clearly, as I fed you my ice-cream, we broke into giggles at some silly jokes. It's that cologne smell of yours that makes me think of you and send a surging sense of warmth and security into my body everytime. And I don't even know the name of that cologne because you never tell me even when I asked. Right now, i can smell your scent, that scent is just part of you and part of us. Uncertainty hungs in my mind but I hope for the best. *fingers cross*  Labels: Emotions and Memories 2 comments Sunday, July 1 ( The Strangers @ 19:59:00 ) Modernisation is what that had changed our childhood so much so that it is almost completely different than our fore fathers' and even our parents'. The generation Y today is experiencing even a larger gap in this difference. In the past, our parents' idea of fun was out of door, where they would explore the lush forests at the back of their house, take a swim in the river nearby with sparkling, cool and clear water or even climb fruit trees and stealing their neighbour's fruits just for the fun of it. This can hardly be imagined these days. I grew up in a wooden shack and then moved to a small 2-room flat. Most of the time, I was confined in a small 4-walled room with my toys and tricycles. Watching Hindi dramas with mom at 4pm after my nap and dad coming back for tea time would brought back jellies of various types and even cheddar cheese (I used to love eating cheese like that. Maybe that explain for my huge physique? =p). Even though we were living in poverty then, i remember that mom and dad would not give me anything lacking. I had had many toys, dolls and plastic cooking sets. I had at least one fish per day. I had their care and they stay up the whole night to look after me when I had had high fever one night. These prescious moments are vividly recorded in my mind and I doubted if I would ever forget. This is the moments that I missed very much. Nowadays, kids have commitment-with tuition classes, school, piano lessons, drawing class, dance class and ecetera. The games that they play are those of electronic types, involving joysticks, keyboard and a screen. they sit in their room the whole day trying to control a small figure in the screen, and visited jungles, space or a mountain-all are just image in the screen. BUT, with the passing of time, the idea of walking in real forests like our parents once used to do seems quite ridiculous when there is no forest nearby and with the high crime rate especially kidnapping and murder, parents would be insane if they let their little ones roam about as they wish. Thus, in the process of protecting them, they are also depriving them of childhood pleasure and experience. However, they are not to be blame. Modernisation is to be blame. But without modernisation, could we survive? Giving up your television-Yes, missing that 4 o'clock soap opera, not owning an MP3 player, no computer-no blogging, friendster, chatting, no handphones-no smsing or calling up friends to gossip or go out for a "yumcha" session and no air-conds. For girls, no rebonding, no perming, no nail arts and no make-up. I know-OMG! This is not the only thing that modernisation had brought changes to. It seems that we now know less people. (My context of know is not only knowing the name, but truly building a friendship and knowing that person very well). Our method of communicating and making new friends is trough the ever-popular friendster, msn messengers, ICQ(not so popular anymore) and emails. Chatting with strangers that we had yet to meet up with hardly fulfil that "true friends" criteria. I mean how many of this cyber friendships actually last for say up to even one year? Many a time, they are just "people" that just come and go in our life. And we quickly forget about them and make new ones. Nothing can compare to our real-life friends that we see almost everyday. But, there is a saying that it is diffuclt to love something or someone that we know very well of. This is very true in the sense that after a period of time, we begin to lost that "first good impression" and started to see their real behaviour rearing its' ugly heads. this is the time that we doubt and many a time would be surprise to find that they are not as 'perfect" as we think. From there, we will start to be hypocrite and find many unpleasant things about the other party, making it hard to love them as much as before. This, my friend could be overcome. We had always wanted the world to change, but have we ever think of changing ourselves first? Changing the perspective when we look at certain things in life? We should slow down a bit and take a good look around us in evryday life, only then would we see the blessings of life and those little pleasures and sense of fulfilment all around us. Maybe, just maybe, if you take a good look, taking a split second more to glimpse at those around us, we could know more and experience more, instead of forever walking with our heads down, looking at our shoes. Pick up pace when necessary and slow down at the right time. Get to know more people and extend your circle of friends. smile at that stranger that is crossing from the opposite side of the road and feel the bliss of those 2 elderly couple lovingly enjoying thier afternoon tea at the pavement, outside the cafe'. for when you slow down, everything seems to be more beautiful, because you take the time to appreciate and feel it. =) Labels: Thoughts and Life 0 comments |
